Whatever he did I'm on his side <3
Hi, hope you had a great new years ^^
If it's okay can I request a fic of Redacted teaching Angel how to ride their bike or just Angel just riding their bike in general?
Hiiii my new year was good! I hope yours (and valentine's,easter,etc) was good as well!!
the date callin me out for how long it's been since jan i'm sobbing /silly
I feel like emo boy would be extremely thorough about teaching them so... Maybe I'll do a part two where Angel actually drives... đđ
~A Riding Lesson~
[REDACTED] was in their personal garage doing some maintenance on his bike when you arrived a little early for your date. All he could offer in greeting were a few sweet words and a quick kiss, due to their grease stained fingers. You chose to silently observe them for a while, sitting at the bench they left their toolkit on. You found yourself leaning forward, watching with pure fascination.
There was precision to each movement as they went about their work with expert hands. Were it not for the occasional smiles he threw your way when he picked up a different tool every so oftenâsmiles that somehow still sent your heart aflutter after so longâyou wouldâve been completely absorbed.
You'd always been curious about how it worked. But there was never really a good time to mention said curiosity. Especially since you were more focused on holding on for dear life whenever they drove somewhere, even at a snailâs pace. You supposed now could be a good time.
âCan you teach me how to ride it?â you suddenly asked once he came over to pack his tools away in the box at your side.
Their scarred hand that was idly twirling a wrench stilled as he looked down at you, light blue eyes glittering with the beginnings of something. â...Yeah, love? Yâmind saying that again fâme?â
Much too late to take it back, you noticed your mistake. You were so absorbed in your thoughts that it felt like you were picking up a conversation. In reality, it hadn't even started. âThe bike, Ren,â you hurriedly corrected yourself. âTeach me how to ride the bike.â
ââCourse. My bike,â [REDACTED] nodded along and continued putting away the tools. The smirk on their face was unmistakable, but they surprisingly held back from teasing you any longer. âMaybe a quick lesson, then.â
âReally?â You perked up.
He nodded towards the bike with an amused smile as he closed the toolbox and wiped off his hands. âWeâve got time.â
Excited as could be, you hopped over and quickly sat in the cushioned seat, immediately fidgeting with the handlebars. It already seemed weird being in the front, let alone by yourself. But your heart got a little louder when your dark haired lover sat behind you on the bike.
You were certain he could feel how you shivered as his hands wrapped securely around your waist and his head rested on top of yours. Stumbling for words, you almost shouted, âSo! âŚWhere am I taking us?â
âNowhere. Yâneed to know where everything is first, Angel.â
âBoooo.â
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After fifteen grueling minutes of quizzing, he finally agreed to let you ride around the parking lot. They hopped off the back of the bike, swinging the key around their finger. Â
Without his weight to balance you, you suddenly felt a little unsure of yourself. You thought he was going to ride with you, so you asked, âDid you only sit on the bike to hug me?â
âYeah, yâlooked so cute I couldnât help mâself,â he admitted shamelessly. They didn't give you the key just yet, merely circled the bike a few times with a careful gaze. âClutch?â
You frowned. The quiz was supposed to be over. âLeft lever.â
âThrottle?â
You remembered that one easily. He always revved the engine with it before leaving. âRight handle," you said confidently as you grabbed it.
âFront brake?â
âUhhâŚâ you started, quickly panicking at the resigned look in their eye. âRight pedal.â
âThat's the rear brake. Maybe next time.â They gave a swift denial of your short-lived dream.
You stubbornly stayed put on the bike, though your hands were no longer holding the handles, instead resting in front of you on the seat. âI could drive it down to the street, at least."
âYâreally think so? Itâs a lot tâhandle,â he cautioned. He reached in front of you with the key in hand, quickly putting it in the ignition. The engine purred in that quiet way you were used to.
You watched as [REDACTED] held firmly on the clutch at one handle, and slowly guided your hand to the throttle on the other. With the lightest turn of your wrist, the engine roared loud, vibrating the seat more and more. But he turned it even further and you could hardly hear yourself think.
