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tim drake, narrating: But just when all hope seemed lost, I had an epiphany:
tim drake: I am going to throw myself into the sea.
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Have some angstā¦
Tim is crying. Itās quiet, muffled because his head is buried in his arms. Kon reaches out to him, tries to put a hand on his shoulder or the top of his head. His fingers sink right through cloth and flesh and tangled hair like thereās nothing there.
āWhat the- Tim?ā he says, alarm in his voice. He sits up, reaches again for the head bowed on the edge of the mattress. Again, he canāt touch his fiancĆ©.
Panic crashes over Kon. He rolls off the other side of the bed in a flurry of graceless movement. Lands on the floor and scrambles back to his feet
Tim is still crying.
Konās panic ratchets up another notch.
He can see himself. His body. Still there, lying on the bed, skin as pale as the thin blanket covering him. Tubes and wires snake out from various parts of his body. Oxygen hisses, machines beep, a line scribbles out heart rate and brain activity. Theyāre both much lower than they should be.
āWhat the fuck,ā Kon whispers.
The last thing he remembers is⦠a beach? Hot sand and cool water and Timās smile and⦠Green. Kryptonite. Shards of it burning through his chest. And someone punching him, pummelling him while Kon desperately tries to get his arms up to block.
Kon shakes his head. That was⦠that was what happened last time. Last time he⦠āNo,ā he whispers. No. He canāt be⦠he isnāt⦠he doesnāt know what happened but he doesnāt want to die. Not again.
A door opens and Tim sits up, wiping at his eyes. Dick comes in, yellow light from the hall flooding the dimly lit room. The blinds on the windows are open to let sunlight in but the sun is sinking below the horizon now. Kon wonders how long Tim has been here, wonders how much longer he would have sat in the dark. Until the next morning? Until Kon woke up? His hair is greasy like he hasnāt showered in days. Maybe he would have sat here forever.
āOh Timmy,ā Dick murmurs. He crouches by the chair Tim is sitting on and pulls his brother into a hug. He cards his finger through Timās hair, comforts him like Kon cannot.
āThe doctor,ā Tim says, the words breathless around more tears, āThe doctor saidā¦ā
āI know,ā Dick says. āI know what the doctor said. But itās going to be okay.ā
Heās making a valiant effort at staying strong for his brother but his voice cracks. It shouldnāt surprise Kon that Dick Grayson would care if he died. The man is well-known for how much he cares about everyone, and heās going to be Konās brother in law in a few months. Heās practically family already. But even after all these years, with all his friends, and Ma and Pa, and Tim, Kon still struggles with people caring about him.
Konās eyes feel hot all of a sudden and he squeezes them shut, presses his palms against them. Why now?Ā he thinks. Heās had his laser vision under control for years, and heās not angry or aroused or⦠ A tear slides down his cheek. Oh. More follow and Kon touches them in wonderment. They donāt feel wet or warm, they donāt taste like salt on his lips. Heās crying and he can barely feel it.
āWhatās happening to me?ā he wonders. Heās been hurt before, heās been unconscious before, heās diedĀ before. None of it was anything like this.
When Dick leaves, minutes or hours later, Tim grasps Konās limp hand. Kon feels his palm tingle and lifts it to look, rotating his hand as though Timās fingers are going to appear wrapped around his own.
āPlease Kon,ā Tim whispers. āPlease donāt leave me, not again. I- Iām not strong enough without you.ā
Kon kneels down beside the chair Timās sitting in. āYes you are,ā he says, voice thick with tears. āDonāt sell yourself short, youāre stronger than anyone I know. Stronger than me, most of the time.ā
Itās true. Tim is his rock, the one he goes to when he feels like heās drifting in a storm. The one who keeps all his fears and anxieties at bay. The one who holds him up when Kon feels like heās going to crumble.
Kon canāt crumble now though. Canāt give into the fear and the anxiety. Is he dying? He doesnāt want to die again. He wonāt. Tim needs him. He needs Tim.
āIām right here,ā Kon says desperately. He wishes Tim could hear him. He wishes he could hug his fiancĆ©. āIām right here, Tim, Iām not going anywhere. I promise.ā
He leans his head forward until his temple should rest against Timās shoulder. Wraps an arm around Timās waist and pretends he can feel solid flesh and warmth. āIām right here,ā he repeats. and he swears he can feel the dampness of Timās tears on his hand even as his own donāt wet Timās shirt.
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