Crying rn, this is ADORABLE- I love them and the soft ambience of this chapter makes me feel so happyđ„°đ
you and wanda talk and so do you and your girlfriend.
older!natasha romanoff x younger!reader
warnings: major age gap, natasha being a cute sappy older girlfriend, talks about past abuse, angst but the good kind.
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Wandaâs room is settled a few doors from yours. Itâs the one at the end of the hallway, it sits closed, the lock clicked. Itâs the only one thatâs locked and isolated from the rest and when the silence of the house settles in, you understand why she chose this suite.
You donât force your way in but instead, a gentle knock caresses the oak wood of her door. It echoes loud throughout the hallway and almost makes you cringe but she actually opens the door and finds you staring at her, you almost feel bad for intruding in a moment that was supposed to be herâs.
She stares at you with a glare, a purse to her lips that almost makes them look like a scowl. âCan I help you?â
You gently smiled at the woman, guilt and sympathy written on the features of your face. You couldnât possibly have known what Wanda was feeling but you knew she could with you. You didnât mind that she could read your thoughts, Natasha had always been against it, soemthing about the carelessness of your actions or the way you held yourself when it came to privacy.
Perhaps, it was because you never had it growing up. It was something earned. Even back then, HYDRA never really gave much privacy to any of the test subjects. You were forced to live within one another. Cells made for a two people capacity were filled with about five girls at once.
It was easier said than done but Wanda didnât need to know any of that just so you could guilt trip her into talking to you. If it was something she didnât want to do, you would respect it.
You were here just to hope that you could earn herâs in return.
âAre you alright?â It was genuine as that but the way the Sokovianâs features twisted in disgust made her think otherwise.
âAm I alright?â She scoffed. Which you frowned in response, your head cocking in question. âMaybe if you kept it in your fucking pants then yeah, I wouldâve been alright.â
Your shoulders sagged at her accusation. You never meant to hurt her. You understood where she came from. With Irina and everything, Natasha and Yelena. Wanda was a stepping stone that felt like she was taken advantage of. You did feel for her, but you couldnât and wouldnât excuse her for that.
âIâm sorry if Iâve offended you.â
She shook her head and offered a laugh.
âI really am, Wanda. I know how much Natasha meant to you and Iâve never mean to hurt you in any way. I know I canât offer you solace, Iâm not Natasha but I donât want carry the burden of hurting you.â
The Sokovian looked at you as she blinked. You couldnât tell what was going on in her mind, it was too odd. While you meant every word you said, you just hoped that she could process them to fully embrace her reality.
The silence between you were broken when you heard padded steps down the hallway. When you turned, and looked, Natasha strode towards you in the jean shorts she wore.
âDetka...â Her accent was stronger and you offered her a twitch of your lips. She walked faster and when she finally found you, her eyes also saw her past lover. She turned back to you, her facade returning as she grinned. âWeâre playing truth or dare.â
Wanda gave a snort. âWhat are you guys? Twelve?â
You giggled at the Sokovianâs comment, which in tow, made Natasha smile. But it dropped as soon as the comment fell silent and Wanda stood awkwardly between the three of you.
Natasha tugged on your arm, acting like a child as if she wasnât twenty years your senior. You smiled at her then turned to Wanda.
âI mean what I said, Wanda.â She blinked at you. You said no less and when you turned to walk with Natasha, she led you down the hallway, her hand intertwined with yours, her lips against your temple.
âI love you, okay?â
You nodded. âI know...â
The sunset at the lake makes everything okay. Your eyes glaze over at the way the waters casts a nice glow, the sun, warm, but the wind makes it chill.
You smile at the view. Something about it makes your body ache and relax with a snap of a finger. Your eyes close when you felt a touch to your back, a soothing dancing finger along your exposed spine.
You love it here and you never want to leave.
You apparently expressed it vocally when Natasha chuckles beside you and kisses your exposed shoulder.
âMe too, kotenok.â
You beamed at her, excited by the idea. âReally?â
She smiled gently, her features soft and kind, and her eyes twinkled green. It made the insides of your stomach churn and your heart ache.
Natasha twirled a strand of your hair around her slender finger. It made your cheeks flush in return.
âIf thatâs what you really want. Then Iâd do it in a heartbeat.â Her sultry voice held a genuine tone to it. They always did and there was a reason why you found solace and comfort in Natasha. She was someone you could rely on, life or death.
âYou know I wouldnât ask that of you.â You reached out to the older woman to touch her hand. Your eyes carefully examined her features, the wrinkles around her eye, the smile lines on her face. God, this woman would be the death of you.
Every bit of Natasha made her. But you know, there was some part of her that reminded you of Irina. It wasnât bad. It was just... nostalgic.
âYou have too much here to give it up.â
Natasha almost chuckled as she shook her head.
âDoesnât mean I wouldnât do it for you.â
You sighed and almost felt an ache in your heart. Not the bad kind, but certainly not the good one either. It was just the way Natasha said it. The way she would drop everything for you. The selfishness of it all.
You leaned against her. Cheek against her arm while she held you against her. Your eyes closed once more.
âEven if we did,â you started, âIâm not saying I want to. But if we did... Would you be happy with that lifestyle?â
Natasha sighed.
âI think itâs something I could adjust to.â You nodded but she wasnât done. âI love you, thatâs all I know is for certain. I wouldnât mind living out the rest of my life if itâs with you.â
Warmth raced to your cheeks and you flushed, Natasha couldnât help but chuckle at your state despite her soothing words prior. You fell into her hold and melted.
âI canât believe I have someone like you living.â
âI can.â She smiled as she huddled against your body, feeling as you relaxed under her touch. âI hope everything was fine with Wanda.â
You frowned and you shook your head.
âI feel responsible.â
âFor what?â
âFor taking you away.â
Natasha shook her head and frowned. She let you sit up and when you did, she stared at you with confused eyes and a pinched set of brows.
âYou didnât take me away, kotenok. I chose to be with you.â She cupped your cheek, and in the comfort of her soft palms, she titled your head to face her gaze.
âWhat me and Wanda had nothing to do you with you and I understand you feel some part in hurting my ex... You donât. Itâs between me and her. And Iâm incredibly sorry that she had decided to make you feel that way.â
âI donât hope for her to forgive me easily.â You shrugged. âBut I wish she would let me be happyâ
Natasha shook her head and frowned. âAnd thereâs nothing wrong with that, my love. You are allowed to be selfish. You deserve every bit to be selfish. Okay?â
You nodded softly at her words but the tears that stained your cheeks made her frown deepened. She wiped them away with her thumb and sighed.
âItâs okay, baby.â You shook your head, attempting to swallow the sob bubbling your throat. But it was futile as you started hiccuping, shaking with a cry as Natasha took you in and embraced you.
âI want you to live the very best version of your life.â Natasha kissed the top of your head. âWith or without me, donât let anyone else tell you otherwise.â
You sniffed, calming down with every hiccuping breath you took. While your chest ached at the idea of living a life with out Natasha, you knew with her memories you could.