It made you nervous. If you werenât sure where the break wasâor which one to useâitâd really spell disaster. âOkay, I get the point,â you sighed. They let go of your hand and the engine died back down to its usual purr. âIâll try harder to remember where everything is. No crashing your bike into a stop sign for now.â
âGood. Just wanâ you t'keep that pretty little head right where it is, love,â he hummed and kissed said forehead. âNow, scoot. Or we can head upstairs so âcan teach ya how to reallyââ
âI meant the bike!!â
renren again cause im pretty devoted to my wife
+extra my dumb ass trying to draw renren on roblox (ren so goofy there
(pls ignore my lil sister avatar on the corner
Unedited, as all of these are. The research I did for the end of this has surely gotten me on some kind of list lol. Rendacted cannot keep his accent together and that is not my fault. Ren and above image belong to @14dayswithyou
Summary: Ren does not gatekeep, but he does gaslight and girlboss
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As I check out at the reception desk I call an uber to my place, making a quick transition from the hospital to my apartment. I didnât know how Ren could access information about me, but my working theory was through my phone. As an aspiring programmer I knew just how simple it could be to hack into someoneâs phone and gain remote access. So I didnât contact anyone, worried that he might see it.
When I get to my apartment I immediately go around my room, trying to quickly pack anything I might need into a bag. My plan was to wait him out in Violetâs apartment, she almost always just stayed home and gamed all Sunday, so I would let her know about my situation and ask if I could stay for a bit. I was sure she would oblige; she was always so kind to me, and never was very fond of Ren.
So I finish gathering my essential belongings and a container of cookies I had stress baked before leaving on Friday. I power off my phone, ignoring the multitude of messages from Ren, and open my door to knock on Violetâs.
Only to run into a cardigan-clad chest. I look up to see Ren with a friendly smile on his face, âOh, hey Angel! I was going to surprise you! Here!â
He holds out a bouquet of pink roses to me, which I just stare at blankly. How had he intercepted me just as I was leaving? How did he know I had even gotten back home? Why was he wearing a backpack?
He tilts his head, âWhatâs wrong, Angel? Why do you have a bag with you, where were you going?â
I forcibly pull myself together, and give him a smile, accepting the flowers, âOh thank you, Ren, these are lovely! I was just headed to your place actually, I was going to surprise you. Good timing, I suppose, wouldâve been awkward if we were both at the other apartment, huh?â
This seems to make him happy as he giggles, âYeah, that worked out well, didnât it? Luckily you donât have to walk now, I donât want you straining your stitches!â
I laugh, âHaha, yeah, I guess I hadnât considered that. Actually, hold that thought, I was gonna visit Violet to give her these cookies really quickly. I owe her one, so would you mind waiting here while I go inside?â
He holds my arm, stopping me from knocking on her door, âDo you really have to do that right now, Angel? I can deliver them to her later, she probably isnât even home right now. Why do you owe her anyway?â
I tug my arm free, breathing a silent sigh of relief when he lets me, âOh, donât worry, Ren, Iâll only be a minute. She never leaves the house on Sundays.â
But he grabs my arm again, pulling me back, âPlease, Angel, can we just go home now? You always take forever to talk to her.â
This time, when try I pull my arm back, he doesnât let go. I do my best to keep my breathing even, knowing that this was my best chance to escape, but also knowing that he could easily overpower me any time he chose. I look at him with a confused expression, âWhatâs wrong? I wonât take long, I promise.â
He gently tugs me away from her door, âCâmon Angel, letâs just go, please? Iâve been so worried about you, I just want to make sure youâre okay.â
I hold my ground, âI told you, Iâm fine. Iâm on painkillers, Iâve been on bedrest for two days. I just need to talk to Violet for a second.â
âBut why do you need to talk to her? I thought you were just going to drop off the cookies, canât that wait? You keep avoiding me and I donât know why!â
Panicking, I decide to finally make a move while Iâm in semi-public at least, âIâm sorry! I want to break up with you!â
Renâs face falls and it looks like I just punched him in the gut, âWha- but I- Angel, how could you? You said I didnât do anything wrong, why did yâlie to me? How can I fix it if you donât tell me? Please, Angel, donât do this, we can talk it out, just- just tell me please!â He gently guides me back into my apartment and this time I donât resist.
