Eating Raw Cookie Batter And Writing My Will Just In Case I Die

a simple urge to draw mukuro in a military outfit instead of school uniform

i think avalanche checking in and touching base with each other after the events of OG / during the ac dirge era is like this

Idk why I'm falling back into danganronpa out of nowhere but as much as I dislike the DR ending and don't care for the bonus mode in V3/Danganronpa S those Komahina approaches truly made me see shrimp colours. Incredibly funny to barely give the SDR2 cast anything to do in the finale besides save Mitarai's ass but make an effort to show komahina not just getting along but also having Komaeda be the one to reach out to Hinata without self deprecation and being met with excitement back. Paired with that one poster where Komaeda seems to give him a romantic gift. Then you get V3 bonus mode which poses the question "how would Nagito treat Hajime if he knew he was reserve course without the war crimes?". And then every single interaction they have they spend the entire time antagonising each other, mostly Komaeda looking down at him and Hinata taking the most irritated approach to "kill them with kindness" imaginable. But do they dislike eachother? No they're very close friends. They hang out without other people around. In SDR2 pre-chapter 4 the animosity between them was mostly one-sided but now it's mutual. Hajime has made it his mission to befriend the most unapproachable fucked up cat imaginable and Nagito is practically writing him a note saying "get out of my school" to avoid having to wonder why he genuinely likes this talentless boy. They hold hands? Everyone is confused about why they keep hanging out and they're just like "we're friends????? Obviously??? Don't be dumb"

Fully convinced post-OVA the main reason they grow close again is because on one side, Hajime was so persistent with his almost competitive way of showing Nagito he understands him (and is planning to stick around) VS. Nagito suddenly being the one classmate who keeps him humble and doesn't treat him like a God (while undeniably preferring the real Hajime, even though people would assume he would cling to the Izuru side). They're childish and overly competitive with each other and get on each other's nerves but they also understand each other better than anymore else and give each other the love and care they missed previously in their lives

this is the same character

This is my favorite stock photo guy He does everything

me n the homies robbing some back alley convenience store for goods

Been seeing this go around and it makes me so sad...

"Hinata was normal up until around middle school, and he was even excelling in classes and sports. But because of this, it worsened this idea in his head that he was someone special who could achieve his hopes and dreams."

And I think this makes Hinata especially tragic. It hits home for me and I feel a lot of normal people. Being good, but not good enough that it matters. Being the best in your class doesn't mean anything to the world. You're almost there but not quite yet. It's maddening.

I think Hinata's upbringing has a lot to do with it.

About the same level of canon-ness as this tweet, Spike said this about Hinata's parents.

I think Hinata thinks what he does mostly because of his parents. They consented to the Kamukura project after all. They were not happy that their son was just average. We see all throughout SDR2 that what Hinata wants isn't talent. It's to feel confident. That he belongs. Talent is just a means to that end. Because if he's exceptional, he'll have something that makes him worthwhile. That's what his parents taught him, directly or indirectly.

Compare it to the Naegi siblings. Makoto and Komaru do not envy talent. They are impressed by it, and they sometimes lement how normal they are, but it is no skin off their back. I think it's because they grew up happy. They clearly had good parents and a good life. Becoming the best wasn't either of their goals, because they weren't taught that's what it takes to deserve love.

It's tragic. Hinata was a perfectly average - above average even - person. But everyone around him wanted him to be more, so he wanted to be more.

SDR2 and DR3 both hint that he used to get bullied in school. This definitely contributed, I think.

Hinata didn't want to be himself, because he wasn't good enough as himself, and that meant he couldn't be happy. He knew what the Kamukura project would do to him. He didn't care. Because it was better than being himself.

You could call it arrogance. In part, it is. But all I see is a kid who was damaged by his upbringing trying to fix it all. If he was shown more kindness and love in his life by his parents or other adults, I think it would have turned out differently. If Hinata didn't have these values instilled in him from those around him and the world itself, none of this would have happened.

And considering he was just fine as he was, it's incredibly sad.

summer school oh no

i think i failed my health class

there are 38 episodes of bnha season 2

i should be doing my health assignments

oh no

Sephiroth and Cloud mods for GTA

video source: here

This year my Valentine is the very polite professional man in Japan who is selling me zakkura yaoi over ebay, thank you sir <3