And as the sunsets, your breathing falling along with it, you sit at the edge of the dock with your girlfriend at peace. Everything about it. Her love, her embrace.
âWe should head in.â
The silence answers her and when she stands, you take her hand and you let her lead you inside. The steps against the wooden floor makes it sound padded and both of you just smile at the way the silence of the hallway echoes every breath.
That night, you fall asleep clothed against Natasha. Buried in the crook of her neck, she smells like the sun and everything you admire.
Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x Reader
Summary: You find yourself in a situation you never would have imagined, and Natasha has to make a choice- will she save you or her sister?
Word Count: 1,844
Warnings: Heavy angst, angst without a happy ending, guns, descriptions of torture, descriptions murder, death, major character death, blood, stabbing, broken bones, grief, depression, self-blame, and cursing.
A/N: Here you go anon! I made this like super angsty, I guessed you might have wanted that? Sorry if this was too angsty though! This was something that was so painful to write but also I was invested in it. I would say enjoy but⊠read the warnings, man.
Natasha never would have thought that she would have to choose between her sister and the love of her life. You supposed she would have laughed and scoffed. This was mainly because of how smoothly her life had been going- she left the Avengers to live out her life with you, and was fitting into a society surprisingly well.
The idea that someone could simply come by and snatch up the two people she cared most for and threaten her with it- well, she couldnât even think about it without tearing up.
Unfortunately, thatâs exactly what happened. And there was nothing Natasha could do anymore.
Your day started relatively normal. You had woken up a bit late and barely made it to work on time, but you quickly found yourself working through your workday routine. There were meetings here and there, and you worked on responding to emails.
You looked over at the clock and yawned, getting ready to pack up for the day and head home. It was roughly 5:30 PM when you started driving back to your apartment but quickly noticed a van following behind you.
At first glance, it didnât worry you that much. You were an average person, so the idea anyone would have it out for you didnât make much sense.
But when you went around the block to your apartment building and the car still followed you into the parking lot, you got panicky. You stopped the car and locked all the doors before reaching for your phone and dialing Natashaâs number.
âHey, baby whatâs up?â You heard the redhead ask from the other line.
You took a deep breath, âSomeoneâs following me, Nat. Someone in a van- theyâre sitting in the parking lot and they havenât come out yet, but Iâm scared.â
Natasha paused, âOkay, donât panic. Just drive back to the cafe, Iâm about a three minute walk from there. Weâll meet up. Just drive there- Yelena works there so you should be safe.â
âNo, thereâs a man in a dark hoodie walking towards me, I donât-â
The call ended.
You panicked, looking for every weapon you could possibly use when you heard a fist banging on the window. You silently prayed that Natasha would drive over and assume that you were in danger- which you most certainly were.
You screamed when the man ripped your car door completely off and grabbed your neck and arm. You tried to yell for help, but his grip was too tight, and you were quickly losing oxygen.
Your only thoughts were on Natasha- how you missed her. How it wasnât your time to die yet. How you werenât ready.
But then, all you felt was a sharp stinging sensation poked into your neck by a needle, and everything went black.
When you woke up, all you felt was extreme pain. Your arms hung up high by a metal chain, and you quickly noticed blood running down your wrist from how tightly the chains were. You saw a dull light and tried to figure out where you were.
As your eyes adjusted, you concluded that you were in fact in the middle of a warehouse. Deep breathes. Just think, what would Natasha do? You thought to yourself, before checking all your pockets for your phone.
No such luck. All of your personal belongings had been taken away from you.
You attempted once again to scan the room, and gasped in shock at what you saw- Yelena, in the same chains and position as you with a gag in her mouth and desperately fighting the metal that restrained her.
You fought back your urge to scream- you had to help her, and you had to help her now. You lowered your voice and whispered, âYelena, itâs me. Itâs Y/N. You have to calm down, okay?â
You could see the blondeâs eyes widen as she tried to get a good look at you. You noticed her trying to get rid of the gag with her tongue, and eventually, it fell out of her mouth. âThey took us. They want to get to Natasha- they want her. Theyâll kill us if we donât-â
Yelena never got the opportunity to finish her sentence when a tall, brunette woman slapped her across the face and put the gag back in her mouth.
You felt sick just seeing the womanâs disgusting, evil smirk at the pain you both were in. âItâs nice to finally have you both here. Truly, I am. Now, I know youâre both very smart people. And I think the two of you know exactly what I want. Hm?â
You paused but nodded, âI know who you want. You want Natasha- youâll never get her. Sheâs too smart- sheâll come with the Avengers and youâll never see the light of day again!â You hissed at her- and your rage only grew when the woman simply chuckled in response.
âThatâs adorable. But your little girlfriend is already on the way, my dear. When I told her that she had two hours to come here and choose who to save-â
You cut the woman off, âChoose to save? No, donât you want her dead- you want to murder her! Youâre using us as bait, why would you-â
âListen! You do not know what happened in my past. I donât wish to see Romanoff die. Now, that would be much too cruel. I want to see her suffer- I want to see the pain in her eyes realizing that she will be the reason one of you wonât walk out of here alive. I want her to be tortured by her guilt every day she walks on this planet.â The brunette growled at you, and you almost felt nauseous as you saw a sick smile tilt her lips.
Yelenaâs face dropped, and you could hear the broken sobs racking her chest through the cloth in her mouth. You on the other hand felt painfully numb. A type of numbness feeling youâd never experienced before- it was so strong that you felt you couldnât live with it.
âThree⊠two⊠one.â
There was a crash and Natasha came rushing in, a gun pointed straight at the womanâs head. âLet them go! They have nothing to do with us, Widow. Allow them to leave here safely and Iâll replace them.â
The woman, or Widow you supposed, just chuckled quietly and shook her head, âNo Romanoff. Youâre not calling the shots here anymore. You donât get to choose- well, actually, maybe you do.â Her head tilted before she called out, âBoys! Itâs ready!â
Natasha tried to rush over to Yelena, but the Widow simply pushed her right back.
You saw two men wearing all black walk into the room, and you felt the cool metal of a gun pressed firmly against your temple and a strong, muscular arm wrapped around your neck. You glanced over at Yelena, who was in the same situation as you.
âYou see Romanoff, Iâm not here to kill you. Iâm only here to kill one of your loves here- which is up to you of course.â Widow replied, looking at her nails, seeming completely unbothered by the events that were occurring.
Natashaâs face streamed with tears and she said in a broken voice, âYou canât expect me to choose. I canât choose between them- I love them both. I canât-â She was cut off but Yelenaâs scream when the man took a knife and firmly stabbed her thigh.
Natasha was quick to run over but Widow was faster, holding her back, âNow, now your lovely sister will be fine, Romanoff. But I have noticed you care for her, yes? I suppose Y/N can be the one to go then?â
You let out a choke when the arm around your neck tightened, and you felt your airway close. âNo, leave them alone! Fucking stop, get off of me you bitch! Stop, stop!â Natasha yelled, thrashing in Widowâs arms.