I try to pull together my mental fortitude. I really did like him a lot, I would have even said love, but I logically knew it was too soon for that. And now this is proving why. I remind myself of what I saw, the cold expression, the blood, the eyes, steeling myself to not be swayed.
I look at him firmly, âRen, I canât date you, Iâm sorry, you didnât do anything wrong, itâs me. I just- canât.â
Ren shakes his head, tears running from his eyes, âNo, I had to have done something, I canât- you canât- this is so sudden, something had to have happened. Please Angel, just let me make it right.â
I snap, worried at his insistence, âRen! You canât. Sometimes thatâs just the way things fall. Itâs not your fault, I wish you the best, I really do, I just canât date you anymore.â
He looks hopeful, âSo- wait- can we still be friends?â
I hesitate, âI- no, I donât think that would be wise. You deserve the time and space you need to move on and find somebody else.â
Ren reaches for me, but I quickly step backwards over an armâs length away. A devastated look crosses his eyes and settles there as he falls to his knees, pleading and gasping through tears, âNo, please, I canât- thereâs no one else I want. I donât want to find anyone, if I canât have you Iâd rather die alone. Iâd do anything for you, please, let me prove it to you. Iâll give you everything I have, just say the word, I promise, Angel, please just give me another chance.â
I shake my head and back away slowly, scared and taken aback by his utter desperation. I keep an eye on him while slowly sliding my phone out of my back pocket, hoping to contact someone in case anything happens.
He catches my movements before I can even attempt to make a call and shoots forward, grabbing my wrist and pulling it away from me before taking the phone itself, âDonât! Who are yâtrying tâcall? Conan? Violet? Why would you need tâcall them?â
His immediate shift from pathetic and crying to sharp and interrogating had me yanking my hand away from him with such force that I stagger into the couch behind me, hitting my injured hip. I hiss and tears fill my eyes, the pain, fear, and betrayal overwhelming me.
Ren rushes to me, pulling me into his arms, âAngel! Youâre hurt, you canât be making sharp movements like that.â
I shake uncontrollably, feeling utterly trapped as I push back against his chest to no avail, âThen let me go!â
He tightens his grip, âYou keep running away! I have to show you, I can be everything youâll ever need, I swear.â
I struggle harder, âI donât want you too! I donât even know who you are!â
He freezes, âWhat do you mean? Iâm Ren, your boyfriend.â
I let out a sob, âWe both know thatâs not true; I saw you! I know it was you that night Ren, you just murdered someone in cold blood! How would I know what else youâre capable of?â
He holds me tighter, âAngel, I donât know what youâre talking about, but you need to stop struggling, youâre going to hurt yourself.â
I wrench myself away from him, but I can tell I only succeed because he lets me, âNo, you need to let me go.â
He looks betrayed, âI already did!â
I shake my head, moving to the other side of the room. He follows me, but at least stays just out of reach. I protest, âNo, not just physically, this obsession, itâs not healthy. You need to leave me. Like I said, find somebody else.â
His eyes flash, âLike I said, I donât want anyone else.â
I snap, âWell youâre going to need to, because Iâm not dating someone I donât know! Iâm not staying with a murderer!â
He gestures for me to calm down, which automatically enrages me, but I stay quiet as he speaks, âAngel, you went through something extremely traumatic, I know everythingâs muddled right now, but I can help you. Iâm not trying to hurt you, Iâm not the one who attacked you, Iâm just Ren .â
I straighten my stance, no longer cowering, âYouâre not the one who attacked me, youâre the one who killed the attacker like it was your average Tuesday night! And you specifically went out of your way to hide it was you, so you canât just act dumb, it was intentional and planned!â
A thought comes to mind and I speak slowly, not believing it at first, âDid you- did you hire that man? What were you going to do with me? Were you just going to show off, but went too far or were you actually working with him and whatever disgusting plan he had?â
