Tonights A Close Second Im Reading Lezzing Out By @homicidalbrunette

tonights a close second im reading Lezzing Out by @homicidalbrunette

after i saw their comment on @tritzie s fic  Circuits in the Sea (u need to be logged in to read so if the links janky its not my fault)

which like all of tritzes stuff is weird genderfuck i though i had sorted my shit out 2023 when i gave away my binder and was fine wearing a tank top no bra in puplic but i was wrong now im having parasocial feelings about real person katya who im seeing in a few weeks when i go to sydney for halloween/my birthday (nov 6)

anyways back to jean gennies fic its really fucking with my head i started it in march last year and didnt see anything beyond the first chapter idk how when i missed 16 updates and 2 more stories in the series but i do have a lot of bookmarks and im not the best at checking my email but i digress im halfway though and ive been reading it on and off since 5:30am yesterday (my sleep is werid dont bullly me okay) and its almost 5:30am now and i dont normally have such visceral reactions when im reading but instead of reading the fic in one go im opening it one chapter at a time and leaving a draft comment ill post when ive settled and sound less like a crazy person

like this year ive fully lost it