You could see Natasha's eyes go back and forth, watching life slowly drain out of both of you. You had stab wounds in both of your legs, and you were choking while Yelena had both of her wrists broken.
âStop it! Please goddamnit, stop it! I canât, you have to stop! Kill me instead, please! Donât make me watch them die, just fucking please!â Natasha begged in a hoarse voice, cries of agony ripping through her.
Widow tutted, âOh you poor thing. Donât you understand? They donât both have to die. You can save one of them- why let them both die? Choose Romanoff. Their time will come soon.â
âNo, no-â Yelena screamed with a sob when the man stabbed her in her upper right arm- âYou leave my sister alone, stop!â
âNat⊠please.â You begged her, your oxygen slowly running out. You saw the redhead look at you with watery eyes, and looked away, almost too ashamed to see you. âWe have everything planned out⊠we have a future.â
âIâm sorry baby.â She let out another sob, tears violently running down her cheeks. âIâm so sorry Y/N, I love you so much. Iâll love you forever, baby. Iâll never forget you.â
âNO, PLEASE-â
âYelena.â Natasha whispered quietly to Widow, and she gave a short nod of approval for the man to finally end your suffering
âYou canât, Nat, NO-â
The click of the gun went off, and the bullet ran through your skull. Natasha cried out as blood ran down your temples, and your eyes had no emotion in them.
âItâs okay, Romanoff. We canât save them all, hm?â Widow said with a sadistic grin before looking towards the man, who still had a grip on Yelena. âItâs okay. Let Belova go with her sister.â
Yelena was quickly removed from her chains and Natasha wasted no time running over to her and grasping her in her arms.
âTheyâre gone- because of me! I did this, Iâm a murderer- Iâm a killer-â Yelena shushed her and slowly rocked her.
âNo Nat. Youâre not a killer, far from it. Widow didnât give you a choice, okay? Youâre a good person, Nat. Y/N understood- they loved you. They would never blame you.â Yelena grunted in pain, falling over.
Natasha gasped and helped the blonde stand, âWe have to get you to a hospital, come on. Letâs go.â The redhead promptly scooped up her sister and ran to the nearest door before running into the daylight.
âItâs going to be okay, Nat. Y/N loved you. Please, understand that they will always love you.â Natasha slowly shook her head, tears forming once again in her eyes,
âI heard their voice, and it wasnât one of forgiveness. They loved me with all their heart and I threw it away- Iâll never be able to live without them, Lena. I cannot feel happy anymore.â
âThatâs not true, you donât know-â
âIt is. Without them, Iâm nothing. Just an empty shell. And for what Iâve done, itâs what I deserve. I deserve this guilt, this suffering. I truly do.â
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OMG HII for slutty Sunday, I've had this thought stuck in my head for so long but basically dom!CEO!Natasha romanoff brings sub!shy!female reader to work and there's cockwarming, use of vibrators AND BASICALLY JUST NAT TEASING R AND DEGRADATION AND PRAISE KFOROFOEIDIDJFJJWOW also r is so innocent and just lets her mistress play with her and I can't get rid of the thought of nat having r kneel beside and table and just plays with her boobs and fucks r's mouth w her fingers *dies* yeah anyway. Horknee.
-Raven <3
Summary: Natasha finds a way to entertain herself at work: you.
Warning: smut, cockwarming, vibrators, praise, degradation, mistress kink, not proofread
A/N: iâm in love with this request so i turned it into a short fic
âCome here,â the redhead says, beckoning you over. She pats her lap as she pulls away from the desk to make space for you. You hesitantly make your way over to her. The woman becomes impatient as she pulls you onto her lap herself.
âNatty,â you start but a sharp look from the woman in front of you has you saying, âmistress?â She hums in return as she ducks her head to scatter kisses across the skin of your neck. Your head falls back slightly to give her more space on her canvas.
You swallow harshly when her hand comes up to grope your chest. You donât know what to say so you remain silent until the redhead glances up at your flustered expression. âThereâs no need to be shy,â she mutters against your skin.
Natasha pulls away to stroke your heated cheek. She leans down to press her lips against your timid ones. Her palm comes up to cup the back of your neck bringing you closer to her. The woman has no rush, simply trying to coax you from your shell.
Her hands run down your sidesâyou let out a giggleâlanding on your hips. Natasha untucks your shirt as her hands run up under it to grope at your chest again. She pulls away to grin at you before gently pushing you off her.
You stare at the woman with wide eyes but quickly become flustered at the sight of the toy in her hand. She beckons you over with a mischievous grin. Her hands come up to your hips, swiftly pulling your pants down as you watch her with blazed cheeks.
âBe a good girl and put this on,â she grins handing you the pretty pink vibrator. You gawk at the woman, lips parted as you struggle to say something. Natasha raises a brow at you silently encouraging you to speakâhoping sheâll get to punish you.
âHere?â you ask timidly, glancing around the office where anyone could come in at any moment. She chuckles at your timidness.
âWhere else?â Thatâs all you needed to hesitantly pull your panties down before youâre interrupted, âkeep them on,â she says. You swallow harshly at her command but nod.
Once itâs in, you deal with the discomfort for a moment before you jolt forward, almost falling into your mistressâ arms. âOh!â you let out as Natasha catches you. You can see the remote in her hand as she controls the vibrations that have your eyes rolling to the back of your head.
âGo ahead and kneel for me,â she mutters, pointing to the spot beside her chair. You glance down at the dirty floor before pleadingly glancing up at the woman. âDonât make me tell you again.â
You have no other choice than to slowly make your way down. The floor is cool against your knees as you stare up at your mistress. She brings a hand down to cup your cheek as she coos at you. âSuch a good girl,â she says.
At her praise, you canât help but buck your hips against the floor, desperate for any sort of friction. âDirty whore,â she mutters, lightly slapping your cheek. She doesnât hesitate to bring up the setting on the vibrator, though, reveling in the way you buck against the air.
âPlease,â you whine, wanting her to touch you. She tuts at you before turning away from yourâas she calls itâpathetic whines. Natasha leaves the high setting on yet ignores your pleas to cum. She knows you will anyway and sheâll take great pleasure in punishing you for it.
When you do cumâwithout permissionâshe grins to herself before turning to you with a mischievous glint in her eyes. âDesperate whore just couldnât help herself, could she?â she mocks. She chuckles at your tears as you apologize profusely.
âSorry wonât do it now,â she coos but beckons you up. Youâre quick to stand as you shuffle on your feet, afraid of whatever punishment was ahead of you. Natasha pulls you closer to her by the back of your neck. âNaughty girls get punished,â she mutters.
She keeps you there close to her as her fingers come up to your mouth. The redhead pushes in two fingers into your mouth resting against your tongue before they make their way down to trigger your gag reflex. Natasha chuckles at that mercilessly fucking your face before she pulls her fingers away with a trail of saliva.
