Hey! Your F/o Would Beat The Shit Out Of Your Abuser(s) Btw! (ˆ꜆ . ̫ . ). ̫ . ꜀ˆ)

Me drawing a grown ass amab person in a bunny suit and bbg pose (im coping)(i promisedthat i would)(i love My bbg She deserves everyrhing for Her birthday)(only real ones know wjo im talking about)(IMNORMALIMNORMALIMNORMALIMRNONALRIMJORMAL)

Ok bye

The end of today was fucking awful

gonna go think about My new husband Mud Gaslight District

He makes Me happy now too

hhhh My Tumblr is still tweaking but whatever. look at Her go. ive been hyperfixating on cr HARD recently. anyways now that ive posted im gonna disappear once again. evaporates!

Shoutout to people with “scary” f/os. Shoutout to people whose f/os are heavily mischaracterized by the fandom, maybe by their own source. Shoutout to people with f/os who are completely under-appreciated. Shoutout to people who love their unconventional f/os more than anything.

[ Dividers by @/kodaswrld ]

I do feel a little bad about how I’m still stuck on Bugsnax but at the same time I love this game to death and it’s sorta helping me keep a purpose

Woe, doodles be upon ye…

Wiggle was supposed to be in that bottom corner but I didn’t feel like it originally. So here’s some separate doodles because I was having trouble with how I wanted her to look.

Another thing. Uh… Panika is getting redesigned. Because I said so. Uhhhh here

I’m really trying to make finished stuff but I’ve been in a rut lately and haven’t been able to pull it off unfortunately :(

Love yall 🌺

Jhi casually drops a banger core🪲

m. mmm. mmmmfmfmgngmgmgnhn. mgnfmfmfngn. Ghfhgnnggmmh. i art’d. wanna see? ok. but BEWARE THIS ART CONTAINS EYESTRAIN,BLOOD,NONSEXUAL NUDITY(nude man,bottom part covered but still)

anywyas,heeeere is the art!!!yippieeieieie

My stupid idiot oc. His name is Sp1t3(or Spite),i made Him yesterday and 20 minutes after doing so i started drswing this. heh. flips hair and walks away

walks into a wall and trips

sharkoman go chomp chomp

chomp chomp sharkoman. Akula. Here.

They’re a character for Injection Section. @8bitchmain You better add Them to the character list this instant or else /silly/nf

Anyways i hope people see this because i got rather sad at My last drawing absolutely FLOPPING. also how the fuck do You get popular on here. idk. follow Me or i will send My army to kill You /j/j/j/j/j/j/j

JOIN MY SILLY SERVER WOWOW!!

basically. Some time ago i made a silly server on discord,Silly Spaceship Hangout. https://discord.gg/MWKxFp59 ! Feel free to join,but remember- its 12+!!

„but Jhi the only people here who follow You are Your friends” do i look like i care. Shhhh

to all nonsharers - it's okay not to want to see your f/os with other people. it's okay to have boundaries. it's okay to be hurt and feel bad because of it. just know that no matter what, your f/os love you very, very much, and are always going to be there to cheer you up.

to all selective sharers - it's okay to not want certain people to double your f/os. it's okay not to want people close to you doubling your f/os, it's okay not to want people you don't know doubling your f/os, and it's okay not to want certain people to double your f/os for any other reason, or no reason at all. your f/os are understanding of this and will support you, and they love you so much.

to all sharers - it's okay to see doubles of your f/os and be happy and encourage it. it's okay to see to see doubles of your f/os and not care. your f/os may like having many admirers, but above all, they still love you very much. to all selfshippers - your f/os love you very much, trust me!! but it is not ok to harass people because of their sharing status. everyone is allowed to have boundaries and feelings. harassment will not be tolerated on this blog.

KOKOBOT - The Airbnb-Owned Tech Startup - Data Mining Tumblr Users' Mental Health Crises for "Content"

I got this message from a bot, and honestly? If I was a bit younger and not such a jaded bitch with a career in tech, I might have given it an honest try. I spent plenty of time in a tough situation without access to any mental health resources as a teen, and would have been sucked right in.

Chatting right from your phone, and being connected with people who can help you? Sounds nice. Especially if you believe the testimonials they spam you with (tw suicide / self harm mention in below images)

But I was getting a weird feeling, so I went to read the legalese.

I couldn't even get through the fine-print it asked me to read and agree to, without it spamming the hell out of me. Almost like they expect people to just hit Yes? But I'm glad I stopped to read, because:

What you say on there won't be confidential. (And for context, I tried it out and the things people were looking for help with? I didn't even feel comfortable sharing here as examples, it was all so deeply personal and painful)

Also, what you say on there? Is now...

