Keep The Flame Going For Those We Have Lost To Suicide. 

Feeling guilty

I don't know but I feel bad for shipping Shance when Shiro literally had (has?) a fiancé on earth... I'm like, "he's probably still in love with Adam... He's definitely still in love with Adam." But then it changes to, "I still ship Shance! Adam's probably in the past." Like, nothing can get in the way of Shance! Shance all the way!

I mean, I don't know if I should just ship what I like to ship or just slowly back away... To be honest, I might join some of the others and just ship Lance with Shiro and Adam.

heyy i saw that you watched the breakfast club and was wondering if you could do some headcanons for dating alison would like? (w a female reader maybe?)

Sure! Sorry for doing this request a bit late and sorry for making you wait. I know I missed some scenes, i didn’t know how to add that in. It’s my first time doing this and I feel like it’s not really that good. Either way, hope you enjoy!

At first, during the relationship, Allison is shy. Doesn’t talk much while with you but you don’t mind. Instead of talking you both share glances and smiles here and there.

Because she doesn’t have any experience with relationships of any kind, she’s reluctant to do the whole dating thing or even start anything that might hurt her later.

But after some conversations here and there, she starts to come out of her shell and talk more about herself.

After that, it leads to both of you to spend time together, sometimes holding hands, and the other times telling each other secrets. Allison trusting you enough to talk about her home life.

Sometimes, Allison coming to your house to spend the night there, away from her parents.

While the both of you are dating, you don’t really hide the relationship, but you don’t shout it out to the world.

So, when the both of you got detention and sat at the back of the library, with the other four in front of you both.

You still do what you both normally do, not caring about the people in the room.

When Vice Principle Vernon comes in yelling about the door and looks directly at Allison, causing her to slam her head down onto the table, you turn your head to glare at him until he looks somewhere else, whilst your hand is holding onto

hers under the table.

Whilst the others are smoking weed, that Bender grabbed from his locker, you end up leaning against Allison, unable to stop yourself giggling whilst watching the others.

Her smiling back at you while listening to what you are saying or when you are just talking in general.

When the others find out about the both of you, you just shrug your shoulders while Allison glares at all of them, daring them to say anything.

Allison is a very, very protective girlfriend.

During the time when everyone is dancing you’re seen dancing with Allison before she moves to dance around the statue and then on the table.

You sit back and watch her dance, sometimes laughing at her moves.

When Allison had her make-up change by Claire, your first reaction was to stare with your mouth open and when she shouts “What?!”, your response was, “you’re pretty.” Which makes her blush.

You both do end up walking out of the library, holding hands and smiling at each other.

When Allison reaches her car, she’s the one to build up the courage to kiss you.

Which then ends up with the both of you to make out for a bit before breaking apart.

After that, you both text it each other, sometimes in the messages, you ensure that Allison knows that you like her a lot and that you won’t leave from her. 

It’s been a few hours, you’ve just been hanging there. You’ve been quiet, too quiet. Usually there’s music playing, or your foot steps could be heard. But today, you’re quiet. Your little sister, who doesn’t normally come to greet you because you lock yourself away, decides to see what you’re doing. She assumes you’re taking a nap, or doing some homework quietly. She runs up the stairs, eager to see, but she comes to an immediate halt. You’re not doing your homework, nor taking a nap. Your music isn’t playing and you aren’t walking around. You’re hanging there, completely still, now just like her. At this moment, her whole world shatters. Everything she has ever known, looked up to, loved, is hanging there by a thread. At this moment, her life has been changed forever. At this moment, she wishes she was hanging with you.

Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say “Finally, they’re gone.” No, they will not say “I’m happy they did that.” No, they will not say “I never loved them anyways.” They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you ever could. They will cry, scream, and break down. They’ll believe it’s all just a dream, praying to wake up. Except, they won’t feel that for a few seconds, or a few days, not weeks, nor months. They will feel that until the day they die. Everyday will be hell. They’ll think of you ever second. They’ll hate themselves for not being able to help or save you. They’ll wish they could die too. They’ll want to give up, just to be with you. They won’t be ever be happy again. They won’t smile. They won’t go back to their daily routine. They’ll die every time they walk past your room, or see a picture of you, or think of a memory with you. They’ll think, but stay quiet. They’ll visit your grave, feeling a knife go through their chest every time. And every morning when they wake up, no matter how long it’s been, they’ll wake up to thinking they’ll see you, only to be let down once again. And every night, they will cry themselves to sleep, because even though they refuse to admit it, know you’re gone forever.

