Honestly, What's Growing More And More Is The Desire To Drop Out Of History School And Study For A Degree

Honestly, what's growing more and more is the desire to drop out of history school and study for a degree in biological sciences. But what's holding me back is the question of time. Whenever I feel like changing my major, I think that if I don't pass the entrance exam first time, and when I do get in, it'll take me another four years to graduate, and the expenses my parents have had so far will be thrown away like that.

It's these and other things that I won't let go of, and it's more for the others that I keep going than myself, and that's a pain in the ass....