‘No Matter What, I Still Want To Be Here With You. I Will Always, ALWAYS, Want To Be Here With You.’

“Swift as a deer. Quiet as a shadow. Quick as a snake. Calm as still water. Strong as a bear. Fierce as a wolverine. The man who fears losing has already lost. Fear cuts deeper than swords.”

Franz Hopper: I've given Jeremie all the tools he needs to save the world.

Yumi: You fucked up a perfectly good boy genius is what you did. Look at him. He's got anxiety.

IF I ONLY COULD, I’D BE RUNNING UP THAT HILL

SAME AFFF BISHH

21 Things i’ve learned from Twenty Øne Piløts

1. It’s okay to not be okay

2. one day i’ll be okay

3. everyone has problems

4. One day i’ll find that person/friend that will understand me and be there for me no matter what

5. music is a therapy

6. create even when people tell me not to

7. follow what I believe in and go after what I want

8. keep creating

9. the voices in my head will keep trying to bring me down, but i’ll find a way to fight them

10. hold onto the one thing that brings me safety and comfort

11. Sometimes it’s hard to keep your faith strong. And it’s okay to question your faith. 

12. there are others just like me, just trying to survive in a world filled with hatred and sadness. 

13. Find my reason to stay alive 

14. The things i see when i’m trying to sleep will be gone when I wake up

15. the morning is when night is dead

16. The agony will pass and I will find rest eventually

17. USE MUSIC TO SURVIVE

18. Dont take my life away from those who love me, even when i don’t feel loved.

19. There is someone out there who needs me just like I need TØP.

20. Keep dreaming. Keep creating. Keep living. Keep trying. Keep my head up. Keep breathing. 

21.  Stay Alive

…..I know there are more things they have taught me, but its 2am and i’m actually tired. So i’m gonna try to sleep. 

Me: there's no more fanfics to read. what am I supposed to do now?

Responsibilities: hey

Me:

Me: *rereads old fanfics*

A robotic nurse?

just a whole list of all the musicals that I have saved on my spotify i guess

The Light In The Piazza

Hadestown

Cats

Joseph And The Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat

The Phantom Of The Opera

School Of Rock

The Last Five Years

Dogfight

Mamma Mia

Bring It On

Hair

Annie

Preludes

The Band’s Visit

American Psycho

Spring Awakening

Dracula The Musical

Ghost Quartet

Hedwig And The Angry Inch

Jekyll And Hyde

Jersey Boys

Jesus Christ Superstar

Be More Chill

Heathers

Les Miserables

In The Heights

Catch Me If You Can

Mary Poppins

Carrie: The Musical

Mozart L’Opera Rock

A Chorus Line

Evita

Hello, Dolly!

Oklahoma!

South Pacific

The Rocky Horror Picture Show

West Side Story

Ain’t Too Proud

Charlie And The Chocolate Factory

Groundhog Day

Hairspray

Head Over Heels

If/Then

Into The Woods

Kinky Boots

The Prom

Thoroughly Modern Millie

Bonnie & Clyde

The Little Mermaid

Amélie

Billy Elliot

SpongeBob Squarepants

Miss Saigon

21 Chump Street

The Sound Of Music

Everybody’s Talking About Jamie

Pretty Woman

Sister Act

Six The Musical

Little Shop Of Horrors

A Gentelman’s Guide To Love And Murder

The Trail To Oregon!

The Book Of Mormon

Aladdin

Anastasia

Annie Get Your Gun

Bandstand

Bare: A Pop Opera

Beautiful: The Carol King Musical

Beauty And The Beast

Brigadoon

Chicago

The Color Purple

Dear Evan Hansen

Falsettos

Fiddler On The Roof

Finding Neverland

Firebringer

Frozen: The Broadway Musical

Fun Home

Funny Girl

Godspell

Grease

Hamilton

The Hunchback Of Notre Dame

Legally Blonde

The Lightning Thief

The Lion King

Matilda

Mean Girls

My Fair Lady

Natasha, Pierre & The Great Comet Of 1812

A New Brain

Newsies

Next To Normal

Once On This Island

Pippin

RENT

R&H’s Cinderella

Shrek The Musical

Something Rotten!

Sunday In The Park With George

Sweeney Todd

Tuck Everlasting

Waitress

Wicked

25th Annual Putnam Spelling Bee

Come From Away

I realize now that I’m not actually that far off the 100 musical deadline

Huh

ANYWAY

This pretty much confirms I’m obsessed with musicals

Kay bye