I Feel So Fucking Empty And Shit. Told Him I Was Anxious And Scared And He Told Me I Was OK, I Then Fucking

I feel so fucking empty and shit. Told him I was anxious and scared and he told me I was OK, I then fucking said I wasn't and told him to go to sleep. Then he went offline. I've spent the last hour crying and shaking and trying to make myself feel something but nothings working. I'm so good at communicating usually. I don't get to the point where I ignore my feelings because I'm able to talk through them before I get to that point. What fucking changed. Why am I getting worse like this. It's not ok it's not ok.

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3 weeks ago

It's fine though. I'll just revoke his data access. And keep him occupied. Then he'll have no choice.

We r drinking and having a good time and he's soured it by telling me that his American friend was sending him posts. I'm going to crash out istg.


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1 month ago

He acts like he wants to be around me and then decides he's going to sit on twitter and between shit when he knows I have notifications on. Do you want to be my friend or not.


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1 month ago

if the cage is open why am i still trapped.


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3 weeks ago

We r drinking and having a good time and he's soured it by telling me that his American friend was sending him posts. I'm going to crash out istg.


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1 month ago

So scared of myself that I've chained myself to the bedpost out of reach of anything that could harm me.


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1 month ago
Yea. Yea Just Flat Out Mock Me. To My Face. I've Tried To Tell You That Ur My Fp. And U Just Brush It

Yea. Yea just flat out mock me. To my face. I've tried to tell you that ur my fp. And u just brush it off. And then u say some shit like this and it hurts. If only u didn't brush me off. Like I'm some fucking toy.


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1 month ago

Vero/Kit . 21 . It/They/He

Autistic traumagenic did system with bpd. This is a blog for us to keep our stuff on. Maybe make friends idk. Mostly Vero probably.

Not going to censor anything we say (as this is going to act as a sort of "open communication line" as we don't have good internal communication), but will tag appropriately.

DNI: under 18s, gatekeepers, "disorder police", cringe haters

BYF: This blog will contain NSFW, trauma-sharing, fictional depictions of sensitive topics, self-harm discussions, favourite person discussions. Probably more, will try to add accordingly.

Frequent fronters:

Vero: host. Subhuman dogthing who has intense source ties (delusional.) and needs intense therapy. Copes with his source which is a fictional world we created.

93: autism holder. Likes webcore, viruscore, and old technology. Interact with care.

Coda: persecutor. Not good, lets put it that way. Usually only around if Vero is around.

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1 month ago

i wish things werent so one sided. hes probably not even thinking about me, meanwhile he consumes my every thought


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3 weeks ago

Has been here a day and it's going well so far... keep it up guys


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1 month ago

Hello tumblr.

Hello Tumblr.

Goodnight tumblr.


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