“When the lambs is lost in the mountain, he said. They is cry. Sometime come the mother. Sometime the wolf.”
Blood Meridian (1985) — Cormac McCarthy
i had a dream where ivmet judge and he turned my teeth to maggits . i wokw up screaming at three am and woke up my dad who asked if i wanted to dance anx never die but i wasnt actually awake and then the kid showed up with a dog without a head and melted jnto blood that dripped upward. am i in danger
#143
My weirdest Judge fantasy is the one where he just holds me gently and protects.
#106
anon #144 better write that fic with long sentences, long words, and no quotation marks. just like cormac mccarthy intended
#161
im a very let-people-do-what-they-want kind of person. i enjoy doing dumb fandom things myself. i have no qualms about enjoying morally corrupt characters (literally the kid is so endearing to me). hell i have no qualms about gooning for these characters either. i usually find these things fun! funny! so dont take me as being pretentious when i say that the oversaturation of a specific idea/behavior gets extreme enough that FOR ME it devalues the novel and content surrounding it. i know the gooners probably do take the content of the book seriously and are just being silly im just personally getting more tired when i look in the main tag and see like 5 of the same exact pornographic asks about the judge. very glad you separated these asks btw 🙏
again im not trying to morally superior im just expressing my feelings. its very excessive.
#158
Your welcome
judge holden needs to cut me open and put his dih in the wound fr
#169
Chapter 14 - The Judges Dogma
i plan on rereading blood meridian cause i haven't stopped thinking about how both the judge and dutch tried getting the kid and john to view the world through their lens, and how both the kid and john denied them their vision. like there's something about monsters seeking companionship and thinking they've found it, they've found the perfect protégé, someone who has the capacity to view their vision of the world, etcetera etcetera. a companion of the dark gift. someone who shares the same dark pleasure.
the way dutch says, "you never had the stomach for this." / "you never could see what i see, john. you were too scared." something about how he says, "come closer i've got surprise for you." something about how he says, "you always were a bad liar, john."
and how the judge tells the kid, "come here if you're not afraid" and "you came forward to take part in a work. but you were a witness against yourself. you sat in judgement of your own deeds. you put your own allowances before the judgement of history and you broke with the body of which you were pledged a part and poisoned it in all its enterprises. hear me, man. i spoke in the desert for you and only you and you turned a deaf ear to me." something about how the kid says, "lies, lies by god lies." and the judge says, "think again."
the parallels.. o(<
rraaaaahhh!!
that feeling when you doze off a little to a vivid image of the judge sucking your dick while he bullies your cunt with his fingers and it shocks you so much it jolts you awake
is this relatable guys?
#184
‘Villain and violent
Infant and innocent
Baby, both arms cradle you now’
— Adrianne Lenker
Blessed be the children,
Each and every one come to know their god through some senseless act of violence
"When the lambs is lost in the mountain, he said. They is cry. Sometime come the mother. Sometime the wolf." 20yo, she/he/they, AFAB. Mostly WIPs or art, maybe even some fanfics; won't post a lot (I have a hyperfixation with BM, God forbid to someone like me to have a hobby 😔). Always free to talk.
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