As I Sit Here, In That Dark Room, I Remember Everything About My Father. How He Used To Laugh When I

Save our lives โ€ผ๏ธ๐Ÿšจ

"I am Wissam... The last time I hugged someone, it was a corpse." ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”

The night was very long that day. I was counting the days until I would give birth to my twins. I brought them names, and planned to wrap my body around them when the tents grew cold. But death was faster. ๐Ÿ˜ญ

We fled our home under shelling, and my father was in the hospital, unable to stand. I told them, "My father can't move." The soldier said, "It doesn't matter, leave." So we left... and my father was left alone, until his heart closed forever. ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”

On the way south, I walked for hours carrying two children in my belly, a bag in my hand, and the rest of my memories on my back.

I bled on the way.

I lost my twins there, on the asphalt, in front of my other children who couldn't even cry. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

The next day, I woke up and found them buried under the sand. No grave, no names.

Now, I'm seven months pregnant with my third child.

But anemia is tearing me apart, stress is breaking my head, and hunger is eating away at what's left of me.

I feel my baby pleading with me from within: "Mother, don't die."

And I apologize to him every day... because I can't promise him life.

โ€œI am Wissamโ€ฆ I lost my father, my children, my home, and even my voice.

I donโ€™t want to lose this child too.

Help me before I become another memory in this broken land.

Save Our Lives โ€ผ๏ธ๐Ÿšจ
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Donate to Help Wissam's Family Escape War and Famine, organized by Casimir Reynolds
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My name is Casimir, and I am organizing this fundraiser on behalf of Wissaโ€ฆ Casimir Reynolds needs your support for Help Wissam's Family Esc

My father was the only one I could place all my hopes and dreams on. He was the one who lifted me up whenever I fell, and held my hand when my steps faltered. In those dark days of war, I saw him strong in front of me. Even in moments of silence, his presence was enough to make me feel safe. He wasn't just the father I loved, he was my refuge, the hope I lived by. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”

But one day, suddenly, that hope disappeared.

The sky was covered with heavy clouds, as if it knew what was going to happen. That day, I was at home, climbing on my tiptoes, holding on to any glimmer of hope, but when I entered our small room, I found my mother in the corner of the room crying, her face pale, her eyes filled with tears, and her mouth almost unable to speak. ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ

I couldn't believe what she was saying. My father, who had always been the strength in my life, was gone. In an instant, everything disappeared, and the words kept repeating in my head without me being able to understand them. "He's not coming back." Those words were harder than any blow I had ever received in my life. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

I felt like I was in a dark dream. How could my father disappear like that? How could time go on without his voice, without me seeing his face again? How much I needed him in those moments, how much I needed to hear his words of reassurance. But it was all over, and all that remained was the silence filling the emptiness around me. ๐Ÿ’”

Every corner of the house became a tragedy. Everything reminded me of him, every corner, every smell, everything. I thought I would lose my ability to breathe. His absence was heavier than anything else. I cannot imagine a world without him, and I cannot see a future without his advice, without a hand to lift me up whenever I feel like I am drowning.

As I sit here, in that dark room, I remember everything about my father. How he used to laugh when I made small mistakes, how he used to hug me when the world was dark, and how his words filled my life with meaning. But now he's not here, and the emptiness in my heart can't be filled with anything else. Every time I close my eyes, I see him in every corner. I feel him, but I can't touch him. And despite all the pain, despite all the sadness, I know he's not coming back, that he's left me in this world, to face it alone.

He's gone, but a part of him, a part of his soul, will remain in my heart forever. Even though I can't hear his voice or see him, I carry his memories with me every step of the way, every moment. I've lost him, but I can never forget him.๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜”

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1 month ago

Mohammed is dying in my arms... and I can't save him ๐Ÿ’”

How does a father cope with the moment when he sees his child slipping from his grasp, suffocating in front of him, trembling, groaning in pain, while he can do nothing but cry? How do I bear Mohammed's gaze as he stares at me with eyes filled with fear, silently asking, "Father, why are you letting me die?" And I have no answer. All I have is my tears falling down his little face, as if they're an apology for not being a father capable of saving him.

Mohammed Is Dying In My Arms... And I Can't Save Him ๐Ÿ’”
Mohammed Is Dying In My Arms... And I Can't Save Him ๐Ÿ’”

My son is dying in front of me.His breathing is fading. His body is trembling. His eyes are fading.

