“To Grab Onto The Last Bit Of Hope, I’ve Tried With Both Of My Hands”  

Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready.

Nayyirah Waheed (via quotemadness)

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(Simply the start of a story I'm working on)

Prologue: Collected Miscellany

Pre-reading Note: This prologue has been written by C.X.K.

C.X.K's Note: So closes the setting of reality and so does the spider weave its webs of lies. For those who can see, they will know that The Truth is twisted, they will know about the Web of Lies. History be twisted, truth be changed and above all reality is what I manipulate it to be.

Erayith, home to the two major nations, whereover Gods extend their rule over the nations and protect their peoples using the power bestowed upon them. In the perpetual meantime of an eternity under the sheltered world lying under the watchful eyes of the gods, most eagerly live, without dreaming. Ambition is the driving force, but without dreaming nothing is achievable. In the cyclical lives of the mundane, people could afford to live a fruitless life. Chasing nothing but the butterflies of what they call hope and faith.

Co-existing, living together, Erayith was such a place. Special like no other world as it was capable of housing many lifeforms, dimensions could exist unimpeded, hidden amongst the mortals of the waking world. In the world, spectacular phenomena often happen; spellcasting and magic. The ability to create the supernatural and the unreal, the very allowance for these to be able to manifest in the world was all part of gods’ imposed laws. The humans named this mystical working, giving it the name of maegenic.

Those humans, just like all other humans, lived by the settlement they were confined to, chained to the toiling ground that they first set foot on. But not all of them are bound in such a way; there grew those who dare to wander the lands. The Wayfarers who see themselves praised and admired throughout the lands, yet alone without ally as they explore the uncharted lands, alone. Like travellers, the Wayfarers do not live long in one place, instead moving from one place to another. Yet this constant nomadic lifestyle can be appreciated by the crowd but only a minority can transition from typical lifestyles to this. Such is the same with maegenic, the majority of people possess maegenic in some shape or form, but only a select few may learn to wield maegenic.

Even fewer may seek to understand its profound secrets, to dissect and truly unlock the truth of the world Erayith. For it is thought that maegenic holds the key; the ultimatum to unlocking what Erayith hides. But really, who can ascertain for sure what maegenic truly is? When asked, all that The Gods said was: “Defying fate and changing reality, those wishes ascertain an answer: maegenic. That which creates transformation, changes that which is unideal and corrects the erroneous faults of the imperfect.”

No idea

The Tower of God fandom is legit one of the best fandoms in the world fight me. 

Stay Gold; Yoongi fanfiction

You sit inside a run down house, it’s leaking and smells of rotting wood. The world is submerged in blackness. it’s a time just before sunrise. The world is drowned in the darkness of the night, it feels almost heavy; the air is moist, it has been raining. No stars peek out on this night. As you feel the hopelessness weigh down on you; the urge to cry suddenly becomes very strong. That’s when you hear the soft fall of footsteps. A familiar face steps into the faint glow that lights up your world; your best friend Yoongi walks in. He doesn’t say anything but reaches out and gently takes your hands, you relish the feeling of his roughened hands against yours, the pads of his hands are ever so slightly roughened because of typing, playing piano and work. Though, no amount of work could make his touch ungentle. 

You both walk out the front of the door, savouring the quiet and peace as you climb a little hill. You stand for a while, enjoying the breeze. Yoongi takes out his headphones and hands you a bud, the sun peeks over and gives the earth a rosy flush. You both stay there for a long while, savouring the music, enjoying each other’s companionship and leaning into each other as you feel the warmth radiating off each other’s bodies. 

Maybe life hurts sometimes, maybe it brought you down. But here, in your little spot would be where a small part of you always belonged. Yes, you thought as you watched to sun turn gold in the sky, life can be rough but having a best frined really helps. On cue, Yoongi turns around and smiles, just a small soft and genuine smile you return the smile, your worries and stress fading away as you think. “Yes, there is no where else I’d rather be”.

BTS fantasy headcanons 5/7

Jimin

Our sweet lil mochi

Coincidentally likes mochi

Jin will legit make mochi just for him

Super charming

Has this soft, pretty eye smile like Yoongi

Smiles so much 

Arrived with Tae (their like...conjoined besties at the hip)

Part mermaid

Part fairy

Super sweet...it’s close to cavity inducing

So kind and helpful

Sings to everything in existence

tiny fingers

Has a dream catcher given to him by Tae >.< (it’s just so beautiful I can’t-) 

Loves his dance.

In fact, he was educated in contemporary and modern dance. Excelling in both

 Rose quartz!!!

Gets Joonie or Yoon to make love potions because they “look so pretty!”

“Chim...what in Alatar’s beard will we do with this much love potion substance????”

Loves puppies

Currently rocking pink hair

Romance!

Becomes a shy lil uwu when complimented

Loves the cuddly and cute creatures Tae finds

Don’t piss Chim off...he might just shatter a window

If the window is unavailable he may opt to shatter one's ears instead.