Ren looks disgusted and horrified at the suggestion, âAngel, can you even hear yourself? Thatâs crazy! Why would I hire someone to hurt you? And if I had, why would I have killed him? That doesnât make any sense! Your mind is playing tricks on you, trying to make sense of what happened.â His voice softens and he looks at me sympathetically, âBecause it shouldnât have happened, there is no excuse for those menâs behavior, and you never should have been targeted.â
I squint, âWhat do you mean, âmenâ? There was only one man that targeted me.â
Renâs face is full of saccharine sorrow as he says, âSee Angel, youâre already twisting what happened, there were two men that night, one killed the other, remember? Thatâs what it said on the news.â
I lower my head, looking at him skeptically, âYeah, only one of them targeted me. The other seemed concerned for my safety, six foot five with pink hair and a ring on his left ring finger. So who else was âtargetingâ me? And how do you know about it?â
Ren attempts to put a comforting hand on my shoulder, but I smack his hand away, rather harder than necessary, but he kinda deserved it, âDonât touch me.â
He raises his hands, âSorry, I- I just misspoke I guess, I assumed they were both targeting you from the sound of things.â
I huff, âI donât believe you. And since when could you speak Japanese?â
He throws his hands in the air, âI canât! See, I donât even know Japanese, how could I be the killer?â
I look him dead in the eye, âWhat would Japanese have to do with the killer?â
He sputters, âW- W- What do you mean? You just said-!â
I glare, âI never said the killer spoke Japanese, nor did I tell the ambulance workers or police. Only the people who were there knew.â
I see his eyes widen and a fond smile flit across his face before itâs replaced by confusion again, âBut- thatâs obviously what you were implying! I donât have any secret insider knowledge, Angel, I think youâre just paranoid.â
I am immediately brought back to the alleyway, with the drunken man staggering toward me, âIâm not gonna hurt ya, stop being so paranoid.â
I grasp around for any sort of weapon, settling on the fire poker right behind me and leveling it at Ren, âThatâs exactly what he said. You know what the next thing he did was?â
Ren backs a step away, âAngel, Iâm not going to hurt you, I donât have a knife.â
I start laughing, tears streaming down my face and no mirth in my voice, âHistory really does repeat itself, huh?â My voice drops to an emphatic hiss, âIâm not going to let that happen this time.â
Ren backs further away and sits down with his hands open and facing me cursing, âShit Angel, mâreally sorry, I didnât mean- fuck I keep choosing mâwords poorly, Iâm sorry, I really am. I- Iâm not like the guy that attacked you at all. I swear. YouâreâŚ. youâre right, I was the guy that killed him, but I didnât know what else to do, I had to protect you, you donât understand!â
I keep the poker directed at him, âI appreciate the truth, but Iâd like some more of it. Because what you didnât have to do was be there, dressed all in black like a creeper and with a whole fucking sledgehammer. Thatâs the part I donât understand.â
His eyes dart around as he thinks before speaking, âI was⌠I followed you, Iâm sorry, I didnât trust Teo to keep track of you and make sure you were safe. Youâre not used to bars, someone could have spiked your drink, and they did! There were three of them, clearly used to this routine. One of them distracted you while the other spiked your drink, and the third one waited outside for you. Thatâs why I was late, I had tâdeal with the other guys first, âcause they were gonna bring a car around.â
My head spins from this new information, âWait- what? What do you mean, âdeal withâ? There were three- I was drugged?! No I wasnât.â I think back to the night but donât remember any such ill effects.
Ren shakes his head, âNo, you werenât, because I switched your drinks when he wasnât looking, the fu-, I mean, the guy drugged himself. I just had to make sure the other one couldnât drive the car.â
I chew on my lip nervously, âAnd how did you do that?â
He mirrors my action, probably subconsciously, âTh- the point is that Iâd never hurt you, Angel. Please believe me.â
I shake my head, âAs much as Iâd like to believe you Ren, if thatâs even your real name, I canât risk it, thereâs too many things about you that donât add up.â
Ren leans forward earnestly, âAngel-â
I hiss, âShut up! Iâm done listening to you, get out of my house! You said youâd do anything for me, so leave!â I level the poker at him again.
