The Thing I Knew About Carmen But She Never Said

I wish my earlier girlfriends understood that.

“And besides… she’s not always dressed.”

Or if your eyes went to her was it because you were wondering what it would be like if you were her? I know that's what I did.

Yes!

At least once.

How do you see yourself when there is no mirror? Outwardly I am 63 and a black alpha male. I can play that part. But the inner me is forever 17 and a submissive black girl. She just is and I never have to act when I am her. I can just be.

Ask whatever you want. I am extremely uninhibited.

Definitely.

I love tea. And I love the girl inside me.

“It’s not real!”

“You can’t change!”

“Don’t you remember how good you were as a boy?”

No one can tell you who you are.

She was always a lesbian and I was always her girl. Now we can finally be ourselves.