"Parents can only give good advice or put them on the right paths, but the final forming of a person's character lies in their own hands."
β Anne Frank
(One of the first and best books I ever read. Rip Anne Frank π)
There's a Olivia Rodrigo song for every emotion. (I LOVE ALL OF THEM)
Brutal: I hate this world so much
Traitor: I got cheated on/my friend found a new friend
Driver's license: I miss my ex/ex-friend
1 step forward, 3 steps back: toxic relationships and issues you can't leave
Deja vu: I can't believe he/she/they replaced me!
Good 4 u: oh so you have moved on from me...sure...ahahhah...I am not mad...hahhahah...(ur dead)
Enough for you: I changed everything about myself because ur shit
Happier: maybe you can be less happy, there are some sensitive people around!
Jealousy Jealousy: self explanatory (also "everyone thinks heβs so smart, wonderful Potter with his scar and his broomstick" ~Draco Malfoy)
Favourite Crime: I know u are a felon and a criminal but you have a sweet side and a tender heart only I can change!
Hope ur ok: (cries) address the letters to the holes of my butterfly wings (cries some more)
*Kunikida calls Atsushi*
Atsushi: hello? Kunikida-san....what's up?
Kunikida: do you know where Dazai is? He left before doing any paperwork
Atsushi, *staring at Dazai and Kyouka eating shaved ice on the dining table*: no? Do I?
Kunikida *sighs*: are you asking me or answering the question?
Atsushi: I am sure.. he'll show up....one day
Kunikida: eh...fine. If you see him tell him to get his ass back to the office
*phone cuts*
Atsushi: Dazai-san! Look! I had to lie to Kunikida-san because of YOU
Dazai: awww you are such a nice person Atsushi!
Atsushi *rolling his eyes*: how did you even get my keys? The door was locked? Did you give him, Kyouka-chan?
Kyouka: *shakes her head*
Dazai: oh, I have a copy of your keys π
Atsushi: what.π¨
Dazai: what?
Atsushi: HOW DID YOU GET MY KEYS?
Dazai: I made a copy of them before you got this apartment π
Atsushi: ππππ
Dazai: ah don't worry, I have the keys of all the people I care about. Here's Chuuya's, I kept them with me all these years....
Atsushi: HOW WILL I NOT WORRY AFTER KNOWING THAT----
Dazai X Would've could've, should've (Taylor Swift)
If you would've blinked then I would've
Looked away at the first glance.
If you tasted poison, you could've
Spit me out at the first chance
If I was some paint, did it splatter
On a promising grown man?
And if I was a child, did it matter
If you got to wash your hands?
And if you never saved me from boredom
I could've gone on as I was
But, Lord, you made me feel important
And then you tried to erase us
And the God's honest truth is that the pain was heaven
And now that I'm grown, I'm scared of ghosts
Memories feel like weapons
And now that I know, I wish you'd left me wondering
God rest my soul, I miss who I used to be
The tomb won't close, stained glass windows in my mind
I regret you all the time
I can't let this go, I fight with you in my sleep
The wound won't close, I keep on waiting for a sign
I regret you all the time
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my childhood (girlhood), it was mine first
I regret you all the time
I can't let this go, I fight with you in my sleep
The wound won't close, I keep on waiting for a sign
I regret you all the time
(ps: NO I am NOT implying any sexual abuse done by Mori to Dazai or anyone else. This is purely about the emotional and mental abuse Dazai went through as a child by being in the Port Mafia under Mori's mentorship. It is clear, him being in the Mafia really messed up his already mentally ill brain. Mori as a doctor should be held responsible for what happened to Dazai and so many other Port Mafia kids, regardless if they worked consensually or not, kids should be protected in all situations from both physical and mental turmoil.
Ofc the original intention of the song by Taylor and what it meant for her and the things she went through is very different, but as a song itself we can interpret certain parts of it in different ways. I do not think the two situations are any similar but it is only an artistic way of looking at these lyrics to convey a difficult subject matter)
What would you do in a trolley problem? Hit the 5 people in your way or save them and hit a spectator?
Hufflepuff: I would not like to hit anyone but if I had to.....the spectator. Because killing one person is better than 5.
Gryffindor: I would hit the 5 people, it would be wrong to kill an innocent bystander.
Ravenclaw: try to stop the trolley somehow or else jump off the trolley, I can't handle responsibility.
Slytherin: hit the 5 people, then reverse the trolley and hit the spectator. No witness, no crime.
Read from page 90 to 112 β οΈ
I wish I could read for longer but my habit is dying away~~~
There are so many details in this one book that it makes complete sense why Donna Tartt took a decade to write it
I can analyse it for a decade and still not understand everything and know every detail ππππ
Gryffindor: So, guys what's our plan?
Slytherin: having a plan is lame, let's improvise.
Hufflepuff: it's Ravenclaw's birthday so let them decide....
Gryffindor: I was thinking Raven can do with some more friends, I will invite all my 300 friends to the party.
Slytherin: I was thinking about a masquerade. Something dramatic like Ravenclaw.
Hufflepuff: but guys they hate party or crowded event and noise...
Gryffindor: you know what I am thinking about...
Slyhterin: Fireworks!!!!
Gryffindor: it will be our best party yet!
Ravenclaw to Hufflepuff (via text): this is why I avoid people.
It's hard sometimes. To live a life with happiness. But it surely reminds you that life itself is never supposed to be happy. It's supposed to be interesting. Full of surprises and shocks. Now answer me, what keeps you waking up every day? It's the will to see another day with hope of getting through it alive. There's no meaning to life, it's us who put meaning in it. What is important is to live each day with the nonchalant optimism that the next will be better, it doesn't matter if it isn't any better. What matters is that you made into another day!
I don't want a boyfriend (not yet; I am not emotionally mature enough to have one), I just want a guy I can drag around to everywhere I go without either of us getting romantic feelings.
Just pals being pals
"If I had followed the multitude, I should not have studied philosophy" β¨ β¨ π€ she/her π€β¨β¨(casual blogger/multi-shipper)
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