Mohammed Is Dying In My Arms... And I Can't Save Him ๐Ÿ’”
Mohammed Is Dying In My Arms... And I Can't Save Him ๐Ÿ’”

And the doctors are looking at me with merciless looks: "Either surgery immediately... or prepare to say goodbye."

His goodbye? How can a father hear those words and live? How can I stand helpless and watch my child slip through my fingers, knowing there is a chance to save him, but it isn't mine?

Mohammed Is Dying In My Arms... And I Can't Save Him ๐Ÿ’”
Mohammed Is Dying In My Arms... And I Can't Save Him ๐Ÿ’”

Mohammed is suffering from severe lung infections, and his tiny body can no longer resist. He needs urgent surgery, but I am poor, destitute, and unable to afford life. How can money be the barrier between me and saving my child? How can I accept that disability is the reason I lose him?

Mohammed Is Dying In My Arms... And I Can't Save Him ๐Ÿ’”
Mohammed Is Dying In My Arms... And I Can't Save Him ๐Ÿ’”

I feel like I'm living an endless nightmare... trapped in a moment that repeats itself mercilessly, a moment in which I see him in pain, unable to do anything. Don't let me bury him, knowing that I could have saved him if only a compassionate hand had reached out to me.

Mohammed Is Dying In My Arms... And I Can't Save Him ๐Ÿ’”
Mohammed Is Dying In My Arms... And I Can't Save Him ๐Ÿ’”

Please, don't let him die.Don't let my shroud be in my little one's hands.Don't let his voice fade forever while you still have a chance to save him.

Donate to Help Ahmed Hammad Provide For His Family, organized by Casimir Reynolds
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My name is Casimir, and I am organizing this fundraiser on behalf of Ahmed Hโ€ฆ Casimir Reynolds needs your support for Help Ahmed Hammad Prov

Every passing minute steals him further from me... every moment brings me closer to disaster. Any support, any sharing, any heart that moves to save him could mean the difference between life and death for my child.

Donate to Help Ahmed Hammad Provide For His Family, organized by Casimir Reynolds
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My name is Casimir, and I am organizing this fundraiser on behalf of Ahmed Hโ€ฆ Casimir Reynolds needs your support for Help Ahmed Hammad Prov

๐Ÿ’” Please... Save Mohammed before his name is written among the departed... before this plea turns into an elegy. ๐Ÿ’”

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4 weeks ago

๐Ÿšจ My Mom is on the Edge โ€“ Save Her Life Before It's Too Late! ๐Ÿšจ

I write these words with a heavy heart and a heavy heart. My mother, a symbol of tenderness and giving, is now suffering from unbearable pain, as she suffers from deadly blood cysts on her liver that threaten her life at every moment. The situation has become like an endless nightmare; every minute that passes brings us closer to eternal separation.

๐Ÿšจ My Mom Is On The Edge โ€“ Save Her Life Before It's Too Late! ๐Ÿšจ
๐Ÿšจ My Mom Is On The Edge โ€“ Save Her Life Before It's Too Late! ๐Ÿšจ

The hospital is asking for $3,789 to perform the urgent surgery, and these amounts seem unattainable in these circumstances that turn our lives into a continuous battle against death. I see the pain in her eyes, and the tears running down her cheeks, and I can only beg you with all my hope: Help me save my mother, as every donation, no matter how small, could be the difference between life and death.

This appeal comes from the depths of the heart, filled with sadness and tears, and I appeal to every kind soul to give us a second chance, a chance to keep our mother among us. If you can't donate, please share this message with everyone you know; you may be able to help save her life before it's too late.

My mom needs you now, more than ever... Please help me face these dark moments before death snatches her away from us.โค๏ธ๐Ÿ™

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Help Aisha and her family get basic necessities in Gaza
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10 months ago
Donate to Help Secure a Home for Family Unjustly Evicted, organized by Rachel from Motionwarrior
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We donโ€™t have a home anymore, despite the signed contract agrโ€ฆ Rachel from Motionwarrior needs your support for Help Secure a Home for Famil

A little can go a long way, please help if you are able, donation or just rebooting the post, thank you very much:)

YouTube video from creator for more context.

2 weeks ago

My dream was to be a YouTuber and help my family.

But my dream now is to provide food, drink and medicine to help my family.

โœ…๏ธVetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #567 )โœ…๏ธ

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4 months ago
VETTED!
Donate to Please help us get out of life's crises and the woes of war., organized by Etaf Alqattaa
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Hello, I am Etaf Al-Qataa,I'm from Gaza, Im34 years old ,Iโ€ฆ Etaf Alqattaa needs your support for Please help us get out of life's crises
VETTED!

