"this Song Is About This" "this Song Is About That" "this Person Wrote This Song About This Person" Wrong

spending all that time on a drawing only to decide its very ugly

please please please please reblog if you’re a writer and have at some point felt like your writing is getting worse. I need to know if I’m the only one who’s struggling with these thoughts

man I wish people understood how much it sucks ass to be neurodivergent and trying to find the middle ground where people like/tolerate you. like, I'm either "boring" (trying to wait my turn in conversations, holding space for other people, taking a back seat to let others get some spotlight) or "too much" (too loud/talking too much, getting excited to share, trying to participate in group conversations/activities). No one really talks about how much of being neurodivergent is just sort of trying to make yourself palatable.

I feel like so much of my life has been spent trying to find this effortless sort of middle ground everyone else seems to automatically already know, and I'm always swinging too far one way or the other. I'm lucky to have neurodivergent friends who grok me, but goddamn I wish that I could just like, exist without the constant background script in my brain that's like "you're being too loud. You're not talking enough. you're being self-centered. you're being boring. you're wrong, you're wrong, you're wrong." I feel like I'm back in high school trying to make friends but stuck as the eternal "weird kid"

it's just... lonely and sucks bad.

Learning about teeth

Oldie but I still like it. Did this back in 2021. Fun little piece of Jaeger after a long day of conning the rich.

"I'm too sober for this," I say before taking a huge chug from a wine glass full of chocolate milk

“There are plenty of things in the world to be sad about. But a boy who doesn’t love you shouldn’t be one of them.”

— Cheryl Strayed

Yurik and Ophir for @streetsofwhiterun and @thebastardhyena Thank you so much again to both/