I Can Promise You That I'll Do Literally Anything To Prove I've Made Improvement.

God im so selfish, maybe if i had stayed, if that coin flip had failed, both of them would be okay.

I could have stayed.

I've done it before

Staying for the greater good even though I was hurting.

I should have stayed, then I'd be the only one hurting. Nobody knew because I was masking.

i apologize for even the smallest things like i always do. it's just part of how i am i guess

I'll rephrase it. Don't keep me around if it won't genuinely make you happy

Sorry for the blogspam tonight chat life’s a rollercoaster and I’m just figuring out how to steer

SHE NEEDS TO UNDERSTAND IM NOT INTERESTED

ooh nice!! what type of exercises do you usually do?

Usually I go for a run or hit the weight room at my school since I don't really have a full workout plan yet! I'm going to get an actual gym membership so I can workout whenever I want, because it's too late to go for a run and i can't access the weight room right now!

So pretty much I'll just do whatever I can without equipment and maybe do what I can with my weights! :D

She wants a date.

She wants to share rent.

WHY RIGHT NOW D WHY RIGHT NOW

WHY DO YOU DECIDE TO BECOME MY GUARDIAN ANGEL RIGHT NOW

I APPRECIATE IT BUT THE CONFESSION IS REALLY BADLY TIMED

I’m so sorry for everything. I ruined everything for you and I’m so, so sorry.

I might be stupid and angry and cruel and mean and an absolute idiot, but i care, i really do.

I was barely thinking during any of what I did. I’m not sure if I was even actually happy.

Sometimes I wish you were able to stay that night.

And sometimes I wish I had said something sooner.

"...You're strong. I know you are..."

What an oddly familiar phrase. What an odd thing to tell me.

Thank you, Opal. I'm glad I stopped you back then.

I hope Ch lives.