Someone please tell me this isn’t an original experience.. do you ever get so insanely infatuated with someone (who you don’t necessarily know super well/like that much) that you crave validation from this person to the point that if they look at you wrong or say one wrong thing you convince yourself they hate you and start deeply hating them and any little thing they say can send you into a mental breakdown ?? No just me?? Ok.
doc there is a fucking hole where something was
i kind of just want to post every single thought i have in my head in the hopes you'll talk to me and not think im completely lunatic because idk how to talk to you or anyone for that matter but i really want to
i love all my friends that are insaide my computer, im going to find a way to get u guys out someday trust me
I am rotting away for the sake of those who claim to love me
i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds
I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination
The masculine connotation of a bow tie and the feminine connotation of a bow on the top of the head implies a nonbinary bow style placed directly over the nose
one must imagine sisyphus grinding his penis on the rock, moaning wantonly
Chronic emptiness will be the death of me. I can’t seem to fill the void no matter how hard I try.
touch starved but for physical violence