He shakes his head and stands, genuine pain in his voice as he says, âIâm sorry, Angel, thatâs the one thing I canât do. I canât live without you, not again, not after I finally got you back.â
My hands shake, âStay away from me!â
Ren only moves closer to me, each step deliberate and calculated, but I can hear the desperation and helplessness in his voice when he responds, âI canât.â
Heâs so close now that the poker is resting on his chest, right above his heart. I try to keep my hand steady, but as my eyes flit between his eyes and his chest, I realize I wouldnât be able to actually stab him. He seems to realize this too, or maybe he just doesnât care as he continues to step forward.
My voice shakes, considerably quieter this time, âStop Ren, or I swear to god Iâll drive this right through your heart.â
That look. That damn look. His eyes are full of adoration as he continues toward me, my hands now pushed back to my own chest, âNo, you wonât.â
My eyes fill with tears as he backs me into a corner. When I see blood stain his cardigan, I immediately drop the poker, instead dashing to the side, hoping to make it to my door. But I never even make it close as Ren easily intercepts me, pulling my back flush against his chest as his arms restrain mine.
He murmurs apologies in my ear as he keeps me from moving with just one arm and grabs something from his bag with another. To my horror, he puts a mask over my nose and mouth, the same used to deliver nitrous oxide during surgery. But Iâd had laughing gas before, and that was not whatever sweet-smelling gas was flowing through this. I try to question him, fighting twice as hard to free my face, but there was nowhere to go.
I vaguely hear his broken voice as I rapidly lose consciousness, âIâm so sorry Angel, I didnât want it to be this way. Itâs sevoflurane and nitrous oxide, itâs the safest option I could find, Iâm sorry. I promise youâll be okay, Iâd never hurt youâŚâ
Unedited, as all of these are. If it seems like it ends abruptly that's because it does, I cut out the end to spare you my sad attempt at including sexual tension lol. Ren and above image belong to @14dayswithyou
Summary: Angel comes to terms with their new situation and Ren is a simp as per usual
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Warmth. Itâs all I can process as I groggily wake in a bed with black sheets, clearly not my own, with sunshine falling almost spitefully directly on my eyes through a crack in the curtains nearby. As my memory slowly comes back to me, I shoot upright in the bed, Fuck Iâm at Renâs place. My hip flares in pain once again, stubbornly reminding me how I got here in the first place.
I donât have much time to myself as Ren peeks in, timidly asking, âHow are you doing, Angel? I made some pancakes if you want some?â I recall our second date, when we ended up stranded at his place due to an unexpected storm. He made pancakes then too, but the situation is vastly different now.
I stare at him incredulously, âWhat the fuck, Ren?â
He avoids my eyes, âWhat- Whatâs wrong, Angel?â
My eyes sharpen to a glare, âDrop the act. You know whatâs wrong you piece of shit. You fucking kidnapped me?!â
He makes an uncertain gesture, âI wasnât- I didnât want to! You just wouldnât listen to me, you were going to call someone. You have to listen to me first.â
My face could not possibly display the extent of disbelief I had at his audacity, âYouâre insane. Get out of my room.â
I see his eyes light up just slightly and I guess why, âNo- no. Iâm not staying here, Iâm not living here. Itâs mine for now because I donât want you in it, so Iâm claiming it.â
He nods, âWhatâs mine is yours Angel, you can claim anything you want.â
Frustrated at his contradicting shifts between aggressive and passive, I throw a nearby plushie at his head, watching with some satisfaction as he makes no move to avoid it, and it nails him square in the face.
He tilts his head hopefully, âDo you feel better now?â
I turn to my uninjured side, pulling the covers over my head, âFuck off.â
I hear his quiet response of, âOkay,â before the door gently clicks closed.
Only moments later, he reappears with a plate of pancakes and a glass water, which he sets down on the nightstand next to me. I glare at him, making full eye contact as I swipe the glass onto the floor like a petulant cat. I immediately regret doing so as the glass makes a loud shattering sound, spilling water, ice, and glass everywhere. I flinch and start shaking as less than pleasant memories from my childhood resurface, triggered by the breaking glass.
Ren reassures me as though I had not fully intentionally broken it, âItâs okay, Iâll clean it up, just donât walk over here.â
I scrutinize his movements as he returns with a towel and broom, cleaning the mess. The worst part is that he doesnât seem angry, not even irritated. When he catches me staring at him he just flashes a smile. I fully expected to die at his hands right then, and heâs smiling?
