Semester 1 - Vision Board

Day 40, 41, 42 - 28/02, 01/03, 02/03

I was nasty af to myself, porn porn porn, didnt take bath, was absolutely filthy. So much of anger and contempt. Way too filthy, of anyone needs a clean girl routine, it should be me

Girl Blogging - Tristina Autumn 🍁

Day 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28 ( tuesday to sunday ) ( 11/2/25 - 16/2/25 )

It all seems like such a blur, work being slow, me being filthy, why do i do something when i don't like it.Do i even like sex ? Nooooooo

Why do i do it ? They say see for the good in the days, i see nothing but faults. But I'll get up again, cause i have to. I so soo soooo badly want to go japan. I sooo badly just wanna keep walking through the places , thats all i wanna do

Girl Blogging - Tristina Autumn 🍁

Day 18 - 6/2/25 (thursday)

I am going to office today ☺️

And apparently Hermione Granger wants to be my girlfriend!! Whaaaaaaat

Well i reached and there was a demo, and some thinking and some icecreams and some meetings and some resting eheheheheeheh, lets see tmr

Girl Blogging - Tristina Autumn 🍁

Day 9 - 28/01/25

Ubuntu - 5 hours series ( before going to work)

At work - Test case Documentation ( leave office sharp at 5 pm)

2 Meetings

Day to day activities

Oh god, test case documentation is not fucking moving !!!!!!

Arghhhh

Anyway, another meetup i had with my manager... He said keep up the good work

Girl Blogging - Tristina Autumn 🍁

Day 17 - 5/2/25

Well!!!?!!!! Accident ???? Yeah, left for office to take metroool!!! But wow the bike guy let me down lpl. A perpendicular hit and i fell!!!! Pretty bad !!! I cried not causw of the pain, but why my left leg again, good thing was i had a good helment and my hoodie, saced my head and hamd, my jeans was also a life saviour.... Wow yesterday mentally unwell and today physically!!!

Girl Blogging - Tristina Autumn 🍁

Day 16 - 4/2/25

I did not feel mentally good, i was miserable, nothing was working for me... Was feeling very very shitty mentally and jist couldnt revive myself

But why ? It sounds sooo stupid of me to put so much pressure and push myself that hard to the point where i couldn't just get back up.

Whats the end game ?

C- suite executive? America?

Ans - YES!!

Day 52 - 12/3/25

Why do i do this to myself, why so addicted to r-porn, why do i humiliate myself. Why??

Girl Blogging - Tristina Autumn 🍁

Day 22 - 10/02/25 ( monday)

Japan trip - May 9, 25 to May 19, 25

Kyoto, Nara, Mt fuji, Tokyo

Total budget with buffer - 2.5L

Booking on February 28th, 25

Goals to complete before booking

Git

Ubuntu

C

C++

Os

Coa

Dip

Dip lab

Multimedia systems

Python

Matlab

Engineering mathematics - 4 topics

Finish all the work above and beyond, everyday you rating should be above 4/5

No porn

Everyday, excersize twice a day

Bath x 2

Take all the meds properly

Brush x 2, floss x 1

Weekend compulsory park

Journal everyday / plan for the next day

Play lots of board games

Finish a puzzle

Read 2 books - moby dick, death on the nile

Finish jlpt N5, letters, all kanji, atleast 5 chapters

Be a good fucking friend to people

-- well, i went to office a bit late, cause i was a lazy ass the previous day to book the car. I feel like these procrastinations that i do are literally biting me in the ass. Should not do it, need to practice being focussed in the present. Anyway, did some amount of OOP using python in car, finished my.work, need to get review from my manager....good night ❤️

Girl Blogging - Tristina Autumn 🍁

Day 7 - 26/01/25

I created my 2025 vision board

I created my bingo card 2025

I created my day to day habit chart

I did a good amount of excersize today

Watched things i like

Ate things i like ❤️❤️

Vision Board 2 - 2025

Tristina Autumn 🍁

Skin Core

Skateboard Core

Photography Core

Music Core

Book Core

Journal Core