We're not like them. We're @na butterflies 🦋
- delicate, weightless, untouched by the heaviness of the world. While others sink,
we float. While they feed their cravings, we feed our willpower. We live on empty, on
quiet, on control. Our bodies are fragile, but our minds are sharp. They'll never
understand this beauty — the beauty of bones, the art of fading. We are not broken.
We are becoming. 🦋
dont stop. soon you'll have the self control. your just growing it right now.
⭐️ving motivation!
Why let a moment of comfort get in the way of your dream,Remeber why you’re doing this.
Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels
I know you crave perfection,
and it’s not built through comfort and giving in its built through pain,hunger,and sacrifice!
Dreams are bigger than live. I am dreaming to go fast down in weight, but this will not happen. Real life is step by step. But I go down 1kg a week, sometimes two. I will reach my gw within 8 -20 weeks then. And it is good. Because until then my st3rving will be a habit, not changeable, keeping me there forever.
See this burger shop, or this pizza place. Isn't it liberating not to eat? You simply pass by. Having a person who makes me not to eat is liberation.
new rules just for me:
(im writing these here cause i hide tumblr on my phone so no one can find it)
1. no more than 500 cals a day
2. no liquid calories only water
3. vitamins and supplements every single day no exceptions
4. 10,000 steps a day
5. if youre eating a meal dont finish it
6. no snacking
7. home workouts every night before bed
🤍🤍🤍
Ed's are the most lonely and isolating illnesses there is. You are accepted only if you're successfully recovering, otherwise you're automatically problematic and promoting. Your body and habits around eating are triggering. You're demonetized for simply having a sickness.
People with ed's will always find their triggers, no matter how hard you try to block, report and all. But the thing is, you have to find these spaces. Closed spaces. If we don't have those, people will take their ed's on TikTok or other platforms where they will eventually pop up to everyone to see. If someone looks for these spaces, they're already sick. No one will GET sick by looking at someone's blogs.
These spaces let's you be honest, vent, have people and friends that all go through same things. You're less lonely. These spaces can be toxic, but when you find the right people it can be uplifting and actually good for your mental health: you're not alone.
These days people are mostly nice and pro recovery. M34nsp0 is something only kids post these days anymore. We connect, we vent, we help each other. Until WE are ready to recover. Forced recovery will never work the same as choosing recovery yourself. Reporting everything makes everything worse: you get isolated again, you're lonely again. Most people who D13 from Ed's d13 from taking their own life... It's the loneliness and depression that takes them eventually.
So if you see someone's Ed page, let them have it. Block it if you find it disturbing, but that can be the only thing keeping them alive atm. Just because YOU feel like it's not good, doesn't give you the right to take that safe space, friends and support from them.
If you need to find it, the sickness is already there. We will take these things to another platforms if these ones gets taken away. And then they will pop up to everyone.
So, our businesses are here, yours is there. The problem comes when you're also there, in our businesses. Protect your peace and block. Thank you.
Hey, wanna be weight loss buddies? 💝 I came back on Tumblr these days to regain my motivation and started to rearrange the page and made a food journal. If you ever need support or a talk, I am here. I wish you all the best and strength 💖
Absolutely. Tell me something about you...as DM perhaps