Eliot Is SINGING! My Fussy Son Is Pouring His Heart Out On That Stage

eliot is SINGING! my fussy son is pouring his heart out on that stage

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4 years ago

the thing I can’t get over about you’re the most caring man on earth, you are the most selfless, loving human being is that the narrative really decided that yes, in fact, this deserved to be acknowledged, out loud, definitively, as an absolute truth. this singular man, out of every person in every universe, is constructed of such a deep wellspring of tenderness and love that the mere act of speaking the fact of it, with no expectation of return, could be a moment of pure happiness simply because it needed to be said. that this man who has had practically everything stolen from him, been manipulated, battered, betrayed, abandoned at every turn; who has endured and witnessed darkness that would swallow anyone else whole, who tries to mold himself to whatever others require or any situation needs, who lives with the constant weight of the evil of the world, and the impossible fight, and the mistakes, and the abuse, and the sacrifices and the catastrophic self-loathing, that he still stands there and radiates such a powerful love that it causes other beings to love the entire world through him and because of him. 

that the other emissaries of heaven were threatened because they can’t comprehend that love; that certain agents of darkness were drawn in because they’re deprived of and crave that love; that it could cause an angel to break ranks and choose him, that it would scream from his skin like a siren song, that it would keep time in his heart and measure the beats through every action. that his love is alluring and irrevocable and galaxy-defining. that this story’s God would be petty and jealous and deceiving, act as a puppet-master, and not know love at all, be an almighty moving his chess pieces dispassionately, and that even he would see Dean as nothing but a weapon, his blunt instrument to wield, and because this God can’t fathom what this one man is capable of, he fails to control him. because the rage and the loss and the responsibility was foisted upon him unfairly, was part of the plan, but the spark of his soul was not. the capacity of his love and compassionate courage is all his, is all him to the essence.

and so he’s more than everyone, even the author himself. more acutely human. more radiantly holy.

and as someone who’s argued this point for years, waxed poetic about it and wept over it and clung too closely to his character because of it, been frustrated when the narrative tried to sublimate it and yet knew it always burnished his being, hearing it spoken aloud was like exhaling and then catching your breath when you didn’t even realize you were drowning a moment earlier.

I’ve used that Siken quote (do I apologize for being that girl, that cliche? never) forever -  Love, for you, is larger than the usual romantic love. It’s like a religion. It’s terrifying. and it his religion, his true faith, his freedom and authenticity lives in it. it’s a transcendence. it’s so big that Cas, a soldier meant only to serve that controlling, capricious God, looked at that love and saw actual divinity, and it was transformative. love is Dean’s religion - but Cas’ religion is Dean, and then the story’s underlying text is that, because it’s an act of free will, everyone else’s faith should be rooted there too. you can die for love, they all have. Dean deserves to live for it, because the world needs it and is better and more beautiful because of it.

it’s such a profound concept in the narrative and so huge and metaphorical, and such a radical departure from any stereotype that stories usually rely on for heroes like Dean, that Dean becomes something else altogether. he’s a unique being not only in his own universe, but in ours. it’s. whew. it really is the beginning and the end of everything.


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4 years ago

✧  KEDAR WILLIAMS-STIRLING GIF PACK  —  SEX EDUCATION.

In this pack, you’ll find  ( 326 )  medium gifs of KEDAR WILLIAMS-STIRLING as Jackson Marchetti in season 1 of SEX EDUCATION.  All gifs were made by me.  You may edit them for personal use if you like but you must give me credit, and redistributing in any way is NOT allowed.  Please like or reblog this post if you find this helpful.

