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𝐓𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐖𝐞 𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐖𝐞 𝐊𝐧𝐨𝐰

𝗦𝘂𝗻!𝗚𝗼𝗱𝗱𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝘅 𝗣𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘀!𝗙𝗲𝗺!𝗥𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿

To love a God, is to love your demise, knowing that every waking second you were getting closer and closer to your fated death. Loving a God is more akin to loving something you cannot see, that you cannot touch, or hear. Though you feel her hands trail down your sides, fingers blazing warm and ever so mild, you cannot hold them with your own. Your fingers cannot intertwin with hers, nor can you press a kiss on her lips, basking in her warmth.

Her love is that of a mystery, something you cannot comprehend, something you'll never reach in your lifetime. You can only dream as you stare lovingly into the sun, watching her rays shine down on the Earth. Her mere existence is so much more than yours, but you cannot stop yourself from falling into her grasp, letting her hands guide you her way.

The appearance of a God is far too much for a mortal to accept, to acknowledge, and to live with, so the most of Gods deemed a mortal form, using it as a disguise. Though you haven't met many Gods, you knew they could not compare. Her eyes were oh-so blue, pupils reflecting that of the clouds and birds that fly through the sky, swirlings of different hues as the day disappears. Her skin radiates warmth, so tan, and so smooth. There are no gashes or blemishes, utterly perfect and divine. And her hair is curly, reflecting that of rays, a loose pattern that flows down her back. The golden gleam of the curls is enough to make you want to reach out to hold, to touch, and to braid.

You want nothing more than to hold her, love her, and cherish her. Forehead pressed against the ground as you bow to her, feeling nothing but content in her presence. Let alone the fact that she's come to meet you, you, you.

Though you want to, you refuse to meet her gaze, waiting for her becking call, her soft words to urge you to look up. And you almost jump for joy at the sound, sighing at the brief melody and soft symphony that flows through your mind as she speaks.

Her lips look so soft, you noted, letting your eyes trail across her form. Utter devotion and dedication in your eyes as you slowly rise, per her command. Your tunic white and embellished with symbols of that of the Sun God, flowing down your body, mirroring the tunic she wore. You felt just a little closer to her, peering at the similarities of your clothing, a soft smile gracing your lips.

You call to her, eyes begging for any kind of command. You'd do anything for her, for her touch, and praise. Gulping as you take a step forward, feeling your knees quake and tremble, feeling the presence of a God. The gentle thumping against your ribcage has your head feeling fuzzy and cheeks flushing, growing warm at the closeness.

A sigh left your lips, the feeling of her warm palm pressed to your cheek, and you swear a tear rolled down your cheek as she pressed her lips against your forehead. Closing your eyes, you accepted her kindness with a smile, placing a hand on top of her, letting her soft hands caress your cheeks.

You knew your fate was sealed the moment you pressed your lips against hers, moving in a rhythm that only you and her could hear, relishing in each other's arms. Her hands caressed you as you cried, worshiping her body as if she were gold.

The thought of parting was a constant nightmare that nawed and chewed in the back of your mind, scratching your sides, and whispering in your ear. You knew your time was coming, far closer than before, but you knew that you'd die happy with her arms in yours.

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A Passion Hidden In Moonlight

Akaza x Bottom Male Reader Nsfw

Y/n is a trans male

DNI with my content if you're not a mlm trans man or enby(go against this you will be blocked)

Warnings-blood kink,degradation at one part if you squint really hard,might be out of character do tell me if it is,Spoilers Post Mugen Train(putting this just in case),Dacryphilia,Outside sex

Akaza speaking is highlighted in Pink

Y/n speaking is highlighted in Blue

Any other character is in Black

!Not really proof read apologies for spelling mistakes!

