SA victims are allowed to be sexy. they are allowed to enjoy having sex. they aren't doomed to a life of never being confident enough to have sex again and i don't understand why people think that's the best narrative for them.
Judge x my trailer park au
im a very let-people-do-what-they-want kind of person. i enjoy doing dumb fandom things myself. i have no qualms about enjoying morally corrupt characters (literally the kid is so endearing to me). hell i have no qualms about gooning for these characters either. i usually find these things fun! funny! so dont take me as being pretentious when i say that the oversaturation of a specific idea/behavior gets extreme enough that FOR ME it devalues the novel and content surrounding it. i know the gooners probably do take the content of the book seriously and are just being silly im just personally getting more tired when i look in the main tag and see like 5 of the same exact pornographic asks about the judge. very glad you separated these asks btw š
again im not trying to morally superior im just expressing my feelings. its very excessive.
#158
Your welcome
literally addicted to him!!!!!!
! i do not endorse any harmful or bigoted ideologies !
Literally me (pls someone save me from myself)
in the most literal sense, i need to be embraced by the judgeās immense and terrible flesh. i need to push my face between his man tits, feel his big ol arms & his dainty little hands wrap around me, and just be swallowed by the darkness of his black oilskin coat. or he could just be half-naked like usual, idgaf. him crushing my spine is a need methinks.
#107
I canāt stop thinking about that girl. That shot from the credits ā where the Pinkertons approach her with a casual smile, while sheās servicing another client. Iām absolutely sure Charles had been with her more than once, not just during that mission in the Valentine saloon. Weāre not shown everything, right? We donāt see how the gang members spend their downtime, when they go into town, who they spend it with.
Iām almost certain Charles wasnāt the only one. Half the guys in the gang clearly had a thing for whores. And that woman ā that prostitute ā Iām sure she was one of the people who gave information to the Pinkertons. Maybe even about Charles himself, though he managed to leave Beecherās Hope. In the end, she definitely helped lead them to John.
Working girls donāt care what they get paid for ā whether itās to spread their legs or spill someoneās secrets. Especially if they get paid twice as much. And her clients ā even Charles ā couldnāt really hide their identity from her. Sure, heās the quiet type, but if you watch that saloon scene before the cutscene triggers, you can clearly see him talking nonstop to the girls ā his mouth never stops moving. We donāt hear any of it, but his lips are constantly moving, like heās deep in conversation. Javier, by comparison, barely moves his mouth.
Prostitutes arenāt stupid. They take mental notes on their clients ā who they are, how much theyāre worth, and whether thereās more to gain than just cash. So hereās what Iām thinking⦠I once read this crackpot theory that Charles was the real rat in the gang. Probably a joke, because the arguments were like: āHe drinks coffee. Dutch drinks coffee. Boom ā traitor.ā Seriously.
But my theory? The girls ā the prostitutes ā were the real rats. Or at least, they played a way bigger role than anyone realizes. Maybe that sounds even more insane, because Iāve got no hard evidence ā except for that one frame in the credits, where sheās clearly giving information to the agents. Maybe not directly about John, but about Charles and Javier? Very likely. And if so, all she did was pass along what the guys themselves told her ā in drunken confidence, far too trusting of their smugly satisfied, rented companion for the night.
We only see things through Arthurās eyes, but we have no idea what the others are doing. Dutch told them to blend in, act like civilized workers, and find ways to make an honest living. But he didnāt tell them to get black-out drunk, hire whores, and start bar fights. And yet thatās exactly what they did ā so recklessly it borders on stupidity. When youāre that drunk, you donāt care whoās listening or what youāre saying.
Thereās even a line in a conversation between OāDriscoll members, where they say Colm ordered them not to mess with whores until their job was done. And honestly? He was right. A drunk man whose dick is doing the thinking is no friend to his own brain. And yes ā scientific studies confirm that sexual hormones impair both cognitive and physical performance. Aroused men are less rational, more impulsive, and their coordination drops. (This is a bit of a tangent, but it fits.)
So, is it possible that one of the biggest reasons behind the gangās constant failures wasnāt just Dutchās madness or Micahās betrayal ā but the reckless, indulgent lifestyle of its men? Iām not blaming them for wanting to satisfy basic urges. But, seriously ā showing up as a group of four (Arthur, Javier, Charles, Bill) at the saloon, all of them among the most wanted criminals in the country, openly using their real names, and then starting a fight?
Thatās not just carelessness. Thatās self-destruction.
Maturing is realizing that Kureo Mado is funny as hell. Like did he murder a lot of people in horrific ways then use their corpses to murder their families? Yeah. But was he probably the biggest menace the CCG bureaucracy has ever seen and the reason several HR representatives quit their jobs? Also yes. Akira had to get her freak behavior from somewhere
tobin: you HAVE to KILL this man before he kills us, lad
the kid: lmao ok
the judge:
āVillain and violent
Infant and innocent
Baby, both arms cradle you nowā
ā Adrianne Lenker
holden IS the evening redness in the west. the bloodshed he brings. his eyes. all of it. holden is the blood meridian and thats why the kid can never escape him bc u cant outrun the sky
Blood meridian is so funny to me. Imagine being a kid and meeting some strange man who you immediately kick in the head then get your ass beat. Then! Then you two are gonna go kill a man together. Good luck. Found family.
"When the lambs is lost in the mountain, he said. They is cry. Sometime come the mother. Sometime the wolf." 20yo, she/he/they, AFAB. Mostly WIPs or art, maybe even some fanfics; won't post a lot (I have a hyperfixation with BM, God forbid to someone like me to have a hobby š). Always free to talk.
84 posts