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2 years ago

𝖉𝖔𝖚𝖇𝖑𝖊 𝖉𝖔𝖚𝖇𝖑𝖊, 𝖇𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖊𝖘  — nate’s audition for macbeth.

alriiiiiiiight, so! a few ooc notes: nate loves macbeth, but i genuinely don’t think he ever really considered he was the protagonist/hero type, so that’s why he chooses to steer away from those roles. should he have given it an honest shot? i’m not sure ─  i don’t think he’ll know what to do with himself if he even got the title role, macduff, or even malcolm. frankly, i just don’t think he’d be inspired enough by them to put his all into it. anyway. enjoy! // triggers: mentions of drug use. word count: 1400+? google doc for better viewing!

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4 years ago

Each week I’m going to be sharing some funds and/or petitions for black, indigenous, queer, and other groups that desperately need our support in these times. Please take a moment to share, even if you can’t donate, because as a community we need to support and lift each other in order to make any progress!

Student Fund by Black Arts Therapies Educators -  support for Black, Indigenous, and People of Color who are enrolled in creative arts therapies programs + course costs ($4350/$20000 as of 09/07)

Help Shellie-Ann Build a Sustainable Farm  - help a black woman continue to build her sustainable farm and contribute to her community ($4025/$74559 as of 09/07)

Help Fund Black Urban Farmers with Organic Seeds - Urban farming intiative for poc communities ($9065/$44000 as of 09/07)

Help a Black Mama with Epilepsy Get A Service Dog - Help a black indigenous disabled mother of 3 get a service dog after a recent epilepsy diagnosis ($1982/$6000 as of 09/07)

Armadillos Búsqueda Y Rescate - search and rescue team for migrants attempting to cross the border in the Sonoran Desert in Arizona ($2752/$10000 as of 09/07)

Please remember that the fight isn’t even close to over - take care of yourself and other’s around you out there!

4 years ago

MASON GOODING IN LOVE, VICTOR

By clicking the source link below, you will be redirected to a total of #93 gifs of actor Mason Gooding as Andrew in season one, episodes one to three of the show Love, Victor. Mason is of African American & European descent (I found this on one source, so I can’t be positive, so if anyone knows for sure the specifics, let me know!), please cast him accordingly. All gifs were made from scratch by me and are intended for roleplaying purposes. Please do not repost/claim as your own. Please like or reblog this post if you find these helpful, as this lets me know to make more in the future.

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7 years ago

cause of death: boredom 


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7 years ago
tabbybards - " — memories make a 𝑚𝑜𝑐𝑘𝑒𝑟𝑦. "
tabbybards - " — memories make a 𝑚𝑜𝑐𝑘𝑒𝑟𝑦. "

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7 years ago
Zodiac → Pisces.
Zodiac → Pisces.
Zodiac → Pisces.
Zodiac → Pisces.
Zodiac → Pisces.
Zodiac → Pisces.

zodiac → pisces.

Pisces is the twelfth sign of the zodiac, and it is also the final sign in the zodiacal cycle. These folks are selfless, spiritual and very focused on their inner journey. It’s not uncommon for them to feel their own burdens (and joys) as well as those of others.

mbti: esfj → the consul.

Few personality types are as practical and caring as Consuls. Known for their social and administrative skills, Consuls are good at creating and maintaining a secure, stable and friendly environment for themselves and their loved ones. Consuls’ dedication is invaluable in many areas, including their own personal growth.

moral alignment → neutral good.

A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. Neutral good characters sometimes find themselves forced to work beyond the law, yet for the law, and the greater good of the people. They are not vicious or vindictive, but are people driven to right injustice.

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7 years ago
CHARACTER PSD 01. DOWNLOAD LINK.
CHARACTER PSD 01. DOWNLOAD LINK.
CHARACTER PSD 01. DOWNLOAD LINK.

CHARACTER PSD 01. DOWNLOAD LINK.

My first attempt at a character psd! It’s a simple look. The font used was Cocogoose regular, and dimensions for the photos are included in the psd. Edits are welcome, I just ask that you don’t claim this as your own or redistribute. Credit, reblogs/likes, are all nice, but not required! Included in the post are two examples with some of my ocs that you can click to enlarge.


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5 years ago
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☽ remus j. lupin | character sheet.

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