Ballin’ And Bawlin’

it’s for the drip its for the drip it’s for the-

HAND TATTOO OUCHIE OUCH.

i’m really good at masking what i’m upset about.

not so good at masking when i’m upset- just really good at lying about what it is about. perhaps it’s better to communicate what im feeling but that means disrupting my stability and that’s something im valuing too much right now to change- or whatever

"I wasted my 20s", cool man, just in time for all the gay sex and weird tattoos you're about to have in your 30s

literally hate when a transman lowk starts to hate woman what.

HAND TATTOO OUCHIE OUCH.

if you rent out apartments with a no pet policy i want you to know i dislike you.

love my life but yearn for something more and resisting starting to resent everything i love.

it’s crazy how much an inflated ego can truly effect you especially if you have an intense internal locus of control.

i freaked out over the texture of my chicken earlier, burritos i had meal planned for the next week and the texture of my chicken isn’t right because i got chicken thighs instead of breasts. i didn’t like them.

in reality, i had spent 3 hours preparing these just to be disappointed by the outcome, and its just one of those things that happen and thats okay.

but instead, i blame myself for getting the wrong type of chicken without realizing it- my disappointment with all of this effort i put in, and im bullying myself over and over expecting a different result. my ego is bruised- all because of a small mistake that anybody could have easily overlooked.

i have 10 burritos that i don’t like, and that’s okay- logically. emotionally it’s not and it’s a wild experience realizing life never truly dealt with learning how to feel disappointment without self deprecation.

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