Ocd Is Honestly Fucking Soul Destroying. It's 4am And For The First Time In Years, Tonight I've Managed

ok but the orv epilogue grabbing you by the face and going "HEY YOU. YEAH YOU. READING THIS. YOU READING THIS STORY IS CANON TO THIS UNIVERSE. BY READING THIS STORY YOU ARE SAVING THE MAIN CHARACTER. BY LOVING THE MAIN CHARACTER YOU ARE LOVING YOURSELF. BY SAVING HIM YOU ARE SAVING YOURSELF."

Truly the fifth wall break of all time. I'm not sure anything can top that experience. We've peaked as a species.

nika + asura crumbs …?

Encouragement

Did Sung Hyeonje ever fail?

Most people wouldn’t even think to ask such a question. He seemed like someone who had never even scraped his knee, as if he had succeeded in walking on his first try without ever falling. He must have effortlessly maintained first place throughout his school years, naturally taking the position of student council president. He probably entered university as the top student, graduated with honors, and, rather than working under someone else, built his own business—becoming one of the top 100 wealthiest individuals at a young age.  

A person whose brilliant golden path naturally shines before your eyes.

But the real Sung Hyeonje. He was someone who had experienced more failures than anyone else in this world.  

He failed, and failed, and failed again, stacking up failures like an impossibly high mountain until he finally reached its peak.  

Before my regression, I must have admired and envied Sung Hyeonje. Even after turning back time, I still thought the same. I believed he was perfect. I secretly harbored the expectation that, if he helped me, everything I had to do would become much easier.  

But now, I know about his failures. I know how long he had wandered. The perfection I once looked up to had cracked and faded, yet—  

That imperfect Sung Hyeonje felt far more amazing and wonderful. I couldn’t help but be impressed. 

The path that exhausted me after just walking it once—he had endured it for an unimaginable amount of time.  

He never gave up. He came all the way here, right before my eyes. And in the end, he surpassed it.  

- MSCH side story chapter 83

Suicidal (fruity) bastards who will do anything to protect their loved ones but think they are unlovable and that no one cares about them

😢

Today is a battlefield, and I am the only soldier. Anxiety, self-doubt, intrusive memories- they all showed up, dragging their sharp edges through my mind.

The magical thinking whispered lies about escape, about fixing everything if I could just be someone else. I’ve been fighting them all day, and now I’m too drained to even think about self-care. Survival may be the only thing I can manage today

“ So You Should Really Stop Thinking About It, Stop Stop Thinking About It… Why’re Your Mind Overclouded ?

Dreams Detached From Reality Turned Into Bubbles “

Fanka - OverThink

Silence The Demon in Your Head

Terrifying

P2 👇

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Personally Punching Gods

Dedicated to those who live in spite of the horrors Spent a whole month working on this project and here it is just in time for my city's i

“ Look Around You and Try to Live Somehow “

- ORV -

I am still trying to fully understand it’s meaning…