My Legs Should Be Wrapped Around Her Waist With Her Strap Burried In Me, Hitting My Spot While I Mumble

Reblog if you’re a transfem who is shy and you fear abandonment, even when you know that your friends are amazing and would never leave you.

Or if you like pizza.

someone come over and tie my leash around one of the legs of my bed in such a way that it prevents me from getting onto the bed or even fully sitting up

i may sound pliable and desperate and cute, but i put up a lot of fight. Because I want to feel my failure. I want to feel hopeless because I tried with all my strength. I want my body to know that there's truly no point in fighting. There's really no wsy for me to win. There's nothing I can do.

Absolute vulnerability comes when my mind and my body know that...there really is no way out. I really can't do anything about this. They really can do whatever they want and there's absolutely nothing I can do about it.

That is the high I chase, that's where I want to live.

here’s what so many ppl misunderstand about the psychology of certain brats. not all brats, but a lot of us.

we don’t brat because we’re better, cooler, tougher, harder, or more fun than all you sweet good obedient little subs.

we brat because we also want to be sweet good obedient little subs—we just don’t know how to release control like you do.

sometimes it’s bc we’ve been conditioned to believe that submission is weak. other times it’s bc we’ve been conditioned to believe that we don’t deserve to receive pleasure, or attention, or dominance from another. sometimes we don’t believe our submission is desirable enough to offer it.

so we fight, and tease, and sass, and deny—until someone breaks us down and proves to us that our submission is wanted. needed, even. until someone shows us we can still be safe if we aren’t in control. until someone shows us that losing our control ≠ giving up our power. until someone shows us that we deserve the chance to be good too. just as good as you<3

Oh look at that I have some nice lovely fingers that need some adjusting...

CRACK

Focus on me sweetie, focus on me. It's okay. You're gonna be okay. Can you look at me? look me in the eye? Good, such a good girl. Are you ready for the next one? Yeah? Okay sweetie, bite down on your gag, take a deep breath, and three, two, one,

CRACK

It's okay, it's okay i've got you sweetie, it's okay. Cling to me as long as you need. It's okay to cry sweetie, cry into my shirt, it's okay, i've got you. I know, I know it hurts, but you're doing so so good. God you're so pretty when you cry. How're you feeling? You regretting this yet? No? Still better then your shitty old job and your shitty old life? that's a good girl. Now look at me sweetie, focus on me. Are you ready for the next one? Last one on your right hand sweetie, then we can move on to the left. Give me your pinky sweetie. Good girl. You ready? Okay, let me get a good grip, and three, two, one,

CRACK

I've got you, I've got you, just take a deep breath, we'll get through this. I love you so much sweetie, I'm so glad you agreed to this. Don't worry, once they heal I'll let you have a few more months before i break them again, okay? we'll do this... let's say twice a year, yeah? that should strike a nice balance? I like that plan. How're you doing sweetie, ready for the next one? that's my good girl. Three, two, one,

CRACK

I love you sweetie. I love the way you scream, the way you cry, the way you pine and grovel and obey. I love how you cling to me and cry into my shirt even when I'm the one slowly breaking you. I love how you love my abuse. I really can't believe you're letting me do this, but I'm so overjoyed that you are. I love you sweetie. I'll always love you. Now be a good girl, give me your next finger. Good girl. Three, two, one,

CRACK

I’m a dragon I’m a dragon I’m a dragon!! I’m gonna run and jump and fly and touch the clouds! I’m gonna scale mountains and run free! The sun on my scales and nothing but freedom as I soar!

I NEED SEVIKA OILED UP IN MY BED WITH THE HEXSTRAP ON AND READY

Right here :3

PRETTY GIRLS WHO WILL LET ME SLAP THEM THEN KISS THEM THEN SLAP THEM AGAIN THEN TIE UP THEIR HANDS WHERE ARE YOU

ok so i know that torture doesn’t actually work but for the sake of our t4t rp session you gotta pretend that that it at least works a little.

REBLOG IF YOU'RE A DRAGON