VETTED!

They reached out to me. We have been doing really well with mutual aid efforts, and they haven't had much progress with their fundraiser <3

This fundraiser is vetted by:

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We are currently at 10%

โ‚ฌ10,020/โ‚ฌ100,000

Donations will go towards rent and utilities, basic needs, educational support, medical and psychological care and my husbandโ€™s project to earn a living.

Every contribution, no matter how small, will make a huge impact, and your generosity will help my family find stability and hope.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone who helps us or participates in our campaign in these very difficult circumstances.

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2 years ago

Save it for a science experiment bro, HOARD THAT SHIT

found my exโ€™s t shirts in my clothes while I was sorting stuffโ€ฆ. Wanna punch something bc I miss him ๐Ÿ‘

5 months ago

๐ŸšจURGENT๐Ÿšจ

My son Mohammed is in critical health condition. He was admitted to the operating room after being shot at by Israeli quadcopters. ๐Ÿฅบ

He needs treatment outside the Gaza Strip. ๐Ÿ’”

I need help ASAP RT & DONATE

HELP US PROVIDE TREATMEMTS.

Donate to Join Us in Our Struggle: Save Our Family from War in Gaza, organized by Ghazal  Naseer
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โ€Žโ€Dear friends, โ€Žโ€My name is Ghazal Naseer, from palesโ€ฆ Ghazal Naseer needs your support for Join Us in Our Struggle: Save Our Famil
4 weeks ago

Save our lives ๐Ÿšจ๐Ÿšจ

โ€œEvery day I lose my beautiful daysโ€ฆ and I die in this war.โ€ ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”

I'm not okay.

I don't sleep, I don't eat, I don't breathe like other people do.

I just count what's left of me... and wait.

Will I die today? ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Will a missile fall on me and end this pain once and for all?

Will I lose my son, still swimming in my belly, searching for a beating heart, a small dream, a chance to survive?

But I have nothing for himโ€ฆ no milk, no roof, no safetyโ€ฆ only my fear. ๐Ÿ’”

Yesterday, I saw in my dream a child reaching out his hand to me, saying, "Mom, save me."

I woke up screaming...

But no one heard me.๐Ÿ’”

There's no room in my body for bullets, but war resides in my eyes, in my womb, in my silence, in every heartbeat I hear from inside my belly. Even hope no longer visits me, even prayer has become faint. ๐Ÿ’”

Please...

Help me before I become another silence on this weary earth.

Help me before this child loses his mother... just as I lost everything.

Save Our Lives ๐Ÿšจ๐Ÿšจ
Save Our Lives ๐Ÿšจ๐Ÿšจ

Help Asmaa evacuate her family and treat her husband abroad
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I am Michelle from Greece, and I am running a campaign for Asmaa. Please consider donating if you can to help them.

Also, my husband is between life and death and I am helpless ๐Ÿ’”

I am the wife of a man who was never just a husbandโ€ฆ He was my support, my hope, and my everything in this cruel world. And today, as I write these words, my heart breaks for him as he battles his illness without medicine, without a hospital bed, and without even the reassurance of peace.

My husband has severe pneumonia, and hepatitis is eating away at his body day after day. His ability to breathe is no longer what it used to be, and his chest pain wakes him up terrified. As for me, all I can do is wipe away his sweat and hide my tears.๐Ÿ˜ญ

I watch my loved one wither away in front of me, and I don't have the money, the support, or even a safe place to rest my head. We count his breaths in prayer, hoping he'll hold on for another day... that someone will come... that someone will hear us. ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ

I appeal to those with compassionate hearts, those who have the ability to help, do not delay. A human life is in your hands, and my husband does not need much, just hope... just medicine... just a chance to live.

Share my campaign ๐Ÿ™

Thank you ๐Ÿค

2 weeks ago

My dream before and after the war ๐Ÿ’”

* To support me and my family:

Donate to Help me and my family to get treatment and survive, organized by Othman Jehad
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I am one of the most affected people in the war on Gaza (dream, futureโ€ฆ Othman Jehad needs your support for Help me and my family to get tre
2 years ago

He would literally kill you at a momentโ€™s notice if any of them ordered him to do so ๐Ÿคก

Louis:

Louis:

Also Albert and Wiliam: ๐Ÿฅน our baby brother ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ˜Šโค๏ธ who can do no wrong ๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ˜‡ the โœจ ๐“๐’พ๐‘”๐’ฝ๐“‰ โœจ to our darkness ๐Ÿ’•


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