She watches you attempt to regain your breath as she unbuckles her belt. The woman pulls out her strap which you recognize as the biggest one she has. She pays her lap and youâre quick to straddle her. Natasha pushes aside your panties and guides her strap into your glistening cunt.
âNow, youâre gonna stay here and warm my cock while I finish up, and Iâll deal with you when we get home,â she grins. You donât know what she has up her sleeve but when her knee starts bouncing you know what it is. She knows the effect she has on you as you notice the subtle smirk on her face as she works.
âIf you move your punishment will be even worse.â
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Summary: Facing the threat of deportation to her home country Russia, book editor Natasha Romanoff comes to an agreement with her assistant to get married. With that, comes a visit to the assistants hometown and meeting all of her family. Can they fool everyone that theyâre in love? Will they have to pretend for the rest of their lives?
Tags: Natasha Romanoff x Reader, Natasha Romanoff Fic, Natasha Romanoff Fanfic, Natasha Romanoff, Black Widow Fic, Movie Fic, The Proposal (2009), Reader has Daddy Issues, Natasha is Readers Boss, Fake Marriage, Fake Dating, Meeting Family,
Warnings: Cursing, Mentions of Sex, Marriage?, Daddy Issues, Boss x Assistant,
Word Count: 3.4K
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A/N: this fic is based on the 2009 movie The Proposal with Sandra Bullock and Ryan Reynolds. some of the events have been changed to fit Natasha and to make it easier for me lol. please please leave comments or come scream at me about it :)) iâm actually estatic about this fic istg. also iâm seeing spider-man for the first time today wish me luck. just got my booster shot so iâll exercise my arm while wiping tears
The Proposal Chapter One
Working for Natasha Romanoff is hard on a normal day. On a day like today, itâs absolute hell. You woke up later because the power in the building went out sometime in the night. Which leaves you where you are now, rushing around your apartment, looking for anything you can put on. Thereâs one clean dress shirt hanging in the closet, and you find the slacks you wore yesterday on the floor. They look clean enough, so you put them on, hopping around on one foot frantically while putting on one shoe.
You practically run to the Starbucks thatâs close to where you work. Kate, the barista, already has your drinks made.
âYouâre a lifesaver, Kate.â
âDonât forget it,â she calls back with a smile.
You go as fast as you think you can with hot coffee, yelling apologies behind you at the people you bump into.
The elevator doors shut behind you just as you make it into them.
âJust in time,â you say to yourself, casting glances and awkward smiles at the people next to you. As soon as you hear the ding for your floor, you get again start hauling ass to Natashaâs office. Unfortunately, because thatâs how today is going to be apparently, you crash into someone, spilling coffee down the front of your shirt.
A string of curses falls from your lips as you help the man up. Your shirt has dark stains all down the front. Youâre pretty sure itâs not something Natasha will accept in her office.
You walk down the row of desk and stop in from of the first person you see thatâs wearing something you can match with and not look like you picked a random shirt.
âIâll give you company seats to the New York Avengers if you give me your shirt. You have five seconds to agree.â You start counting, and they run to the bathroom to change. You follow, thanking them profoundly along the way.
You rush to Natashaâs office, getting there right before she does. When Natasha walks in, youâre waiting by her desk, coffee in hand. She curtly thanks you and sits down at her desk, going through her paperwork.
Sheâs wearing a dark blue dress with a matching belt. Her hair is pinned back in the illusion of a simple bun, but you know how long she probably spent doing it. Youâve never seen her hair down. You know better than to ask.
âYour immigration lawyer called,â you say quickly, wanting to get this part of the day out of the way and go back to your desk.
âCancel the appointment. And add open up my schedule on that weekend in September we talked about. Fury has decided to do Oprah.â
âFury decided or you worked your persuasive magic on him and made the decision for him?â
âTheyâre the same thing,â she dismisses.
âRight. You have a conference call with Steve Rogers in 37 minutes and a staff meeting at 9:00. Also, someone called about the winter release for-â
âTell then it is what it is and that if they think I can change time they should pay me more.â
âIâll tell them politely no.â
âWaste of time,â she mutters. Youâre about to leave when you remember that you have one more think to ask about.
âDid you have the chance to read the manuscript I sent you?â you ask, standing on the opposite side of Natashaâs desk.
âI started it, but I lost interest fairly quickly. Nothing really impressive about it.â
You start to exit the room and relax a little bit at your desk, but Natasha calls you back.
âWait. Who is Kate and why does she want me to call her?â
You turn around slowly, meeting Natashaâs uninterested gaze. âThat was mine. Yours spilled.â
âYou drink a lavender latte with almond milk and foam?â
âYes,â you say convincingly. âIt tastes like summertime in my mouth,â you end lamely, your statement sounding much more like a question.
âHm. Itâs strange, because thatâs my exact drink order. You wouldnât possibly be ordering my drink for yourself in case you spill one of them because youâre scared shitless of what would happen. No, that would make you very much pathetic.â
Thatâs actually exactly what you do. She knows it. You know it. You should admit it. But what comes out of your mouth instead is: âOf course not. I just really like lavender coffee.â
âMhm. The phones are ringing. Go do your job and answer it.â
âYou got it.â
Again, before you leave she calls out to you. âOh, one more thing. Thereâs a book fair this weekend that I need you to go to with me.â
âThis weekend?â you ask.
âYep,â she says, popping the p loudly. âIs that a problem?â Yes.
âNo.â
You spend a while at your desk, taking calls and filing through the manuscripts that Natasha thinks are worth her time. You make sure to check the simple things like format and grammar, outlining them in red pen so she doesnât have to do it.
Being an editor has always been your dream job. Growing up, books had been your form of escape from the overwhelming weight of your family. They led you through good times and bad, and gave you something to look forward to during the worst. Being Natashaâs assistant gives you an amazing opportunity to be just that, if you can make it.
Youâre interrupted from a thrilling story when the phone rings.
âMs. Romanoffâs office, how can I help you?â
âThereâs my baby,â a familiar voice says.â
âHi, Mom. Iâm at work, is everything okay?â
âYou sound stressed? Is that devil woman working you too hard again?â she frets. You can hear her frown.
âWhen is she not? Look, mom, I needed to talk to you anyway. I canât come to Grammyâs birthday this weekend.â
âWhat?â You have to hold the phone away from your ear, wincing at the sudden volume of her voice. âYou already bought tickets. You promised you would be here.â
âYeah, well plans changed. It was nothing I could control.â
âPut your boss on the phone. I have a few choice words for her.â
âIf only I couldâ- you look up to see Natasha walking over to your desk-âoffer you a better deal, but unfortunately our prices are set. Goodbye.â You hang up the phone and turn to Natasha.
âWas that your mom?â she asks, walking down the aisle.
âYep.â
âDid she want to kill me like usual?â
âYep. Sheâs mad youâre making me miss Gammyâs 90th birthday.â
âGood. Consistency is key.â She stops at the door marked for D. Dreykov, knocking and pushing the glass door open.
