Its Fuckingnear Now!!!!

Im gonna go nuts i swear to god!! Louis!!!

I hadn't seen this video yet. But here's Louis in DC pointing to the larry is real sign. You can see the sign, him pointing and how everyone in the venue could clearly see that this is exactly, and I mean EXACTLY, what happened. - Feb 10 2022 (x)

Are they having a conversation during their gigs?????

“Personally what got me through the darkest moments of what we have been through is imagining being back on here. I missed you so much, I love you so much (…) it is so overwhelming and I can’t tell you how much I missed you.”

— Harry in Denver - 07/09 (via stylesnews)

Fucking loud

"No. There was a time around Walls where I actually seriously thought about it, when I wasn't getting my way creatively, maybe single conversations weren't going my way and I thought maybe I'll just put it out the world. That's the luxury of having like social media, record labels think they're in control but I could just put it out there if I want to. So... I've lost my train of thought about it. I think I finished what I was saying. The stoner thing threw me and I think I just became one."

-Louis on the fan theory that Louis leaks his own records. (27 September 2022)

via Zach Sang Show

You know what, if larry isn’t real, I Wanna ask louis why he got the dagger tattoo that is perfectly complementary with Harry’s rose. its so ?? and its not like were making things up that its a matching one. He deadass got one and hets are like ok but L got an E tattoo which points to elk and i’m like uhm u serious it can also stand for edward so 👀

I dig the Edward theory, anon! 

The dagger tattoo is perhaps the most significant of them all. Not because he got it, after a year, but because of the timing that he got it. November 2014 was one hell of a fucking ride. Looking at all the facts, it was one loud scream for freedom and a big fuck you to everyone keeping them in the closet. It was as loud as he could get. And it was necessary. 

A quick recap of the preceding events:

2012: Louis and Harry start getting complimentary tattoos - mostly nautical - here a (non exhaustive i think) overview

Source: 78.media.tumblr.com

September 2013: Harry gets the rose, fans start speculating that Louis might get a dagger, but they get the anatomical heart and arrow. No dagger for a year.

….

30 October 2014: Apple CEO Tim Cook comes out as gay at which occasion the rainbow apple logo is revived by the papers. Interestingly the “not that important” and “don’t knock it til you try it” interviews are taped that same day. The fandom is still blissfully unaware though. 

3 November: The  “not that important” interview comes out - in short, asked which traits they find important in a girl, Liam says “female”, and Harry replies “not that important”. 

4 November: Harry’s statement is all over the papers and speculations become loud, everyone is asking: did he just come out as bisexual? Harry instagrams an armchair captioning “seated”. Might as well have said “where is the popcorn?”

5 November: Rainbow Direction launches the rainbow heart badges to show support to Harry’s “coming out” of sorts and create safe spaces for fans to discuss LGBTQ+issues - 22.000 people download them to their profiles that week - rainbow hearts are everywhere.

Later that same day, the live FOUR hangout is announced for Sunday Nov 9th and fans can send in their questions.

7 November: Louis shows up at the X factor rehearsal wearing a rainbow apple shirt. Considering context of the past week’s events, a LOT of people see that as support to Harry, and Tim Cook

9 November: The Independent’s Jenn Selby ’s article is published saying “Louis Tomlinson supports gay Apple CEO Tim Cook - days after Harry Styles’ comments on gender and sexuality” also referring to the fandom’s support for Harry with the rainbow hearts. This is how it’s featured on the front page:

That evening the FOUR hangout is broadcast and it’s the most akward interview ever. Rather than coming from fans, several of the questions seem to be set up to give Louis and Harry the opportunity to deny their rumoured sexuality/relationship . Except they don’t. (if you’re brave, watch 12 cringy long minutes from 8 to 20). Also, it’s November and it’s cold, but they are in their T shirts, matching tattoos out, and Louis keeps adjusting his boatneck “It is what it is”.  Also Liam asks “Have you read the article in the Independent?” Louis “No, is it good?” Liam “Yeah" 

10 November: We get papshots of Louis at the lawyer’s near Harry’s public house and he’s looking cheerful and therefore so are we, but that doesn’t last long. Late that afternoon shady agenda anons start imbuing the fandom with “it’s just the vintage apple logo” but we’re not having it. That evening, @Louis_Tomlinson tweets Jen Selby the same shit, but worse,it gets personal, it’s homophobic, it’s vicious and I’m not in a mood to recap or link it, may it disappear from the face of the earth. Interestingly a few minutes later followed by the more vague “Ridiculous I even have to tweet that shit” - some people think this is real Louis shading 1DHQ - we’ll never know - but I like to think so. 

11 November: Louis’ tweets to Selby get noticed and suddenly the story about that Independent article and @LT’s homophobic reaction is all over the place. Harry captions the following pic on his IG with “funny money”

???: Lottie :( on Twitter

14 November: Harry instagrams twice, one picture of a cracked wall saying “lovely view”, and another “no such green” which we think links to the funny money. 

15 November: The interview in which Harry says to Niall - “Don’t knock it til you try it” about sex with a man (also filmed 30 Oct) is aired. TMHFN/Rainbow Direction ask for an apology.

17 November: on Elounor’s anniversary, this appears on Jay’s Instagram

It’s is deleted minutes later and her twitter says it was a hack. 

Also, interestingly, Lottie tweets “no point in sorry when the damage is already done. some things can’t be forgiven”  

It’s a hectic few days, as while they are in Orlando, Zayn doesn’t show up for a gig, Harry serenades Louis, oh and news comes out that our beloved security guy/tour manager Paul quits. Supposedly something to do with Zayn. November 2014 was so wild on all levels. 

23 November: At the AMA’s Harry serenades Louis *again* and he also sits next to Louis’ parents. 

26 November: we see that Louis got the long anticipated dagger tattoo, a quote (given a chance), and a  second smiley xx) this time on his wrist

And in case we missed it, next shoot, he’s pointing right at it: 

I call that LOUD, LOUD, and LOUD. 

They were trying to break out of the closet in November 2014. Their family were trying to help them break them out of the closet in November 2014. Everyone wanted to help them break out of the closet in November 2014. 1DHQ pushed back. And Louis responded in the only way he could. I don’t see how you could interpret all of this any differently. 

He’s not interested 😂😂😂😭

Louis getting the rockstar treatment in Dubai last night while Back To You is playing. (2 July 2022)

x

Thinking about them still in the closet and us finally just want to be with then that we destroyed the closet coz we are in it already and the closet cant contain us anymore 😭

Yes, that’s him no doubt.

Thinking about how louis has seen him wear mascara around the house way before we ever knew <3

Liam via Twitter - 30/04

You look so fresh louis AFTER the rumors that you and H are together in LA ohohohoho 🤤🤤🤤

what the Fuckjjkkkkk

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

I would like to vent something here since I know that no onehereknew me.

I am tired of being a mom. Of being just a mom. And being looked at like I should do every household stuff since im the mom. I am sick and tired of feeling that since I dont work and dont have any money I am the one who should be doing everything.

My s/o woke me up today around 10 am. “Wake up. We are hungry. Cook some food.”

I mean ok? There is food in the table already when I checked. He just have to literally get the food and eat it. 🤷‍♀️

But when I told him my side he was so angry he didnt eat. Even at lunch. I dont know. We have a 3 y/o and I am having a mental break down in front of her. I dont know what i should do. I feel trapped. Help. I want this to end already. I am so tired no one sees it.