Me Making An Online Transaction And Hoping My Bank Account Has Enough Money For It🤣🤣😭😭😭

Day 65, 66, 67 (25, 26, 27 march)

-- life goes, just goessss, ive been mentally unwell, spending hours in washroom crying with rage . I have decided not to live for more than a year probably next year one day after my birthday I'll die

Day 2 - 22/4/25 (tuesday)

Am i stupid, is a question i M asking every fucking day. I NEED TO RESOLVE THAT ISSUE PLEASE FOR GOD SAKE I NEED TO HELP MYSELF, WHY IS IT NOT WORKING , JUST WHYYYYYYYYY

Anyway,

I did company work - the volunteer work too, which i had to do

I came home attended meeting

Still was debugging, need to finish the work book, manager said let's see it tmr. Okay!!!

Anyway i am writing a oisuga fic and its almost done heheheheeh.

one of the biggest things I can advocate for (in academia, but also just in life) is to build credibility with yourself. It’s easy to fall into the habit of thinking of yourself as someone who does things last minute or who struggles to start tasks. people will tell you that you just need to build different habits, but I know for me at least the idea of ‘habit’ is sort of abstract and dehumanizing. Credibility is more like ‘I’ve done this before, so I know I can do it, and more importantly I trust myself to do it’. you set an assignment goal for the day and you meet it, and then you feel stronger setting one the next day. You establish a relationship with yourself that’s built on confidence and trust. That in turn starts to erode the barrier of insecurity and perfectionism and makes it easier to start and finish tasks. reframing the narrative as a process of building credibility makes it easier to celebrate each step and recognize how strong your relationship with yourself can become

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Day 31 - 19/02/25 (Wednesday)

Quote of the day - It won't happen overnight, but if you quit now, it won't happen at all

Goal semester 1 - To be a good engineer

But what makes one a good engineer? - A good engineer creates problems, analyses it, and solves it. She who asks the right question, keeps learning and finds ways to innovate, invent and improve will be a good engineer

19/2/25 (wednesday) - 4/3/25 (friday) -- 14 days

1. GIT

2. PYTHON

3. COMPANY WORK

4. Operating system

5. 30 COA Lectures

6. Signals and systems

7. DIP

8. DIP Lab

9. C book

10. C playlist

11. DIP - 5 Chapters

12.Ubuntu Command line

13. Seminar work

14. Engineering mathematics - 4 topics

My Boyfriend ❤️

Koushi Sugawara ❤️❤️❤️

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Day 38 - 26/02/25 (wednesday)

I am restarting my life again at 7:55 am. I am a lover girl, you cannot make me not see everything as fun and rainbow.

I have decided to make my life to have a lover/academia aesthetics.

Below images for refn lol -

I want to go to japan - I'll go in december, to play with snow and have fun ❤️

Today's goal -

1. Company work

2. Cmake / Makefile / C program compilation

3. C playlist - 70 videos

4. All different types of color plane in image processing

5. Excersize till you sweat

6. A good bath

7. Your skin/hair care routine - cut your nails girl

8. Physical journaling and updating tumblr

Current Mood -

Vision Board 2 - 2025

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Skin Core

Skateboard Core

Photography Core

Music Core

Book Core

Journal Core

Day 74 - 3/04/25 (thursday)

1. Company work - 4:40 pm

- - i did some part

2. A meeting for 1 hour (6:30 pm to 7:30 pm)

-- it went okay, i was so embarrassed my manager asked me a question and god i couldnt answer, it was embarassing. The problem is i suck at signals and systems.

3. C programming - 10 videos

I prolly did like 5

4. Linear algebra - 1 video

-- i paid for the course yet to start it

5. Excersize

-- ohhhh it was fun

6. Bath/skin care/hair care

I did

7. Sleep by 10 pm

I slept after 11 pm

I was so embarrassed that i was worried sick about getting fired and didnt do shit other than feel pathetic. I understand my manager asked me a question and i couldnt answer but common, take a step back and learn, why is everything has to end up with me getting fired always ????? And my face twitching is annoying the fuck out of me

HUBBLE TELESCOPE ANIVERSARY

Aah, the telescope that took us through time and space is reaching it's middle ages ❤️😭😭😭.

Dear hubble, thank you for everything. The images you have captured have always made me feel awe. Thank you for the deep space image, it changed my life. Have an amazing 35th year birthday. Keep looking far and beyond for us love ❤️

I swear to god, this is soooo true for me. Every single time i get scared, i get nothing done, doubling down on the fear again

I won't let it happen today, even if its a little messy, I'll still do my best to get it sorted.

I'll do it even if its imperfect, thank you ❤️