âMs. Romanoff, itâs good to see you,â acknowledges Dreykov, putting down his drink. With a vague sense of puzzlement you notice that itâs whiskey.
âItâs fucking eight thirty in the morning,â you murmer, low enough so Dreykov doesnât hear. Youâre pretty sure Natasha does, but she hides her smile by turning away. Even if she wasnât, youâre going to pretend she does just to annoy her.
âYou as well. How are you?â she ventures, looking pointedly at his glass.
âThe same. You?â
âI canât complain,â says Natasha, turning to a huge wooden armoire in the corner of the room.
âIs it new?â she inquires, tracing it with her fingers.
âItâs an eighteenth century piece,â he brags. âBut to my office, yes it is new. You can't come here to talk about furniture, Ms. Romanoff. How can I help you?â You brace for what comes next. Knowing Dreykov, this isnât going to go well.
âYouâre fired,â Natasha says bluntly, no look of sympathy on her face. Itâs a face you never hope to see looking at you.
âYou better be joking,â laughs Dreykov.
âDo I look like Iâm joking?â
âYouâre overreacting. You got Fury to do the show anyway.â
âAm I? You have two months to find yourself a new job. Everyone will be told that you resigned.â With that, Natasha walks out, you right behind her.
âWhatâs the update? Howâs he looking?â she asks, questioning you about Dreykovâs reaction. You look back and see Dreykov pacing around the room.
âFuming. Trying to decide if heâs going to come over here.â
âShit. Donât do it, Dreykov. Itâs the wrong move.â
âHeâs doing it.â
âDamn it.â Natasha turns around to see Dreykov coming towards her.
âYou bitch,â he seethes. âYou fired me because you thought I was better than you! Youâre threatened by me, so you took me out. This has nothing to do with the Fury interview.â His voice raises volume, attracting interested stares from the people in the office. The same people who are quick to look away whenever Natasha starts speaking.
Calmly, she explains. âYouâre right. I didnât fire you because of Fury. That would be pointless and putting my own neck on the line. I fired you because, not only are you lazy and an asshole, you treat everyone in this office, including me, your boss, like they owe you something just for being in your presence. You show up late, drink all day, and turn in shitty work. And, frankly, I just donât like you. So there you go. Thatâs why you got fired. If I hear another word Iâm going to have my assistant over there call security to escort you out. Looks like you wonât be resigning after all.â
He starts to speak, but Natasha cus him off. âNot another word.â Her eyebrows raise, almost challenging him to speak again. He doesnât. Instead, he storms off to his room like a child.
âUpstairs called my office directly. Iâll have to go up there inâ-Natasha checks her watch-âfive minutes. After ten in the room, I want you to make up an excuse and come get me. We have to much to do.â
âSure thing.â Natasha heads the opposite direction while you go back to your desk. The office relaxes significantly as she leaves, people starting to talk about what just happened. You almost hear a sigh of relief sweep across the office when sheâs gone.
You wait ten minutes, answering one call and sitting there the rest of the time. Then, you take the elevator to the next floor, deemed by everyone âthe upstairs.â At the end of the hallway is a large office with huge windows.
You pop your head into the door of the office and are met with an immediate call to get out. Such polite people.
âSorry to interrupt, gentlemen. Natasha, I have Sam Wilson on the phone for you. I told him to call back later, but he insists that itâs important and cannot wait.â You expect her to come with you like she always does when she tells you to do this, but she doesnât move. She just stares at you, then looks back at her bosses, then back at you.
She mouths something to you that you canât decipher. She does it again, and motions for you to go stand next to her.
âI understand the situation that Iâm currently in, thatâs why I think itâs important that you knowâŠâ
She puts her arm around your shoulders awkwardly and announces: âWeâre getting married.â
âWho is?â you question, a fake smile on your lips.
âUs. Me and you. The lovebirds of the office,âshe says through her teeth.
âUh, right,â you turn to her bosses and smile at them, trying to figure out what the fuck is going on.
âYou know, sheâs just soâŠâ Natasha trails off, looking at you.
âI feel like it shouldnât take that long to think of an adjective,â you mutter.
âHonest,â bites Natasha sweetly. âSheâs honest to me. It was all those late nights together and early mornings, you really see the worst of each other. But that couldnât stop us, could it sugarbear?â Sugarbear? Really? You send an unamused look at Natasha, who smiles pointedly back at you.
âSure, honeycomb,â you grimace at the endearment, hoping it doesnât sound half as ridiculous as you think it does. âWe just couldnât help ourselves from the attractive pull.â
âSomething simply happened between us that I canât explain,â concludes Natasha.
âSomething definitely happened. And thereâs definitely no logical explanation,â you agree.
âIs this-this is what you want, right? This is good?â Natasha motions between the two of
you, looking at the two men in front of you. Theyâre both wearing business smiles.
âJust make it official,â one says, pointing to his ring finger.
âThatâs hot,â says the other. You want to punch him. You donât think your fiancĂ© (?) would appreciate that, though.
âGreat. Weâll go to the immigration office right now and get this all sorted out. Thank you, gentlemen.â
âOf course. Ms. Romanoff, MsâŠâ the man at the desk trails off, giving up on remembering you name. He shrugs and goes back to his work.
âOuch,â you murmur. You walk the rest of the way in silence, trying to figure out whatâs going on. Natasha looks completely calm and in control.
Once you make it to you office, you shut the door, expecting some sort of explanation. Instead, Natasha sits down and starts working.
âWhat is it?â she asks.
âDo you want to tell me what that was about? Because last time I checked we arenât engaged and very much arenât in love.â
âI was going to be deported to Russia and fired. This makes it where that doesnât have to happen,â she states simply.
âAnd why would I comply with this? No offense, but I donât need you to have a career here,â you inquire.
âBecause if you don't, do think youâre going to be fired.â You raise your eyebrows at her, and she continues. âDreykov, who we just fired, is going to take my place. You think heâs going to keep you around? I can answer that for you. No. Heâs not. So if you want to be an editor, youâll do this.â
âJesus fucking shit.â
âThatâs quite a swear,â notes Natasha mildly. âDonât stress about it. Weâll get married, wait for me to get my green-card, and then get a quick divorce. Easy.â
âEasy,â you repeat, not convinced. Natasha tells you to clear her schedule for today and get all the papers ready to go to the immigration office. By the time youâre done, sheâs waiting at your desk for you. âLetâs get this over with. Did you make an appointment?â
âI donât think you know how this works.â
Youâre proved correct when she skips the line, cutting in front of tons of people.
âYou canât just do that,â you protest.
âI just did.â You sigh and follow her, apologizing to the people you just cut in front of.
âI need this to file for a fiancĂ© visa, please,â she says. She slides the papers across the desk, and a man approaches.
âMs. Romanoff?â he asks.
âYes?â Natasha answers, looking up from her phone.