When he finishes, he asks, âAnything else I can do for you?â
Coming from anyone else, that wouldâve sounded sarcastic as hell, but he genuinely meant it. I stare at him for a long moment before speaking, âI donât understand you.â
He shifts his weight from side to side, âWhat do you mean?â
I pause, considering, âTake your contacts out.â
He picks at his cardigan sleeve, âWhat contacts?â
I glare, âDo you really think Iâm that fucking stupid?â
He stutters, âN- No, sorry, I just- force of habit I guess.â
I nod, âWeâre past this soft persona, arenât we? All bets are off, you went far enough to kidnap me, so I imagine I wonât be leaving anytime soon. Might as well drop the act, yeah? Not like I can break up with you now.â
He shakes his head, âI still want you to be happy Angel, if dressing and acting like this makes you feel more comfortable, then thatâs what Iâm going to do.â
I glare, âIt doesnât, it sickens me. Stop it.â
He seems taken aback, âWha- What would you rather have me to do?â
I shake my head, âGoddamnit Ren, just stop pretending. Stop pretending to be someone we both know you arenât. Yâknow, I always suspected, just never wanted to confront you. I didnât think I could take the betrayal if I was right.â I scoff, âTurns out I donât have to figure out whether I can or not since I donât have a choice. Never did, right? This was the only possible conclusion, no matter what I did, the only difference was whether I was here willingly or not.â
Ren avoids my eyes, âIâm sorry.â
I smile at him, speaking in a saccharine voice, âOh Ren, my love, no youâre not. We wouldnât be here if you were. Now stop treating me like Iâm dumb. You know me far better than you let on, right? If thatâs really what you think of me, Iâll be hurt darling.â
Despite my biting, sarcastic tone, Renâs face still reddens at the terms of endearment, âAngel, I really donât know what you want me to do, I am who I am, but Iâll change what you want me to change. Just tell me what to change and I will.â
I sigh heavily, pinching the bridge of my nose, âAlright, since you keep acting like you have no fucking free will or personality beyond being obsessed with me, Iâll give you the orders you seem to want so desperately. 1. Take out your colored contacts, 2. Put your piercings back in, 3. Stop covering up your tattoos, I can obviously see them, youâre not slick. Oh and 4. Just fully get rid of the pounds of concealer you wear all the time, it makes me uncomfortable just seeing it, much less having it on. Those are currently the easiest things youâre using to manipulate my opinion of you, but I have plenty more theories.â
Ren hesitates, scratching his jaw uncomfortably, âBut- but you prefer-â
I throw my hands in the air, âAnd stop stuttering, I find it incredibly hard to believe that you genuinely have a stutter. And if you do- well, guess Iâm an asshole. The point is youâve gone far beyond the point where pretending to be my type will appease me. If you start being honest with me now, you might be able to regain a sliver of my trust, but if you keep being deceptive and manipulative â keep in mind I acted oblivious for most of our relationship â all Iâm going to do is make your life a living hell. Iâm sure I can get you disillusioned with me pretty damn quick.â
Ren smiles fondly at me, âI assure you, you canât. But feel free to try if thatâs what you want.â
I scoff, âSure, Iâll remind you of that when you snap on me. Only took two months last time, bet I can at least halve that this time around. Also remember that I have next to nothing I actually care about and have withstood psychological and physical harassment for years at a time, so youâre not special, and you will not fucking break me.â
I see anger build behind his eyes as I speak and feel the familiar dread rise in my chest equally, but steel myself against it. Iâve dealt with worse, and Iâm tired of being the victim. I will die before Iâm chained up again. I hold onto as much determination and righteous fury as I can muster, preparing for anything he can throw at me.
But then he steps toward me, and suddenly I canât move. Itâs like with him all over again, I talk big to get him to back off, but then it backfires, and I just freeze, cowering in a corner and waiting for it to be over. My fists clench the sheets as I will myself to do something, anything. But I donât, I canât, helplessly watching as the tall figure looms ever closer, somehow not any less intimidating despite the pastel persona.
