touyatraumaroki
'92. they/them. audhd. fictoromantic. villain simp. v-kei stan. horror fan.
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a writing competition i was going to participate in again this year has announced that they now allow AI generated content to be submitted
their reasoning being that "we couldn't ban it even if we wanted to, every writer already uses it anyway"
"Every writer"?
come on
Toya Todoroki “Dabi” (荼毘/轟燈矢) - Boku no Hero Academia - Episode 144
me, struggling to write: hmm, this part is a little difficult. maybe i should check my planning document, which i created as a helpful tool for my writing process!
the planning document:
Becoming a writer is great because now you have a hobby that haunts you whenever you don’t have time to do it
Things I Didn’t Think Would Be Hard To Write But ARE
Walking into a room
Transitioning between scenes without it feeling awkward
Two characters saying “I love you” without it being cringe
Describing a character’s face without using the word “eyes” 500 times
A battle scene that doesn’t feel like a turn-based RPG
always torn between "this is fanfiction, it doesn't need to be 100% realistic" and "if i get even a single fact about this obscure thing wrong, i am going to be violently killed with hammers"
Bitches will find a fictional man attractive and then immediately imagine him in situations where he is losing alarming amounts of blood
I wish Mythbusters was still around so we could see them fuck up a Cybertruck
have you ever loved a character so much that thinking about them is like getting repeatedly hit in the chest with an elephant
eeep I got my order from @itsmattibad !!! squeaky dabi so smol so cute
Here are some bnha ending implications about the League of Villains that drive me crazy:
We don't know if Touya thought Spinner and Mr. Compress were dead too.
Tomura never knew Twice was dead.
Touya and Tomura never knew that Toga tried to shapeshift into them and cried 'cause she couldn't :(
Mr. Compress last saw the LOV while he was trying to save them / help them reach a safe place. Next thing he was told is that most of them were dead.
Even if Touya was still alive long enough for Spinner to publish his book/comic, I doubt someone read it to Touya.
Since Toga showed up as Twice in the final battle, we don't know if Giran was aware of Twice being dead previous to that occasion or if he thinks Twice died at war there.
Although Kurogiri said that Tomura's friends were waiting for him, Tomura never saw his friends again.
They don't even know Tomura considered them his friends.
They don't know that part of the reason why Tomura died is because between the offer to change and forget his friend or stay behind and keep their memories, Tomura refused to be anything else but the villain's hero.
Most of them didn't get to hear Compress revealing his identity.
Toga "died" happily to save a friend, just like Twice did for her.
The last time most of the LOV saw Tomura, he wasn't himself / was possessed by AFO.
While the LOV's job was to sacrifice their lives for Tomura, it ended up being the other way around. Tomura died in their names and they got to die however they wanted.
Touya doesn't know Toga kept his words in her heart and got to smile again <3
All of them were doomed by the narrative.
The League of Villains has by far some of the most painful or torturous deaths in the whole series.
The villains have far better healing technology 'cause they somehow managed to save Dabi from being almost completely burnt, while he was doomed to die after the bnha finale.
Being part of the LOV was the highlight of most of its members lives.
Tomura probably doesn't know how much Kurogiri saw him as his own son.
Kurogiri probably doesn't know how much Tomura loved him, despite hiding it.
Spinner was probably never told Tomura's real story, so his version of the story will be forever incomplete. Even when he's Tomura's canon best friend.
Tomura saw his family die in front of him as a kid, but he died far away from all his friends.
Touya probably thought he was the last one of them to die.
Despite being called weak all his life, Spinner has to carry the burden of being the one and only last survival of the LOV.
I don't recognize the ending of the mha, at least for him. Why does it feel like he doesn't care so much that he's literally lost a part of himself..?
you gross nasty freak wanna hangout
Rockstar (courtesy of @dabisqueen)
My pieces for the @shigadabivalentine's event for @/Zodiacwolf3 on Twitter! Thank you so much for letting me be a part of this event <3
AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
me every time i start planning a fic
Are you truly enjoying a character unless you put them in the most heartbreaking, painful, angsty situations? Are they truly your favorite unless they're risking life and limb?
Sorry for the cropping I just gave up LOL but here have some toji folks