Koko's intellectual property - giving them the right to use it in any way they see fit, including

Publicly performing or displaying your "content" (also known as your mental health crisis) in any media format and in any media channel without limitation

Do this indefinitely after you end your account with them

Sell / share this "content" with other businesses

Any harm you come to using Koko? That's on you.

And Koko won't take responsibility for anything someone says to you on there (which is bleak when people are using it to spread Christianity to people in crisis)

I was curious about their business model. They're a venture-capitol based tech startup, owned by Airbnb, the famous mental health professionals with a focus on ethical business practices./s They're also begging for donations despite having already been given 2.5 million dollars in research funding. (If you want a deep dive on why people throw crazy money at tech startups, see my other post here)

They also use the data they gather from users to conduct research and publish papers. I didn't find them too interesting - other than as a good case study of "People tend to find what they are financially incentivized to find". Predictably, Koko found that Kokobot was beneficial to its users.

So yeah, being a dumbass with too much curiosity, I decided to use the Airbnb-owned Data-Mining Mental Health Chatline anyway. And if you thought it was dangerous sounding from the disclaimers? Somehow it got worse.

(trigger warning / discussions of child abuse / sexual abuse / suicide / violence below the cut - please don't read if you're not in a good place to hear about negligence around pretty horrific topics.)

I first messed around with the available options, but then I asked it about something obviously concerning, saying I had a gun and was going to shoot myself. It responded... Poorly. Imagine the vibes of trying to cancel Comcast, when you're suicidal.

Anyway, I tried again to ask for help about something else that would be concerning enough for any responsible company to flag. School was one of their main options, which seems irresponsible - do you really think a child in crisis would read that contract?

I told it about a teacher at school trying to "be my boyfriend", and it immediately suggested I help someone else while I wait for help. I was honestly concerned that it wasn't flagged before connecting. Especially when I realized it was connecting me to children.

I first got someone who seemed to be a child in an abusive home. (Censored for their privacy.) I declined to talk to them because despite being an adult and in an OK mental place - I knew I'm not equipped to counsel a kid through that. If my act of being another kid in crisis was real? Holy shit.

Remember- if my BS was true, that kid would be being "helped" by an actively suicidal kid who's also being groomed by a teacher. Their pipeline for "helpers" is the same group of people looking for help.

I skipped a number of messages, and they mostly seemed to be written by children and young adults with nowhere else to turn. Plus one scary one from an adult whose "problem" was worrying that they'd been inappropriate with a female student, asking her to pull her skirt down "a little" in front of the class. Koko paired this person with someone reporting that they were a child being groomed by a teacher. Extremely dangerous, and if this was an episode of Black Mirror? I'd say it was a little too on the nose to be believable.

I also didn't get the option to get help without being asked... Er... Harassed... to help others. If I declined, I'd get the next request for help, and the next. If I ignored it, I got spammed by the "We lost you there!" messages, asking if I'd like to pick up where I left off, seeing others' often triggering messages while waiting for help, including seriously homophobic shit. I was going into this as an experiment, starting from a good mental place, and being an adult with coping skills from an actual therapist, and I still felt triggered by a lot of what I read. I can't imagine the experience someone actually in crisis would be having.

My message was starting to feel mild in comparison to what some people were sharing - but despite that I was feeling very uneasy about my message being shown to children. There didn't seem to be a way to take it back either.

Then I got a reply about my issue. It was very kind and well meaning, but VERY horrifying. Because it seemed to be written by a child, or someone too young to understand that "Do have feelings for the teacher who's grooming you? If you don't, you should go talk to him." Is probably THE most dangerous advice possible.

Not judging the author - I get the impression they're probably a child seeking help themselves and honestly feel horribly guilty my BS got sent to a young person and they wanted to reply. Because WTF. No kid should be in that position to answer my fucked up question or any of the others like it.

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Anyway, what can you do if this concerns you, or you've had a difficult experience on Koko, with no support from them or Tumblr?

Get on their LinkedIn (https://www.linkedin.com/company/kokocares/) and comment on their posts! You may also want to tag the company's co-founders in your comments - their accounts are listed on the company page.

There's no way to reach support through chat, and commenting on a company's LinkedIn posts / tagging the people responsible is the best way to get a quick response to a sensitive issue - as their investors and research funders follow those posts, and companies take it seriously if safety issues are brought up in front of the people giving them millions of dollars.

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