update, i went with my parents and my father lied saying i’m lazy and it’s because of my phone that i don’t go AND said i ran away which is also a lie (he kicked me out) like mf that’s not true. but i have court ordered therapy because they hate me and are trying to take away my personality but when it was over when i was leaving the place my mom pulled me aside to talk abt smth and i started bawling my eyes out because he wasn’t believing me and was believing my father and basically just told me to and i quote “get your ass to school” like mfff
why are you going to court tomorrow (here because your post)
i have to go to court for truancy, i never go to school 😭
oopsiessss
bro i miss being able to just cvt/⭐️v myself without anyone noticing :/
like why can't u just mind your own business dude
u don't need to know why I'm wearing a hoodie in the summer or during pe or where i disappear to at lunch
what do you use for $h? (like razor blades, glass, ect)
i use the blades from razors, i think they work the best. i don’t use a specific brand or anything just what’s there yk
how was your day today??
my day was actually very shitty, i went to court, cried, did the ice bucket challenge, argued with my father, cried more, cried, called my man (😍), aaannnddd here we are. the highlight was definitely calling my man, thank you for askinggg
”I must be faking for attention” I say in complete isolation.
"you're fine and mentally healthy! it's just puberty!"
no it's not. nobody else my age feels this way. none of them struggle this much with just puberty. nobody cvts themselves cause of puberty or hallucinates cause of puberty or plans their svicide cause of puberty or feels like they wouldn't give a goddamn if they dropped dead tomorrow because of fucking puberty. none of the girls or guys my age feel this way.
denial is not just a river in Egypt apparently.
Nah, I don't need sleep
I need to hit beans :3
Just know that if we're moots I consider us friends
me after putting a bandaid on my cvts :
wouldn't wish an ED on my worst enemy cuz what if they get skinny before me
Do you ever wanna just do the most violent things to yourself? Like have you ever hated yourself SO much that you could physically and mentally torture yourself willingly until your body just gave out from the pure exhaustion of it all?