âI need you to follow me.â
She turns to you. âSee, I know how to do this.â The man leads you to a small room with a table and three chairs. He sits in one and the two of you sit across from him.
âIâm Mr. Smith. And you just be her fiancĂ©?â he asks, looking at you.
âYes. Thatâs me. Natashaâs fiancĂ©,â you say smoothly. Natasha kicks you under the table.
âWe appreciate you seeing us on such short notice. It all just happened so quickly,â thanks Natasha.
âThat it did,â you agree. She kicks you again.
âI just have one question to ask you, and then you can be on your way.â He turns to face you. âAre you marrying Ms. Romanoff to save her from being deported to Russia, therefore committing fraud which has a penalty of five years in prison?â You stare at him with his mouth open like an idiot. Natasha tries to speak up, but he stops her.
âBecause thatâs what we think you happen to be doing, let me explain the steps that you will have to go through.â
âFirst, we ask around. Friends and coworkers will be asked if they know anything about you. Then, we ask families. After that, we check phone records and sightings. Lastly, thereâs an interview. You will be asked everything about each other. If thereâs even a slight difference in your answers, Romanoff will be deported and you will be put into jail for at least five years under the charges of fraud.â
âUnfortunately, your scare tactics wonât work because Iâm totally and completely in love with this woman,â says Natasha, startlingly convincingly.
âWhat she said,â you second, trying not to sound miserable.
âIf youâre not going to cooperate, things are going to get worse.â
âMs. Romanoff, have you told your family about the engagement?â he asks blandly.
âMy birth mother is dead and even she didnât know who my father was. My adoptive father just got out of prison in Russia and my mother is on a farm with no way to contact her,â states Natasha matter-of-factly.
âIt says here that you have a sister, Yelena Belova.â
âI havenât seen her in years.â
âAre you currently in contact with her?â
âYes, but we donât talk about our dating lives,â Natasha says.
âWhat about you, maâam? Have you told your family?â
You try to stutter out an answer, but nothing of substance comes out. You look at Natasha, hoping for a lifeline.
She rolls her eyes at you. âWe were going to tell her family this weekend. Itâs Grammyâs birthday.â
âHow old is she turning?â
â90. Right, baby?â Natasha asks you. You nod.
âThatâs a big one. She canât come here. Where does Grammy live?â
Youâre completely positive that Natasha doesnât know this. âWhy am I answering all the questions? Itâs her family,â laughs Natasha effortlessly.
âMy family is from Sitka. Everyone but me lives there.â
âFine. Friends? Do any of them know? Or does anyone at your work know?â
âWe couldnât tell them becauseâŠâ Natasha looks at you for help.
âBecause of my big promotion. I was going to be promoted to editor next year, which was a decision made before we started dating, and we didnât want people to think-â
âRight,â he cuts you off. Mr. Smith sighs and tells you that you can go. âIâm warning you, though. Iâll make sure that this is real.â
âGod forbid the book editors start taking over America,â mutters Natasha. âThank you for your cooperation,â she calls back at Mr. Smith, flipping him off.
You walk quickly out of the building, Natasha right on your heels.
âWeâre going to have to push back all of our meetings for this weekend. Can you call Steve and tell him? And we need to get a first class plane for today to Sitka. And get me the vegan meal, last time I had this terrible chicken salad,â says Natasha.
âIâm sorry, were you not in the same meeting as me? I could go to jail for doing this, and the only reason I am is so I probably donât get fired,â you exclaim, halting your walking.
âWell, what do you want?â she asks impatiently.
âI want to be an editor.â
âIâm not promoting you to editor,â she laughs.
âThen Iâm not doing this. Being your assistant for the next few years isnât worth the possibility of jail. Have fun in Russia.â
âFuck,â she groans. âFine. Welcome to the fucking team.â
âAnd I want my manuscript published.â
âTen thousand copies,â she agrees.
âAnd if Iâm going to do this, youâre going to have to ask me nicely.â
âFine. Marry me,â she says flatly.
âYou can do better than that. Come on, get down on a knee and ask me to marry you.â
âIâm not doing that,â she hisses.
âHave fun in Russia, Natasha,â you reply cheerily, starting to walk away.
âJesus. Okay, okay! Iâll do it.â Muttering insults under her breath, she slowly gets down on her knees. âDearest love, will you marry me? Nothing would make me happier.â
âI donât appreciate the sarcasm, but I accept,â you say.
âYou donât really have a choice.â
âThereâs always a choice,â you say lightly.
âIs it really a choice when one of the options is absolutely shitty?â she questions, still on the ground.
âSure it is. Iâll see you at the airport.â
âYouâre not going back to work?â she stands up clumsily, her skirt getting caught on her heel. Itâs one of the only times youâve seen her not the epitome of perfection. Itâs almost endearing. It would be more so if she wasnât asking you about work, but youâll take baby steps.
âFuck no. Iâve earned the day off. Bye sugarbear.â
âPiss off, homeycomb.â
Summary: Three friends, one bet and two idiots in love. What could go wrong?
Natasha Romanoff x Super Soldier Fem Reader
Word Count: 5K
A/N: My first NatxReader fic ever. Hope you enjoy <3Â
âDo you think sheâs single?â
The girls look in your direction, not even bothering to pretend theyâre actually working out at the Towerâs gym. Oblivious to their conversation and with your headphones in place, you keep the pace on the treadmill, pushing yourself to the limit.
âDonât know, Minds. I just want her to use me for a nightâ, the blonde interjects.
âKeeping it classy, LindsayâÂ
âI donât think sheâs dating anyone. We would have heard by nowâ, another girl comes behind them and the three share a conspiratory look. âHonestly, I almost asked her out when we were shooting that promo video for the animal shelter. Watching her hold a puppy made me ovulateâ
âYou should haveâ Lindsay says. âYou missed your chance and now Iâm gonna do itâ
âNu-uh, I called dibsâ
âNo one did, Kateâ Mindy rolls her eyes.
âAlright, letâs all ask her out, see who gets a dateâ
âWhat if she says yes to all of us?â
âI donât mind sharingâ Lindsay winks at her friends. âNow, rock paper scissors to decide which one goes firstâ
Too engrossed in their argument, the friends never noticed Natasha Romanoff. The spy threw a hard kick at the punching bag and left the gym, deciding that if she had to endure another second listening to that stupid conversation she was gonna kill all three of them.
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Marching On
(Bruce / Tony / Clint / Steve / Natasha)
Masterlist
(Gifs not mine)
(After the events of the Avengers, everyone moves into the tower; such broken people saved the world.)
1/ Bruce
He thinks she doesnât like him.
Itâs fair, he supposes, after the events on the helicarrier. He purposefully stays out of her way for the first month at least.
Itâs easier when there are others around, and everyone makes an effort. Tony engages him in conversations of biomechanics and the theory of nanotech; and he watches Steve awkwardly adapt to the niceties of having money and time to live thatâs not in war.