He reaches out a hand towards my face and I watch it closely, heart beating faster the closer it gets. Fuck fuck fuck, what do I do? I could bite him, but that would just make him angrier, I could run away, but heâd catch me easily. All I can do is glare and try to hide my shaking as much as possible. So I just sit and wait for the inevitable.
But when his hand reaches me, itâs gentle. Barely grazing my cheek with his knuckles before carefully cupping my face in his hands and guiding it to face his. I see only warmth in his eyes, empathy and understanding combined with an all-encompassing devotion I had never experienced before. Or maybe I had, it felt so distantly familiarâŚ
His voice is as gentle as his touch, but somehow carries more weight, âMy angel, I have never, ever, wanted to break you. The only thing I have ever wanted is to be by your side, to support you and make you happy for as long as I am able. Iâd sooner break myself than hurt you in the slightest. All I ask is to stay with you and I will become anything you could ever want. I am yours, completely and unconditionally, forever.â
I stare at him in shock as he plants a light kiss on the top of my head and leaves with one last lingering glance behind him. As soon as he closes the door I slump over, my heart racing. Holy fuck, what was that? He was⌠kind. Creepy and overly devoted, sure, but words donât mean all that much anyway, Iâm sure he wonât be able to keep that up for long. More importantly, he genuinely doesnât seem to want to hurt me. I honestly canât believe he didnât hit me. Even after I broke the- ugh shit, and I was so rude too, now I feel bad.
Wait no- he literally kidnapped me. Heâs crazy. Why would he even act so obsessed with me, I didnât do anything? Does he think itâll get me to drop my guard? Or maybe⌠what had he said before? I canât let you go again, not now that I finally have you? Something like that, right? How long has he been stalking me? What happened before? No, it doesnât matter, I need to figure out how to get out, or just contact someone. How closely is he monitoring me?
I look up and around the room, looking for cameras. I saw a few suspicious places, but it would probably be better if he didnât know that I knew they were there, so I couldnât directly inspect them. Instead, I walk over to the closet, stepping inside and closing the door behind me before crouching in the far corner. As usual, it was a very comforting sensation, the walls of the closet around me as I felt invisible in the dark. A helpful quality.
But it wasnât long before I heard the door to my room open and footsteps immediately approach my hiding place. So there are cameras, knew it. Light floods the closet and I flinch away from it. Outlined in the light I see Ren, crouching to my level.
He looks concerned, âWhy are you in here, Angel?â
I drop my head down to rest face-down on my knees that were drawn up to my chest, âCause I can. You gonna drag me out like he did?â
His eyebrows lower dangerously, âLike who did?â
I scoff, âSurprised you donât already know. Guess you didnât stalk me until after I turned 16 then. Either that or you werenât very good at it.â
Ren doesnât respond to that, instead turning and sitting at the opposite end of the closet with me. As my eyes adjust to the light, I see that he actually listened to me. His eyes were the same as that night, and he had two sparkling silver spikes below his lips. He had changed from his usual jeans and double sweater combo to the grey sweatpants and dark green long-sleeve shirt he wore the first time I stayed over at his place. His hair was pulled back into a small ponytail, showing the piercings in his ears as well. He looked self-conscious⌠and hot. I shake my head, Shut up, no, not the goddamn time.
All of a sudden, I notice something on his neck, âHoly fuck.â
He immediately responds, âWhat? Whatâs wrong?â
I crawl slightly toward him, squinting to make sure I saw it properly, ââŚWhen on earth did you get my name tattooed on your throat?â
He hesitates, touching the tattoo, or perhaps trying to cover it, âUh⌠I dunno, recently.â He sounds defensive, âYou told me to get rid of the concealer.â
I shift within armâs length, âI did, thank you. I do genuinely appreciate you listening to me. But define recently. Itâs completely healed, so clearly not that recent.â I reach out, slightly brushing the skin with my thumb to check the texture, confirming, âYeah, thatâs gotta be at least two months old.â I smirk, pulling back slightly, âYouâd think Iâm the yandere, claiming you like that.â
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Mer Ren au fanart! ( =^0^=) â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
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Can u tell I gave up rendering the water (ăŁ- ⸠- Ď)