If Internet Outlives Cigarettes Then All Of Human Culture Will Have Been For Nothing

My Dearest L...

I FUCKING HATE YOU for bringing him over that night and letting him talk to me, you knew I was vulnerable and I wasn't in the right state of mind and you still let him slip into my feelings, my thoughts, my heart... he dug and dug down into my heart and laid his bed and made himself at home, he walked around talking to her and you knew for so damn FUCKING long and told me to damn late you knew how much I put into him.. I did things for him I would of never of did for ANYONE in my life. but he was dif and you saw it in my eye's and you still let him break me in the end. you let him slip away tbh we all you, me and J......

My Dearest L...

I woke up today thinking that it was going to be a good day, time passes so slowly when you are in your room blocked away from the outside world for so long. I haven't gone to work in about a month and a half not that I don't want want to go back, I just don't think I can without her help. cleaning room's alone just won't be the same without her help, she's been in the hospital just as long as I've been out of work. she seems to be getting better but I think she's just hiding the truth from me bec she doesn't think I can handle it and the truth is I probably can't handle it. I miss her so much... I just want her to come home and be with me and my sister again like things used to be but nothing will be the same now. the scary part is that I might only have about 5 years left with her till her sickness takes her from us all... I try to think about it, it's not worth the stress to live in it. I try to just live as much as I can with her while we still have her. time is not something she has much of but the time we spend together. why does he have to take her so soon from us??!!??

It will be time for bed when the cigarette hits the floor

TheSadBoisClub

I'll be starting to post again soon !! Love you all.🖤🖤

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MY DEAREST L…

Hello, it's been another long time since I talked to you hasn't it. I'm sorry. I've been in my head a lot and I've been trying to get stuff under control in my life, I don't know what to do anymore. I've been so down lately... I've been trying I really have. but it's hard to fight monsters you can't see you know. I just want to be able to wake up and not have to stress about anything. I wish time would stop. oh! I have big news... in two months I have been with him for 2 years. yes I know it's coming up to that date but it's okay I think I can make it and push through it. he's the second one that's actually stuck around this long and not left or done anything bad to me... I'm not sure how I feel about that really. well I have to go jump back into Gilmore girls. see you in the next one.

My Dearest L...

If a demon ever took over my body, I’d just hand it over and be like you can take it from here... good luck bitch in my world!!

The Broken Tree

The trees lead me through the pain I once held within my lightning struck bark, set flames to the burning heart within.

MY DEAREST L…

It's 5am and my throat is so tight right now and I have work today and I have to go in or I'm getting fired I guess this is my life hmmm.....yay funn...

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