Clint, he watches more than the others. His quick smile and easy humour is genuine that he can tell, and he finds that when heâs quite he can hear the intelligence of the archer in all the things he doesnât say.
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Bruce moves into the Tower at Tonyâs request. Heâs been a nomad for so long that he figures it doesnât really matter where he stays, and Tony promises to pump money into the vaccine program in India, where Natasha found him.
Itâs probably more good than heâll ever do.
Thereâs mandated therapy for all of them after the events of New York.
Guilt tears at him and he tries to explain to the therapist that he has had enough therapy for a lifetime, he knows heâs responsible for multiple deaths, and itâs things he lives with daily.
He tells her that her time would be better used with people that actually need it; children that have lost parents, people who have lost their partners, those that are injured, traumatised⊠the list could go on.
He should be last on the list, he tells her, of people getting help, and with that heâs promptly signed up to fortnightly sessions.
Tony laughs when he tells him, and says she said the same to him. He clasps him on the back and leads him to his lab.
âBuild something,â Tony advises, âit helps.â
And Bruce knows that heâs made the right decision in coming here.
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He likes watching people.
Clint the most, he thinks.
Tony is predictable.
Steve is aloof, polite.
And where thereâs Clint, thereâs usually Natasha.
Itâs rare that they arenât together and he can see how protective she is of him.
Itâs little things. The way she walks through the door last, checking his back. The way she makes sure he eats, and refuses when he offers her some.
And the way she is quick with her words whenever anyone says a bad word against him.
She can be caustic where Tony is blunt, matches Steveâs quietness and thereâs times that heâs left the room at her suggestion but itâs felt like his own idea.
He likes watching Clint, because it means he can also watch Natasha.
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He feels particularly rattled after a therapy session, and he passes Natasha going in.
âGood luck,â he murmurs, and she smiles shallowly at him. He doesnât think much of it and heads straight to bed even though itâs just after 3pm.
He wakes up some time around midnight, his stomach rumbling and his throat parched.
His room holds snacks, but he wants the left over fried rice they had two nights prior.
A beer would also be good, he thinks, even if the buzz he once experienced no longer occurs.
Slowly moving to the kitchen, he finds Natasha sitting at the breakfast bar eating cereal.
Purposely, he makes some noise to alert her to his presence but she already knows, standing and moving around the bench bringing her bowl with her, throwing the rest of the food into the disposable.
âDonât stop on my account,â he opens with.
She shrugs.
âWas done,â she says, with a tired smile.
Bruce nods and pulls the rice from the fridge. Looks for the beer and pulls out two, offering her one that is declined as she seems caught between keeping him company and sneaking out.
âYou can go,â he tells her, putting the food in the microwave and opening the beer as it cooks.
It works to catch her and social pressure makes her sit.
âYou couldnât sleep, either?â
Natasha watches him closely, as he pulls the hot food out and shakes his hands against the heat. He feels idiotic around her.
In a moment of abject honestly, she shakes her head.
âClint had a nightmare,â she says, not looking at him.
Bruce finds it interesting, that in the middle of the night is when Natasha is most honest.
He nods, sitting next to her with his food and beer.
âWant to talk about it?â he asks.
He doubts that she will, as silence fills the kitchen.
So he offers up some of himself.
âToday in therapy,â he starts, âwe talked about hyper vigilance and how I over obsess⊠over-estimate, maybe, the potential for danger at any given moment.â He takes another bite and wonders where heâs going with this.
âThe practice was to be more mindful but not fearful of my surroundings.â
He scoffs.
âWhy does therapy always seem so draining?â he finishes. He starts eating again, not expecting answers, even almost expecting her to leave as he sips his beer and finishes off the rice.
Natasha watches him closely, he feels her gaze run over him, and itâs likely that this is what the therapist was talking about.
âThereâs three doors in this room, I have two guns ready, ones under the table,â she pauses.
âTony is in the lab, Clint is asleep in his bed, and Steve is in the gym,â cocking her head, she stares at him.
âAnd youâre in here eating.â
Straight faced, they make eye contact.
âI think we must have had similar conversations.â She smirks.
Bruce grins.
âTony should get a refund, thatâs two for one advice,â he jokes.
âWas your homework the same too?â He laughs.
She grows serious, and he wonders what he said. As much as he watches her, he still has no idea what sheâs thinking.
âSmall acts of trust,â she says, as she stands and heads for the fridge.
He laughs.
âAt least itâs tailored to our particular issues,â he deadpans.
He watches as she takes some string cheese from the fridge, slowly opening it, and pulling it apart.
He stands and disposes of his bowl and as he turns he watches her chew on the cheese as she disposes of the rest.
Shrugging, Natasha yawns, and bids him good night.
He replies in kind, and, as Bruce heads back to bed, it occurs to him that it was likely Natasha practicing what the therapist had asked of her.
Even if to him it seemed like nothing.
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Thereâs a difference, Bruce notices in the way Natasha acts with him.
It seems that on days that therapy occurs they end up in the kitchen at midnight. Sometimes Clint is there, sometimes Tony.
Itâs like a repair of sorts, where he offers her something of himself and when heâs lucky she offers something back.
Small acts of trust, he thinks, is a lesson theyâre all learning.
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Natasha x Reader
Notes: Made this because I'm in bed wishing I had a girlfriend to come cuddle me
Word Count: 1k
You can feel the disappointment settled deeply in your bones the moment you wake up. The unsettling feeling low in your abdomen causes you to sigh. Itâs a frustrating feeling and you should be used to it by now. Yet it never seems to stop bothering you. You reach across the bed to feel for Natasha only to be met with nothing. She must be out training. You sit up slowly, hoping to ease the pain in your belly, as you try to wake up enough to go to the bathroom. Another month. Another week of pain. You plant your feet on the ground, hands pressed against the bed, as you push yourself to a standing position. You shuffle the few feet across the room to reach the bathroom. You reach under the bathroom sink to find a sanitary napkin before dropping down onto the toilet seat. You swipe at the tears in your eyes at the sight of blood in your panties. It shouldnât feel like this. It shouldn't be this way. Deciding that you feel icky, a shower is the only way to get you feeling decent enough.
You stand again, flushing the toilet behind you before walking over to the shower. You turn it to the hottest setting you can stand before tossing the panties and your sleep shorts into the nearby hamper. You wait for the water to heat up before stepping under the shower. You can barely stand and everything feels unstable. Your head hurts, your breasts are tender, your legs feel shaky beneath you. You make quick work of cleaning yourself, hoping to alleviate some of the pain in your lower back as the water rains down on you.
Natasha will be home soon. Then she can come and lay with you. All you want is Tasha.
You step out of the shower to wrap yourself in a towel rushing to your bedroom to put on a pair of panties and the sanitary napkin. Youâre not even going to try tampons. No matter how many times people recommend it having something inside of you seems to hurt. So you stick to pads. Itâs a simple step and you toss the wrapper in the trash. You avoid looking at yourself in the mirror. Everything hurts. You try not to think too hard as you reach inside of the medicine cabinet for extra strength Midol. The only thing that makes periods bearable for you. You pop open the packaging, pushing the pills into your mouth, before turning on the sink. You cup your hands under the running water to sip the water. Itâs enough for you to swallow and you do so with a frown.
