At Walmart because my mom found me on my walk and brought me an iced coffee and talked me through all of my problems and reassured me and for once we had a conversation without any arguments.
Oh here’s a quote from her by the way
“You’re very gifted at building worlds and personalities”
She meant that because I’m a writer but she doesn’t know that’s my entire life story
At least I’m being myself now, not that that’s working
I don't think that's pathetic.
Art and dance are a wonderful way to cope.
make sure to think about them too, not just me
i don't think they'd want any parallels either...
sorry if thats not what you meant im crashing out and dealing with social interaction at the same time rn so idk what you really mean
I let myself get swept up by the first person who looked my direction instead of waiting for who I wanted to be with and everything is ruined. For both of them, and for me.
I had a friend send me one of these guides recently. I guess they really do know me too well.
"Good morning bro"
I was about to break down. Thanks.
Good morning bro.
Every time I feel like crying he shows up. We rarely talk about our problems, but we both understand that we both have them.
We have mutual respect for waiting until we're ready to bring it up.
I wonder if he's going through the same things.
...We're both too good at masking, because we're the ones who taught each other how.
Update time!
I ended up taking the role!
I am now the proud voice of Noxiel the Angel! No idea what’s in store for him, but I can’t wait to find out.
This is going to be interesting to say the least!
music makes life not feel like nails on a chalkboard
you're gonna be okay.
stay safe.
I know, I know I'll be okay. I know everything will be alright. I'll hold on with every last slice of energy I have to my name.
I've been beaten down before.
I just have to remember how to get back up.
Thank you anon.
Lost my breakfast to take my medication.
At least I’ll be able to regulate and hide better
I'm oddly calm for all the things rushing through my mind.
I guess talking life through with my brother helps.
Not my real brother, of course.
But I consider him family.