everyone leaves you eventually. the truth of it all is: we are alone. born alone and die alone. the only person who can save you is yourself.
Hans Zatzka
Austrian, 1859-1945
Historical undergarments (details)
Details, version II : The Dying Gladiator, 1799, by Pierre Julien. (Which is a statue, if you didn’t notice, and that would be easy to understand why.)
i fight hard for all the guspilled gusboyz & gusbabez, gusfreaks gus-sluts gusbitches gusfags, we are built so fucking different my darlings
my main requirement in a partner is someone who's willing to "yes, and" me. if i say something completely insane i need them to just pick that up and run with it and commit to the bit until we wind up with a conversation that's funny to us but completely incoherent to everyone within earshot. actually now that i'm typing this out i've realised my ideal relationship might just be "shitty improv comedy duo"
I have had these dreams since I was about 4 years old, yes! Not quite nameable very awful energy.
Do you ever dream of the bad place? I can't really explain it but that's what I call these weird spaces or rooms in my dreams where I can just feel the most menacing, evil, dangerous atmosphere that makes me afraid to come closer or even wakes me up from fear, or I'm screaming in my sleep. These spaces often look normal and realistic, just a regular basement or building, they usually feature some kind of door too. It's just so surreal because in dreams you forget that what you see is not real, so suddenly feeling this eerie vibes from a room or door makes the evil seem so material and clear. Ever since my childhood I've been dreaming about the same places over and over and my worst fear is that one day I'll find them in real life and feel this dread then too. But maybe I would open the door, I'm just so desperately curious to know what kind of terror is so bad, it's finding its way into my dreams. I want to know what's there. And I want to know if I'm the only one who has these dreams.
The burden of caring the memories of your abuse while not being able to talk about it bc it makes most people uncomfortable is HEAVY
It feels like being stuck carrying his dirty little secret. I can't stand the fact it's gonna stay like this...forever.
i love characters with prominent noses. the only reason i’ve ever given a character a small nose is to fulfill a diversity quota
Victor, 22, queer, genderfluid/bigender, he/she/they, intp, autistic 𓇚
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