Giving one final glance to the bathroom to make sure itâs clean, you rush back into your bedroom. You dig through Natashaâs drawer for one of her oversized t-shirts. It used to be Clintâs but now itâs hers. It smells like her laundry detergent and it brings you comfort while you wait for her. You stretch it over your head straightening it down your body. You donât care about pants right now. It would only annoy you to have the fabric over your sensitive skin right now. You crawl into the middle of the bed pulling the covers over your head. You just want to sleep.
You donât realize that you actually do fall asleep until Natasha is brushing her fingers along your face. She whispers for you to wake up and you do with a whimper. The pain comes back at you full force as you blink your eyes open.
âHey, J.A.R.V.I.S. informed me you werenât feeling well,â She speaks in a hushed tone. Her brows knit with concern and she gestures to the tea and hot water bottle sitting on the nightstand. âI brought reinforcements.â She says.
âYeah,â You whimper again tears shining in your eyes now. âHold me?â You ask. You donât care how you look. Youâre in pain and you want her. Natasha doesnât hesitate to crawl into bed. You lift, waiting expectantly for her to find a good position, and thatâs when you notice what sheâs wearing. A simple black tank top, no bra, and biker shorts. She must have showered when she got here. She pulls you into her arms as she lies against the pillows. She reaches with her left hand to grab the hot water bottle pressing it against your back. You flinch slightly before sighing in relief at your aching muscles fighting against the heat.
âYou got your period?â She guesses and you nod against her collarbone. She kisses the top of your head. She knows the first few days of your period leave you practically bedridden. She rubs her thumb soothingly against your bare arm under the sleeve of your shirt. You listen to her breathing for a few seconds finding the constant beating almost lullaby-like.
âIâm sorry, Tasha.â You say suddenly. âItâs not fair.â You press your face further into her body clutching her shirt between your fingers as another wave of cramps hits you. She knows what you mean.
âHey, hey, itâs okay.â She soothes. âWe can try again.â She promises. âIf you want. Only if you want.â She says. Sheâs so understanding. Sheâs always so understanding with you. You close your eyes, trusting her to keep you safe, as you try to relax.
Natashaâs hand that had been rubbing your arm travels down your body and under your t-shirt. She reaches just slightly under the waistband of your panties, pausing her fingers when you tense under her. Youâre sensitive but you nod against her to continue. She presses just slightly on the skin there. Right, where you feel the most pain. She massages gently and you whine. Her touches are gentle and caring as she tries to alleviate some of the pain youâre feeling. It seems to be working as you feel the muscles under her fingers relax just slightly.
âI love you,â You whisper to her.
âI love you too,â She whispers back.
babygirl there is something obviously wrong with your brain
Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x F.Reader
Word Count: 1200Â Â
Warning: Angst. So much angst.Â
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ship: scarlet witch!wanda/soft mommy!wanda/little!reader (mirror au)
warnings:Â allusions to multiverse of madness, smut (18+), also some light angst and lots of fluff, MDLG, selfcest, spanking, non-explicit mentions of rough sex, non-sexual punishments, aftercare
a/n: again thank u to motts and britt who truly had their gay little hands very involved in crafting this dynamic
Wanda was not expecting to choose to live a quiet life with her variant and her little, and she most certainly wasnât expecting both of them to happily accept her into their lives - but it was exactly the environment she never knew she needed.Â
It took a while for the three of you to get used to the dynamic. It was much easier for you, since you were already used to living with one Wanda. This new Wanda was just a little more broken around the edges, a little more paranoid and possessive of you, needing a lot of reassurance - which you were more than willing to provide.Â
When you called her Mommy for the first time, you could practically see her tear up before she held you tighter, kissing your forehead and saying, âYes, little one. Mommyâs here.âÂ
Mama and Mommy took a little more time getting used to each other - caught up in the idea that they were seeing the best and worst of each other laid out so plainly in front of them - but Mamaâs soft approach to helping Mommy made the process a lot smoother for both of them.Â
You actually didnât realize that their relationship had developed into something more than just both being your mommies for a while. That was, until one day you woke up from a deep sleep, confused and cold because of the empty bed.Â
You padded into the kitchen, Wandabear tucked under your arm and paci in your mouth, following the soft glow of the light over the sink. The pair were leaned against the counter, sharing soft kisses and caresses. It looked like Mommy had been crying, her tired eyes rimmed with red. But you could see a soft smile planted clearly on her face as Mama kissed her nose like she does with you when youâre feeling down.Â
The moment was so intimate that you were about to creep back into bed and wait for them to return, but of course with two mind readers they were well aware of your presence.Â
Mommy Wanda will sometimes get really moody and frustrated with herself for feeling that way and sometimes will accidentally snap at both of you. The first time this happened, you were immediately taken back to that first time you met her and she was in a crazed fury looking for her children, startled by finding you and Mama instead.Â
Sheâs getting better about her temper. Mama has helped a lot, urging her to use her words and talk the feelings out rather than bottling them up until she snaps. Sometimes she still gets in cloudy moods, but sheâs made a lot of progress and is able to get through them a lot easier with you and Mama helping.
Mommy Wanda is very very whipped for both of you, as much as she denies it.Â
All three of you have the biggest praise kinks.
Mommy and Mama both get incredibly soft when theyâre fucking and the other calls tells them how good theyâre doing. And you are just always eager for positive attention from them both <3
Theyâre both strict with you but in very different ways.Â
Mommy is much more likely to let you get away with breaking rules, like sneaking you cookies and letting you stay up past your bedtime. But she is also much more likely to punish you with spankings if you talk back to her.Â
âWatch your tone with me, little devil,â is something you hear probably multiple times a day because you kind of canât help riling Mommy up.Â
Mama, on the other hand, is very strict on your daily rules. No dessert before you finish your dinner. Bedtime at 10pm. No throwing a tantrum to get something you want in the store. But if you give her a little sass, sheâs usually just going to roll her eyes and let you get your bratty energy out before asking, âAre you done now, baby?â and you just pout at her and nod.Â
Mama much prefers corner time as a punishment. Or writing lines. She doesnât like to do impact play with you (but does rather enjoy the way you squirm as Mommy turns your cheeks red).
Both of them enjoy watching the other fuck you a lot. Mommy is a lot rougher than Mama - who was surprised at how much you loved the hard treatment. You had never expressed to her how you thought about her just using you. Mommy was more than willing to help fulfil those fantasies.Â
The three of you always end up taking a big bath together after a tiring play session. You all barely all fit in the tub together - even after Mama got a new one.Â
Mommy really loves washing you. Itâs therapeutic for her to take care of you like that.Â
Bedtime always consists of a lot of cuddles and kisses and sweet words before the three of you drift off to sleep.Â
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