I’m Trying To Decide What Nikolai’s Favorite Will Wood Song Would Be

ummmm, tanizaki doodle anyone??

i miss him sm :(

‘sskk this!’ ‘atsulucy that!’ ‘akulucy this!’ okay, but what about atsuakulucy? poly ships solve all problems. instead of fighting, we just kiss.

remember what i said about drawing tachihara?

errr yeah, i got distracted and drew mushitarou instead. >_<

here’s the finished teruko drawing! the lighting’s shitty, i’m sorry.

edit: i just realized this was my first drawing of 2025! happy new year!

happy birthday teruko!

i have covid and don’t have the motivation to draw but i love her <33333

rant #4

can some (not all) bsd fans stop hating on yuan for just FUCKING TOUCHING CHUUYA’S ARM??? especially since she walked in hugging onto shirase’s arm as well. it doesn’t have to be taken as romantic, i personally see the sheep as chuuya’s found family. that touch was literally just a ‘hey, can you not force my best friend into joining your organization?’ (also dazai wasn’t ‘jealous’ in that scene. it was ‘oh shit. this girl’s getting in the way of my plan’.) it’s SO fucking stupid that if a female character (it’s always a female character) is even remotely close to dazai, akutagawa, chuuya, or atsushi people hate her because she’s ‘gEtTiNg In ThE wAy Of SsKk/SkK’. there could be a scene where a female character is like ‘hey, i’m really close friends with dazai but we have no romantic interest in each other’ and the fandom would still hate her. with all the disrespect i can manage, eat dirt if that’s the only reason you hate yuan/higuchi/lucy. if you have a reason you’re willing to explain for hating them, please send it to me. this has been lou, your very pissed genderfluid lesbian host. thank you for reading this. i know it’s a spinoff of my last rant but i feel like it needed to be said. thank you for reading if you did.

from my venting blog.

burnt out gifted kid core

just got yelled at for getting a b+ :/ sigh.

hi! when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)! (sorry if this has already been sent to you :,) )

uhhhhh, 5 things i like about myself?

• i like my eyes, they’re pretty

• i like that i’ve been able to stop biting my nails as of late

• my fashion is pretty banger

• i think my music taste is pretty kewl X3

• i like the random freckle on my calf

tysm for sending this to me!!

trying out something with less lineart on lucy. i don’t know how to feel about it :/

tumblr consumed my quality 😭

five. i just want to retreat into my fuckass hat and ignore everything going on around me. :)

on a scale of chuuya and his fuck ass hat how are we feeling today gang