Its 12 37 Am And I Am Sobbing Because Of Yet Another Curly Fic

GANG a girl in my class told me I kinda look like ponyboy I love life

the sigh of relief I let out after reading the ending of tex and it WASN'T gut wrenchingly painful was pretty much the highlight of my week

i just found out my friends absolute asshole of a mom got the see the outsiders musical before me

fuck the universe

this is war

i love how chill the girls in my PE locker room are cause like once a month ill show up and start changing and look like ive been through a meat grinder and no-one ever questions anything

it feels a bit odd having effects off some somewhat traumatic events I experienced knowing that out of everyone involved, I got the better situation. A lady I used to leave with was a bitch to me, yelled at and degraded me, threatened me, and sometimes got aggressive but that's nowhere near as bad as what she did to the other kids we lived with. I almost lost my best friend but she was the one who was so miserable she wanted to end it. I dunno I feel kind of guilty about being upset about stuff that happened when it hardly happened to ME

why is it that when I search up "evie outsiders" on ao3 I have to search to find any evie/steve (her BOYFRIEND) fanfics without it being friggin angsty OR adding sodapop as an angst factor. dont get me wrong, I love my angst and soda, but for the love of god please just let my girl be happy with her boyfriend

GANG the closet is nonexistent my dad and step mom just asked me to be a groomsman for their wedding and I was trying SO hard to act like I wasn't giddy with joy

POTENTIAL SYLVIA DESIGNS!!!

with eye makeup

without

ive already figured out the base of it but im trying to figure out her main hairstyle, outfit, and how she does her makeup.

oh and the hair is simplified in this but I'd imagine naturally its about 2c-3b curly in the curly one

if y'all have any ideas or preferences, let me know im open to hearing them since im still figuring out her design

ponyboy is quiet but around people he is comfortable with will absolutely ramble excitedly about whatever he is interested, forgetting that they probably aren't as excited as him. he will talk for a while until he is told that its rude to never ask about others and only talk about what you want.

im not projecting for comfort I swear

average conversation with me and my friends (dont ask how long the first part goes for)

also the randy thing is a reference to when our class had a mock trial and I was randy

it was v fun and I started chasing around the girl playing ponyboy and threatening to drown her (lovingly)

(yes I did get the tying up part from kyuru)