Huh… This Is Weird…

make sure to think about them too, not just me

i don't think they'd want any parallels either...

sorry if thats not what you meant im crashing out and dealing with social interaction at the same time rn so idk what you really mean

Why does it feel like with every relationship, romantic, platonic, whatever, they’ve always already got one foot out the door?

God I’m pathetic. You were right there in front of me and I cowered away. Even now when I know how you truly feel I’m afraid to even be seen

I saw you in that stairwell of x’s.

I couldn’t tell if you wanted me there or if you wanted me gone.

I’d be happy if we could just talk again.

I let myself get swept up by the first person who looked my direction instead of waiting for who I wanted to be with and everything is ruined. For both of them, and for me.

Jarvis, search "how to avoid an obsessive yandere who wants to hurt me and my friends"

So… I didn’t eat again today. I know I said I would but I genuinely didn’t have time this morning and I’m out of money to buy lunch.

I’ll eat something at dinner time I promise

God at this rate I’m gonna be more malnourished then that glowing russian twink/ref

I don't blame you for saying no.

I understand.

the person I was wouldn't have been good for you

I would never have done this again.

I despise the person I was and the way i treated you.

SHE MESSAGED ME ON FUCKING AIRBUDS IM GONNA CRASH OUT WHY WONT SHE LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE

Despite everything, I still care.

Despite everything, I'm still me.

Despite everything, I'm learning