I Asked God Not To Take You From Me Out Of The Fear Of This, This State In Which Im Living In Now. I

i asked god not to take you from me out of the fear of this, this state in which im living in now. i cant close my eyes without seeing you’re smile and i cant leave my house without hearing your laugh and i my eyes cannot stop searching for yours how could you forget about the love i gave you how could you soothe me just to torture me, smile at me and then scorn me. maybe my jealous god took you away from me because i loved you more than him.