It's Valentine's Day so I decided to do something special and draw what I always do - funny circus people coping with reality by loving each other. Also there's Jax
"I don't need you" "And you don't need me"
I know this is kind of a detail amongst all the stuff that happened in episode 120 but I can't stop thinking about the smudged blood on monty's lips, cause it's just kind of romantic and tragic to me š like most lovers have lipstick marks from the person they kissed and he has Will's blood.
Although yk what it is a nice lipstick shade. Someone get Monty some red lipstick
joyride!
not only does nevermore have toxic yuri it also has toxic yaoi this is really the best webtoon ever
i think of m1tsuba/sousuke and mit2uba/no.3 the same way kou thinks of them. like, yeah, theyre different people. but, also, what... what do you mean theyre different people...??
oh god isn't it insane to think how lowkey, dazai to akutagawa is like the headmaster to atsushi
like they've endured abuse from them but take their words to heart and use it to have a reason to live; except atsushi doesn't wanna acknowledge that (well, he does now) and akutagawa acknowledges only that and fail to see the bad of it
in conclusion it's just my blabbering and akutagawa and atsushi should just have their reason to live as each other because thats basically what canon implies now LOVE WINSšÆšÆš„š£ļø
iām so normal about thisā¦god. atsushiās dejected expression while seeing the full extent of his rival-turned-partnerās abuse for the first timeā¦atsushi finding out it was dazai who treated him like that, the same dazai he looks up to and admires for bringing him into the ADA. weāre witnessing atsushi make leaps and bounds in his understanding of why akutagawa is the way he is, in real time
sayaka drawing
I think itās interesting the language Will uses to describe his spectre in episode 26
He doesnāt say double, or clone, he says copy
In my opinion, this indicates that each clone is a full copy of Will. Each is an instance of him, a different possibility. They have his memories, they are him. Then you can really get into the dehumanization/how he (as well as everyone else) treats himself as tool. Because if those are full copies of him, and theyāre being treated as disposable puppets, ugh, itās just such a good representation of his own self destruction.
Perhaps each time he does it it shatters the concept of him/his humanity a little moreāa broken mirror. He is Will, they all were real, making it all the more horrifying what happened to him. Tbh I really have no idea how Willās powers workā¦
I do however think it would be interesting to explore how his spectre influences his mind. Perhaps it messes with his memories, does he see bits and pieces from his copies? Does it get hard to keep track? If he canāt remember what they do at all and he has to live with the consequences thatās a whole other type of horror. Is he still human? Does he feel human? Is there a real him anymore? Was there ever a real him if he destroyed his identity and hid himself away behind masks and masks? Did the ārealā him die long before he came to Nevermore?
specifically, wilardo's conclusion (though im not finished yet so also warn me for spoilers)
MY NOELSIRIUS HEART IS BEAMING RNšš they were technically my first ship but I thought I was going crazy because no one talked about it šš look at them, they are so cuteeee!!!!!! my cutie piesšā„ļø
also can I just say I love how so much has improved in wilardo's conclusion like it feels so different yet the same from the other games; the minigame was super fun (aside from me taking like 2 hours)
AND. the fucking way the storytelling is progressinšš THE AMOUNT OF CLIFFHANGERS. LIKE DAWG RUGHT AFTER NOEL TRANSFORMED THE POB CHANGED LIKE THEY THOUGHT THEY WERE SO COOL FOR THAT (they are)