I do think Jayce and Viktor are a neurodivergent x neurodivergent relationship and Viktor definitely gives some media typical autism vibes but as someone with ADHD I don’t think Jayce has ADHD
I think Jayce has anxiety
And obviously this is all just good fun headcanoning but I kinda see that Jayce doesn’t know he has anxiety because he manages it by working in the forge. But it still manifest in his people-pleasing behavior
So sometimes when they’re under deadline and he can’t get away to go make stuff with his hammers to blow off his working dog levels of need for exercise to manage his anxiety Jayce gets very… jittery like “Haha I have no idea why I can’t stop shaking and I feel like the world is gonna end, better go hit things with hammers until that weird feeling goes away again!!1”
Which is why Viktor sometimes just orders Jayce to go do lapse around the Academy until he calms down on a bad day and Jayce is just grateful his partner is looking out for him before he has an actual “unexplained” meltdown
(With thanks to @linddzz for riffing on this with me)
John Turturro on working with Christopher Walken in Severance.
Beatrice from Over the Garden Wall 🕊️✨
this is how the scene went, right?
Doctor Who | 9.12 - "Hell Bent"
i can't stop thinking about how the show portraits Roman's intimacy issues in a way that feels too close to home when it comes to SA and how it affects your relationship with sex and being intimate in the future. He can only link feelings of pleasure to shame, such as when him and Tabitha try to have sex in s2e5 (you can literally see it on his face that asking her to "play dead" is something that makes him ashamed, but it's the only way he can manage to do it. If there's an element of wrongness there) or the times where he gets turned on by Gerri degrading him and can only manage to feel pleasure from it.
I haven't finished the show yet but, from what I've seen online, I believe the writers will not expand or explore that. However, I still believe his fixation with "taboo sex" (from constantly joking about it to performing) plus the issues with actually doing it and some jokes here and there about being abused as a child, is not there merely for laughs or as a proof he's "a creep or a weirdo" (plus, it's canon that Roman often says stuff that actually happened with a joke tone, so people can't tell it's real)
...or I might be projecting, idk
(also, the whole thing with Logan putting Shiv's hand under his pants due to the "confusion" morphine caused him is weird af. More people should comment on that)
no i dont think i will stop thinking about benji from hfwu .. benji whos father his number 1 supporter was shot in front of him at the beginning of the book his blood splattered on his face buried under his nails forever ingrained into the ridges of his fingerprints benji who loved so fiercely it was dangerous so much so that he forgave the boy who hurt him so quickly and it cost him almost everything BEEENJIII who felt different for so long and who ended up associating that feeling with being monstrous after he was injected with seraph BENJI. who just wanted to be a boy that loved boys. who was only a teen when the world fell apart and chained him down, benji who had religion and trauma whispering in his ear bite your tongue and do as you are told for He will never forgive you if you follow your heart — benji who was never even sure who He was, if heaven and hell and everything his life revolved around for so long even existed ..
i love him
richie: ahhh you mad 😂😂
pennywise: ahhh you gay 😂😂
richie:
jesper fahey as a fabrikator is a fantastic allegory for adhd because he dropped out of higher education due to his inability to sit in a classroom and pay attention, found various reckless and self-destructive habits to distract himself from his own thoughts and the giant void inside him, outwardly presented himself as a fun easygoing guy who's never experienced a problem in his life while actively ignoring how his behaviour is destroying his own life and hurting the people he cares about, and then when they finally call him out on all of this he has a panic attack about it. also the fandom doesn't take his life experiences and pain seriously either because the facade is just so much more fun!!! which is entirely the point, of course. leigh bardugo your MIND
*Yes, Karen. Boys can be friends with each other without having romantic feelings*
It's not their case, though
The background was picked on Google, btw
Oh, being a Viktor kinnie with no Jayce kinnies around is quite saddening...
Can't stop thinking about these tragic little gays
(although Jayce is anything but little...anyway)
He/him. INFP. Basically fanboying over queer shows. Every once in a whiledropping drawings or poems.
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