I DONT WANNA GO TO TRACK PRACTICE IN SEVEN HOURS FUCK THIS

i feel like as a kid Ponyboy was one of those kids who was ALWAYS skeptical of Santa Claus, even if no-one ever told him and thus felt the need to tell other kids that Santa wasn't real so that more people would know the truth, but ended up just upsetting a ton of kids and causing arguments.

ponyboy absolutely ruined some six year olds childhood (as a six year old) because he went on a rant about all of the reasons Santa isn't real

it feels a bit odd having effects off some somewhat traumatic events I experienced knowing that out of everyone involved, I got the better situation. A lady I used to leave with was a bitch to me, yelled at and degraded me, threatened me, and sometimes got aggressive but that's nowhere near as bad as what she did to the other kids we lived with. I almost lost my best friend but she was the one who was so miserable she wanted to end it. I dunno I feel kind of guilty about being upset about stuff that happened when it hardly happened to ME

you ever just make a half hearted oc for a piece of media you love so you can wiggle around and talk to yourself as if you are the actor for said oc and and doing an interview and yap about the book and movie and the characters?

dont talk to me im busy writing a love letter for 200m races

sometimes I say somethin really freaky and then I just gotta step back and be like "woah there, you're a child. calm down"

why is sending asks so terrifying for no reason like every time I do it I feel like I am being put on trial

i always have mixed feelings when reading a fic with a trans character where it was a request but the author is cis. so they VERY OBVIOUSLY have no understanding of what its like to be trans but its also obvious that they dont have any malicious intent with it. I need more fics with trans authors but I am grateful that cis authors are trying, even if they have no idea

my mom lives in a different state and is probably so tired of me randomly calling her to yap about sylvia, why she is overhated, and theories about her.

+js general outsiders stuff

bro I was just looking for a sylvia fic and found the most GUT WRENCHING dally fic every im crying

currently making several Sylvia designs and I will eventually post the final ones and y'all can pick which one I do (or at least help me decide)