Likes to help Jin with the desserts

Loves water because...well mermaid blood

Also likes stealing the chocolate bars that Hobi eats

Hoards his rose quartz like a dragon

Yoongs likes him because he “makes him look better”

I mean who wouldn’t like Chim

Chim doesn’t like Yoongs’ coffee…

“Hyung! How do you drink this stuff!? It’s too bitter!” - whines like a puppy

Puppy eyes.

Flirty, duality of cuteness and flirtiness

Big coats and bracelets…

Victim of Tae’s fashion standards

Super addictive sweet nature (it’s in his siren, mermaid blood), I mean you know what they say, once you Jim-in

You can’t Jim-out

BTS fantasy headcanons 4/7

Hoseok (Hobi)

Fourth member to be recruited into BTS coven

Raps with Yoongi

A literal ray of sunshine

Changes colour of EVERYTHING he can…

Has so much fun in Yoongi’s lab

Like. 

Yoongi has a laboratory that he and Joonie built.

Everyone goes into it

Hobi loves the lab bit...there he experiments endlessly with the chemistry and science

If he’s not there

He’s probably watching romantic movies with the makanes

A sprite (asian)

When caught for 7 days. They bring good luck (going over limit causes permanent BAD luck)

The BTS coven just keep him in a super big cage

It’s not even a cage, it’s like a mini mansion located inside the BTS coven mansion.

The maknaes move the TV nearer to the cage just for that week so they can have movie nights

Super interested in mundane things

Loves Harry Potter

Likes his accessories 

There’s usually an explosion per day coming out of his “Sunshine Lab”

In which Hobi usually emerges drenched in colour

Jin immediately dumps a bucket of water on him and tells him to “go dry” in the sun

Hobi is working on a “Sope” (his and Suga’s ship name) that the members can use…

Occasionally changes the water colour in the bathroom so that the members shower in green, red, purple or blue water..there are a plethora of colours of course

Sometimes he will just change the lighting in the house itself so members (especially Yoongi) wake up to rainbows dancing across the room

“JUNG HOSEOK WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY ROOM?!”

Yeah that’s probably Yoongi…

Hobi will also put some cute lil fairy lights in his lab...don’t ask me how they don’t get damaged

Also slips little chocolate bars under Yoongi’s door when he’s working late to show him someone cares

SPAMS hardcore

Fascinated with mundane technology

“Wait so only one type of phone can bend...even then it’s not able to bend except in the middle? Wicked!”

I mean, after being used to Tae’s super high tech that he installed in BTS coven, it’s no wonder they marvel at mundane tec

Sweet tooth and softie for Jin’s cakes, brownies etc

Smile is so beautiful like it legit a heart

HIP HOP DANCE

Tower of God AU

Legit no one asked but I’m doing it anyways. 

But like imagine Bam, Khun and Rak in a modern high school au where Bam is the new, baby transfer student who recently moved to the school and everyone is falling for him. Even the popular girls (aka the Jahard Princesses) like him. Khun is that manipulative lil crap who was kuudere with a tragic backstory (I’m not the only one getting Todoroki vibes right?) and then meets Bam and kinda goes “must protect” mode. Rak is just there wanting to dominate everybody and eat banana’s. I highkey think that Khun blackmailed him into doing groupwork with him and Bam with bananas, this in turn makes Rak highkey hate Khun...which leads to interesting nicknames and insults. “I KNOW WHAT HAPPENED YOU IDIOT, YOU LOST YOUR BANANA”, “shut up munchkin crocodile” Ngl there would be no quiet with this group. Poor Bam is probably going to have to sort out the mess that Khun and Rak get into...lol

I’ve just started this really random thing of binging webtoons. If anyone has suggestions feel free to tell me! 

Hi Hello

when boys are listening to you - the look of concentration on their faces

when boys are so excited to show you something 

when boys trust you enough to be vunerable around you

sharing secrets

when they lower their voice just to talk to you

slowing down when walking to match the speed you’re walking at

when they smile!!

Okay okay, but you know that tender, quiet and sweet ONE side of boys that you never really get to see. Esp in the very energetic ones, when they are just daydreaming or when they are calm and quiet, thinking about things (who knows what tbh) and then like just staring off into space and like askfjsahglk awwww 

this has been said but BOYS SINGING!!! 

Listen I’m bi as Heck and as much as I love girls, I also love boys? Boys are amazing and pure and liking boys is a wonderful feeling? I never see a lot of posts talking about cute boys so

Some Boy Aesthetics™ I’m in love with include:

Their tired grins? Have you seen a cute boy grin when he’s tired? Life Changing

Sleeves rolled up to forearms is all good and Well but also when they have Sweater Paws in their hoodies or jumpers? Makes the tallest of them seem so smol? I’m lov?

When they run their hand through their hair and it sticks up in places and it looks So Good

Collar Bones

Soft pudgy stomachs they absolutely make me melt

When ya boy gets flustered A++ Bonus points if he giggles Boys giggling is Everything