@6arelyhuman-lover

Nevermind I think that was some kind of phase that went away. looked at lions again and yea I think I identify with them as much as any other feline now but

erm

what the sigma was that all about

so like

I've looked through basically every species of feline ever and I kind of. Identify with every each and one of them EXCEPT FOR LIONS???? idk what it is but looking into lions and their appearance and traits and stuff I just have no desire to be one unlike all other felines and my other theriotypes.,,..,.,.,.,.,.,.,. sometimes I wonder why i was made like this cause it feels like i was supposed to be a feline cladotherian but there was some sort of malfunction midway in the development of my brain

Ugh how dare people presume “carnal” has to do with sex like if I want something carnally I don’t want to fuck it. I want to devour it with my fucking teeth as I go at it like a wild beast, and with a sense of love, rip it to shreds as I drip with blood, you know, like a god.

a prominent sign of therianthropy for me was that I referred to myself as a cat and walked on four legs and used very oversized belts to simulate having a tail when I was 3-7 and then I stopped cuz I didn't want to be bullied. I just really want to be a feline or any of my other theriotypes physically for that matter, that's all I can say.

How do you know if you are a therian???

I've been questioning if I'm a therian for while and I need to know ! I don't want to think I'm a therian and turns out I'm not... So any therian's who are reading this how did you know if/when you are a therian?

So I was waiting for my turn at the place i take cello lessons and i notice that a bag has a Racoon tail attached to it. I ask the people who came before me if any of them may be otherkin or therian and a little sweet girl who couldn't be older than 10 proceeds to tell me she's a fox therian😭😭ASHWLRJ BBTLEJTOEE IM SOBBING AND HER MOM WAS SO NICE ABOUT IT TOO

truly made my day

I get the urge to walk on all fours but then I realize I suck at quadrobics and it doesn't feel right with the short arms and long legs I have. Man I wish I was at least created to be quadrupedal so I would maybe feel a bit less dysphoric :(

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Violent thoughts under the cut

I'm sick of these thoughts persisting in the back of my head.

Every time I think of injuring, hurting or even killing someone I forget to think about how they have their own life and people who care about them and opportunities to fulfill their dreams and when I realize how messed up these thoughts are it makes me even more disgusted at myself for how right it seems like it would feel if I actually did it.

everyone I care about would be horrified of me, I would probably go to federal prison and I would never be able to live my life how I'd like to, but even knowing all of this, I WANT TO GUT SOMEONE OPEN

and I am disgusted with myself because of how wrong I know this is but these thoughts persisting.

by far, this is one of my least favourite parts of being a carnivorous alterhuman.

Yikes

The silly

yes i fucked up the lighting no I will not change it

But for real shout-out to my friend who has to listen to me yap about invader zim on a daily basis even though I try to keep it down as much as possible (which is not a lot but I'm trying) and the fact that he hasn't hurt me physically for it yet is honestly impressive. I mean he's hurt me mentally but I'm glad he hasnt strangled me yet