Before you decide to take your life, think of your family, burying you. Yes, your own mother and father are planning your funeral. It’s supposed to be the other way around, but it’s not. They’ll have to call the cops, sign a death certificate, pick out clothing, buy a tomb stone, a casket, pick out flower arrangements, and more; All for their child’s funeral. The morning of your funeral, everyone who loves you is wearing black. Tears are streaming down their face, while their heart is breaking. Everyone who you thought didn’t need you, or didn’t care, are waiting in line to see you. They aren’t waiting in line at a party, or a graduation, or at a wedding reception. They’re waiting to see you, hands folded, lifeless, in a casket.

Before you decide to take your life, think of everyone you will be hurting. Don’t you dare say no one, because absolutely everyone will be affected. Your grandparents, won’t have a grandchild anymore. Your parents, won’t have a child anymore. Your brother or sister, won’t have a sibling anymore. Your pet, won’t have an owner anymore. That person you sit next to in class, won’t feel your presence anymore. Your teacher, won’t have a student anymore. That time your grandparents told you no, will haunt them forever, thinking it is their fault, that you are now dead. That time your parents yelled at you, will haunt them forever, thinking if they didn’t yell at you, you would still be here. That time your sibling said they hated you, will hate themselves, because they believe you would still be alive if they said they loved you instead. Those kids who made you feel bad, will wish they were dead too, because if they just smiled at you instead, you would be here. That teacher that said you didn’t meet her expectations, will feel like a failure, because you would still be here, if she believed in you. Everyone, who has ever been in your presence, will hurt, because if they showed you they cared, you would still be here.

Before you decide to take your life, think. Don’t just think of yourself, think of the consequences for everyone else. No one’s life will be the same again. That person who God made specially for you, won’t have you. That happiness that was waiting for you, will never show again. Before you decide to take your life, realize that you may be ending your pain, but you’ll be starting a lifetime of everyone elses.

If you are feeling alone, and think that suicide is the only way out:

My ask is open, and I’m always here. I’ll never judge you. I’ll try to help you.

If you are thinking of taking your life, call:

1-800-784-2433

1-800-SUICIDE

I love this with all my heart

“LET’S GO LESBIANS LET’S GO”

Its cool, haha! I only watched one random episode of GoT cause of my friend, I suck at keeping up with tv shows so I doubt I'll ever get into it but it does seem pretty cool. I might watch dead poets society its been on my watch list for a while (along with a few other 80s classics) and I'm trying to clear that up before I watch anything else.

I'm only watching GoT cause my friend is making me as well. Her reason being that it's now finished, we can now begin watching it. Anyway, same here, there are too many TV programmes to watch but either way it helps pass the time.

I don't I've seen any movies from the 80's or that's just me being weird and forgetful, I'm sure Breakfast Club is from the 80's but other than that, I've seen nothing else 😂

So... I have returned...

Umm, Hi there! As you have read in the title of this post, I have returned to tumblr and I don’t know if I will be as active. I am, however, still writing the Teen Wolf Fanfic cause I put that off for a while and then Uni came and slammed me in the face and now that I offically finished my first year of uni, I’m back to continuing with the fanfic, this does mean I will probably be doing one shots again if requested and also being writing up the one’s already requeats.

Um, other than that... Hi! Hello! I’m back... that’s about it hahaha!

is the guy in your icon allisons dad from teen wolf? lol

Oh, yea! It totally is. Have you seen the man?! He is smokin' hot. Couldn't decided whether to have him, Tyler hoechlin or Ian Bohen as a PFP! Haha!

knot-ridden sun guardian. I don’t know how I should feel about that 

rb and tag your dark souls boss title

If you don’t believe being asexual has any negative affect on people I was told by a psychiatrist that none of my relationships count because we didn’t have sex, and I can’t say I’m gay since I don’t want to have sex with girls.

and I was taken off my antidepressants because they may be lowering the libido I never had in the first place (plus various other reasons, but still immediately, cold turkey, which should NEVER happen unless they’re switching you to something else)

But aphobia doesn’t exist and asexuals are privileged, right?

When people don't know if Sebastian Stan and Margarita Levieva are still dating but then you low-key think they still are from Sebastian's comments on some of her photos. 😂 He wants to keep it private but still needs to praise the woman in his life!