A Really Good Clip Creds To Creamy 

I wish all closeted LGBTQ+ people a very happy pride month.

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should of joined shiratorizawa 

tall,,,woman,,,,,,,,,,,,,

SINGAL BOOST !!!! PLEASE HELP !

hi everyone, i really do hate to do this but i am stuck in a toxic situation. i am getting sterilized on March 11th and my parents are not happy about it. they have been gaslighting and guilt tripping me to cancel my appointment which i will not. i have been in this situation for a while now. long story short, my parents are Jehovah’s Witnesses and i no longer can take the manipulation anymore. i am looking to find another place to live as i know it will be better for my mental health. i am always on the verge of being homeless because they always threaten to kick me out if i do not follow their “rules.” now that covid hit, they have taken this as an opportunity to not see anyone that i care about too. the situation has gotten so bad that even my younger brother has developed a nervous tick because being around them gives him a panic attack. 

i am asking for any financial or housing help. my partner and i are trying our best to find a place to live so in about a year my brother has a place to live and i no longer have to be afraid of being homeless nor hide how i am. however because of covid, it’s made things much harder in finding a place to live.

if you can donate any money i’ll link my cash app and paypal here:

cash app: $hibaririvera

paypal: princesshibari

if you can’t donate i plead you reblog this so someone can. any help is appreciated at this time ! i am hopeful to get both my brother and i out of this toxic situation unscathed and alive.

If you feel blocked, stuck, repressed, scared (also of trusting and letting go, of feeling vulnerable but safe with others)... it may have something to do with the environment in which you grew up. Your caregiver/s was/is probably someone with anger issues, that used to get even more easily angered when things didn't follow a specific plan that pleased them (any sudden change in the stability or habitual life felt too much to bear with for them), or if they felt even barely sick. Someone who may have had also light confidence issues and other fears. And you, in order to not have them yell against you for no real reason or the slight annoyance, learned to stay silent, and just do your job. You almost became a shadow whenever you happened to understand it was a wrong day for them. You probably always tried to make things better and please them and others too. To save yourself from the pain of yelling and feeling wrong or being accused of all that was going on when you had no fault. You may have also been controlled a lot by them or someone else. And you never felt free to express yourself cause they always had to comment on you, your decisions, your acts, your behaviour. To point out all you did. To give you their unsolicited and at times also rude opinion. You may have also realized they used to lie around (about you too), gaslight or guilt trip you, not just in those occasions but in others as well, especially when the fault was theirs.

All this ofc has been playing in the back of your head, no matter how many good days you could experience. Take time to understand you have no fault, you have no guilt, you can do whatever you want to do and even if others comment or judge you, it's only how they got used to act and think, and are probably only projecting onto you. I hope you can find the strenght to forgive yourself cause you did all you could and you did amazing. And that you can remind yourself of your real worth and find your way out of this cage. You don't deserve to stay there.

this is pride sakura!!! if u see her she will bless u with a safe and fun Pride (and protein!) you dont need to rb to receive her blessing but she appreciates it if u do so that more ppl will see!

does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

hhh i hate to have to do this again but my other post died out and im still struggling tbqh. i got enough to help me get out of the negative, and to pay off my utility bill but i honestly just need to eat now.  idc if you order me something or donate, i just need to eat.  my mental health is declining so violently. bc i haven’t been eating regularly.  

i’m a queer, nb person who is unable to work a retail/fast food job bc of the limitations of my body and the pain i’m in every day (broken back in 2 places).  i do online surveys but they’re not really enough to take care of all the things i need to take care of. 

if you donate and you reach out to me, i will draw you something.  i can’t take on commissions rn bc the pressure is more than i can handle but if you send me funds and want me to draw something for you in return please just reach out.  anything helps, any amount willl let me get something to eat.  for proof, this is my bank acct rn. 

my paypal is  paypal.me/tilianjustice

i also have venmo but idk what the phone number attached to it is so paypal is preferable.  but the venmo is @RK800 

thank you in advance, literally anything helps ;;’

saw a post a while back about Sophie making increasingly gaudy hats for Howl for every birthday and him absolutely loving them

Mother's Day can be a painful reminder, so here's a salute to all the kids and adult children who grew up with absent mothers, angry mothers, negligent mothers, abusive mothers, overly-critical mothers, codependent mothers, overwhelmed and struggling mothers, mothers who ignored your cries for help, mothers who sacrificed your happiness to placate others, mothers who tried to do better but failed, and mothers who didn't try quite hard enough.

And to every child and adult who has a complicated relationship with their mother or caretaker--it's okay to feel conflicted. It's okay to feel hurt and love and resentment and pain and sympathy and longing and guilt bundled up into one big tangled ball. It's okay to struggle to reconcile the bad memories with the good ones that simultaneously exist. It's okay to be angry about the ways your parent failed you, and also aware of their personal struggles, and the way their parents in turn failed them. It's okay to recognize that you were loved but also that you were treated unfairly, unkindly. Contradictions are the natural state of the world. Multiple truths coexist. It's okay to be conflicted.

Parents are humans. Human relationships are complicated, and cannot be summarized by a greeting card. Wherever you are coming from, I hope your future holds healing and love, love, love.