The cold night air hit your bare skin in a cool breeze causing a shiver down your spine the grip on your thighs you almost forgot was there tightened lips lightly meeting your inner thigh you lean your head back letting out a soft sigh before feeling a quick sharp pain you jumped slightly looking down at the pink-haired demon comfortable between your legs who's teeth were sunk into your thigh he lifted himself and slowly licked the blood that started to pool over the small wound away making sure to make eye contact with you as he did all you could go was watch locking eyes with him a chuckle left his lips "did i suprise you darling boy?" You stumble over your words searching for something to respond with opening your mouth to speak before quickly shutting it again as you felt breath on your entrance "nngha" a moan escapes your lips softly as he traced his tongue over your clit he began working his tongue on your clit "akaza.. ah fuck" his name rolled of your tongue along with a string of cursed and moans it only pushed him to continue your hands found their way into his hair and your hips rolling into his face gently as a small plea for more the he removed his grip from your thighs and moved it closer to your hips holding you tigher then before before holding you down from moving anymore "ill take care of everything no need to be so needy" he got out before getting back to abusing your clit it wasnt long till you felt your orgasm builting Akaza must have took notice as he released your hips continuing his rough treatment to your clit as he teased your opening with his fingers before gently slipping two of his fingers in at once you let out a gasp at the feeling he doesnt give you time to adjust to them because he know you can handle it since you both have done this many times the way he was working your clit along with the rough finger fucking it all sends you over the edge crying out something that sounds similar to his name mixed with a moan as your body starts to convulse and shake from the intensity of the orgasm he gently picks you up placing you on his lap he has a shit eating grin on his face he always loved watching you like this "all tired out?" You shook your head in response wrapping your arms around his neck pulling him into a kiss it suprised him for a second but he quickly accepted wrapping his arms around your waist pulling you closer you saw this as a opening removing your arms from around his neck putting them on his shoulders keeping the kiss locked he didn't register what you were doing till he was on the ground with you on top of him still in his arms he blicked a few times "oh so your getting bold now?" He lets go of you "go ahead show me what you've got then"

You run your hands down his chest tracing his tattoos you can feel his eyes on you you know he has that grin on his face but you kept your eyes fixed on his chest "need alittle help?" That cockiness in his voice rang in your ears "i can do it myself" you snapped back knowing exactly what he was doing he wanted to see you submit and you werent going to give that to him not even alittle bit you positioned yourself straddling his hips his pants were discarded long ago leaning your head back slightly as you rub yourself against his cock before letting yourself start to sink onto him resting your hands on his chest to keep you steady as soft pants escape your lips trying to avoid making eye contact you finally felt him bottoming out inside you after taking a second to breath you begin to move bouncing yourself on his cock trying your best to keep steady closing your eyes tight allowing yourself to drown in the pleasure till you felt hands on your hips which caused you to snap your eyes open shooting a glare at Akaza he only gave you a smile back there was something behind that smile as pushed you down completely a loud broken moan ripped from you out of suprise and pleasure before you knew it you where being pounded into from underneath your body quickly gave up on staying up giving up on hiding your moans another chuckle met your ears "what would the hashira no what would your master think if he saw you like this?all caused by a nhgn demon?" His words interrupted by a moan of his own you felt the shame caused by his words as you thought about how the hashira and master would react to finding out about your relationship with the upper moon 3 you were snapped out of your thought by a hand gripping your chin "gushing at the thought of being caught huh?" Hes still rutting into you how does he expect you to respond? You shake your head its the only thing you can think of "you can say that but your body says other wise" he places his hand back on your hips picking up his pace you choke out his name eyes welling up with tears feeling your climax building yet again you attempt you get out a warning but all that came out was words mixed with moans your body gets sent into convolutions and shakes yet again Akaza couldnt help but smile at the sight as he helped you ride out your orgasm

He leaned up making sure to move you comfortably on his lap but he turned you around so your back was resting on his chest you let out a soft hum finally calming down from your previous orgasm "you havent cum yet" the words came out breathless Akaza only hummed in response as he had easy access to your neck you could still feel him hard against you was he worried he pushed you is that why he isnt continuing? A sigh left your lips you feel his lips leave your neck he must have noticed your sigh "what is it?" the way his voice was softened in this moment tugged at your heart "you dont have to go easy on me you should know that" you paused for a moment "though i do appreciate you worrying about me" not giving him time to answer you place your hand on his cheek pulling him into a kiss he was quick to accept the kiss you feel him twitch on your opening you roll your hips against his cock seeking any pleasure you can get Akaza is starting to let out more moans then before showing hes getting desperate "use me Akaza" the words roll out like sweet honey and those words you knew very well would spell the end of this gentle treatment he started kissing your neck yet again running his tongue across your skin you feel his teeth poking before he pulls away lifting his hand up to your face two fingers gently brush over your lips "open" his voice sounds stern in the command so you do as your told taking his fingers in your mouth "good boy" a shiver went up your spine you couldnt tell if it was from the cold or the nickname but you didnt care at the moment as you felt Akaza lining himself up to your entrance before harshly slaming into you your cries were mostly muffled by his fingers as he kept that harsh pace he brought his other hand down trailing down your stomach and spreading you the view of him taking you on full display "ah look at that you look so good with my cock inside you"that cockiness again you bit down on his fingers abit trying to hold onto at least a sliver of your pride but that only got you a slap to the clit and a even harsher pace the feeling was intoxicating the sound of skin colliding with skin filled the night you were being fucked dumb and you didnt have the will to stop it nor did you want to you felt him grazing his fangs over neck yet again you tilted your head to the side more making sure to keep his fingers in your mouth as you did so a sharp but quick pain shot through you mixing with the pleasure you were feeling you feel the blood pooling over the wound till Akaza slid his tongue over the wound another shiver goes down your body

