When He,,

i literally repeat everything on tumblr because i literally don’t come on here at all. i am unoriginal❤️

oh here’s what i look like lmao

no i am not in love with a 31 year old man that screams at a computer. no❤️

How is Mark even real...he's p e r f e c t i o n

reddit UA fans got codes going on and i’m over here just

here’s the link to where i found this info on twitter

https://t.umblr.com/redirect?z=https%3A%2F%2Ftwitter.com%2Fzariezap%2Fstatus%2F1285918168972554243%3Fs%3D21&t=MDg4NTY2ZGI0NjQzZWZkZGY3YWQ5MGJjZTM2NmE0ZTg2OWVhNWRjNixlMzc2Yzk4ZDYzZmMzZmVkMWQzZmY5YzMyMzdmY2QwN2VlODRkNDBm&ts=1595541229

JBHJBHBYUG WHAT IS THISSSS

Baby mark before he lost his beard in the war 😔

MAN I LOVE ALY SM🥺🥺🥺

im feeling every inch of anger, sadness and just full on pain. like my body knows it’s feeling that emotion but nothing is coming out. do you understand how i feel?

Yes. I know exactly what you mean. Usually if you’re at this point it means you’ve probably been holding onto a lot of stress and other heavy feelings that may have been building up for a while. It’s kind of a restless, uneasiness and yet you’re so overwhelmed that you’re sort of... calm?

It’s okay to acknowledge these feelings and let them run through you while they’re there. This is a crazy time to be alive and sometimes it’s too much to control. Find time for yourself, let yourself relax and do whatever helps you feel calm I happy. soon enough it’ll pass and you’ll feel okay again. Much love💕

Memento Mori.

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tiny small rant (skip if you need to):

39 days left until the channel goes into the dark abyss and quite frankly, i don’t think anyone is ready.

i really don’t want the channel to end just because it’s something i find comfort in. at the same time, i’m ready for the channel to be finished with only because i really want to see what mark and ethan have in store for their personal channels.

i originally didn’t want to share this because i’m not really open into sharing my art. it’s something i have a lot of passion for; however i kinda don’t like sharing it with people on a social platform (i am an insecure little child).

since this piece, artwork, whatever floats your boat ended up being okay; i decided to share it.

it’s not what i envisioned it to be but let’s be honest here: literally anything i draw/paint turns out to be something else but in the best way possible. it’s kinda cool how my brain can do that.

also now that i am sharing: i will not do inktober. i’m sorry. i’m not an “artist” where my brain will automatically just whip up something fast. it takes me usually days before i can actually sit down, sketch and paint. i like to have days where i’m just sitting down and painting. it’s just way more fun for me that way.

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tldr; unus annus is ending. i am insecure and can’t share my art. anything i make doesnt turn out the way i want it to and i’m fine with that. no inktober for me because brain doesn’t go brr <333

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song: turncoat - micheal rothery (yes it overlaps twice, i was too lazy to go back and fix it)

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ayyyyeeee my meme!!!!

i’m in a constant state of i hate it here. i blame mark fischbach and ethan nestor for that❤️