You started to feel your third orgasm of the night about to come crashing down but when you felt Akaza's thrusts start to become sloppy and him becoming more vocal a sure sign he was close you tried to hold it back wanting to come with him tears streaming down your face you reach your hands behind you tangling your fingers in his hair after a particularly loud moan from Akaza you finally feel that one last deep thrust before releasing deep inside you finally you allowed your own release gripping onto Akaza's hair going through the same process as before he removes his fingers from your mouth resting both of his hands on your hips rubbing in a cycle motion when you finally came back down you let go of his hair "i wasnt to hard on you right?" There was worry hanging in his voice "i told you not to worry i can handle you perfectly fine" you let out a chuckle yourself he seems to relax "the sun is going to rise soon ill help you get dressed then ill have to go" he kissed you on the temple gently before setting you on the ground softly and gathering your uniform and haori along with picking up your sword that was tossed in the process of undressing you couldn't help but let out a laugh at how caring the upper rank 3 was being but you did appreciate it

Bonus

You returned to demon slayer corps headquarters early morning the sun newly up clothes slightly disheveled messy hair and wobbly walk hoping if anyone saw you they would write it off as a messy mission and not you not being able to properly fix yourself up and get proper aftercare after a fuck on your way to the butterfly mansion to see if you could get some bandages you walk past a group of 3 young boys what are they doing up so early? You think to yourself one of them turns to look at you puzzled you give him a smile "is there something you need?" To you tanjiros silence was just confusing but he was looking for what to say the strong scent of a demon lingered on you like some kind of sick cologne the worst of it he recognized it it was wildly similar to the one he smelled at Mugen train upper rank 3 but there is no way you could have came into contact with upper rank 3 and not told anyone? Right? "Tanjiro?" Your voice snapped him out of it "sorry sir its nothing important" deciding to not touch on it maybe it was recent and you just havent had the time alittle confusing yourself you waved as you continued walking to the butterfly mansion asking on of the residents if you could have some bandages to fix yourself up but she insisted to help you no matter how many times you said its not that serious you eventually gave in letting her treat the bite wound on your neck "you said there was two right?" "Ill take care of its not a big deal" she gives you a look but eventually softens realizing you're not gonna crack "did you get these on your recent mission? You should be more careful you have marechi blood after all if a demon attacked you just to bite you not even finish the job you need to watch your back" she lectured "yeah alright" you trail off abit standing up "thank you" fixing the top of your uniform as you walk out looking at the newly raised sun already wishing it would set

-end

Authors note-this is my first time writing in a pretty long time so i apologize for how smushed it is and if its alittle terrible once i get back into it i promise these will get better!

me tweaking out trying to find that one good fanfic

Ok I feel like we don’t really get into what sex-repulsion can look like when discussing aspec experiences.

For a long time I thought sex-repulsed was the stereotypical “ew sex is gross” stuff that gets perpetuated. For years I struggled. I called myself sex-favorable because I was all for being sex positive, offering comprehensive sex ed, discussing sex, viewing erotica, etc. At this time I got into relationships with allo people and there were intense feelings gnawing out. I didn’t mind talking about sex as a concept or between other people but the minute I was placed in a sexual context I would get the ick.

It took me so long to realize that this was sex repulsion, because I thought it needed to be grandiose and intense. I still feel weird identifying myself as sex-repulsed because I don’t want people to assume I was against sexual freedom. I feel like we need to do more to challenge the notion that being sex repulsed is inherently anti-sex and let know people know that’s being sex repulsed isn’t a shameful thing, it’s just a piece of you.

I think I will grumble about how the tumblr fanfiction community doesn’t treat long fanfictions with the love they deserve. I wish we circulated long ass fics with the same fervor we do for short smut drabbles and one shots. Give me the writings that flesh out the world and characters in a fresh light, in ways the original creator didn’t (maybe due to not convoluting the storyline/being rushed for chapters/not having space to do so). As a writer who likes to read and write longer fics (I’m talking, the vision is 150k+ word count for one series), it’s honestly disheartening to pour your whole heart, energy, and time into something— just for it to flop. I know we shouldn’t write for likes, but it’s about having reader engagement and meaningful interactions, feedback, convos, about the work you make. That’s what really adds sparkle. Shouting into the void and hearing little to no response is just so… sad. Maybe I’ll move to ao3, idk. I’ve never had an ao3 account, so if people have thoughts on what I’ve said, I’d love to hear from you!

Reblog this if you think aros and aces are distinct and that distinction is worthy of recognition.