we’re all alive. it’s one in the morning, she is in her bed right now on her phone laughing at something while i’m here laughing at the same thing. human connection is crazy and it makes no sense, but hell it exists, we exist and that’s lovely.
i have work in a few hours but if i didn’t, we would have a dance party in our living room right now. we would blast billy joel and taylor swift and anyone else you’d like to listen to.
it’s hard to be the gay cousin, the emo cousin, and the family failure, but someone gotta do it
i’m going to bring you on a roller skating date one day. we’re gonna rent the skates at the little desk with the old painted counter. i’ll hold your hands because you don’t really know how to skate and i used to go all the time. the wooden floors will be all worn down and scratched but that’s what makes it fun. the place is going to play bad pop music from the early 2000s but that’s okay it’s part of the skating experience. we will both probably fall because we were trying to hold on to each other but would we want it any other way ? definitely not
It’s a Scarf!
imagine just existing with a girl no not existing because i don’t want to just exist i want to live i want to be living i want to have a life and be happy and be with a girl because she is perfect and we can go on daily adventures with each other in a small town and we can go to bagel stores every sunday morning and pick up flowers for our tiny apartment before the train ride back home idk i just want this i want happy this is happy
stumbling into the door after their 5th muse concert
heads fuzzy with the overly sweet hard ciders that they had throughout the night
ten years later, it still feels fresh
the same lyrics drunkenly screamed at the show, from the same teen who he brought nearly a decade ago
he has grown. physically. mentally. emotionally. they both have
but his brown eyes shine just as bright when he watches his idol on stage as they did all those years ago
they’re older now, muse isn’t a common topic they talk about now, like they had during skype days
but his heart still grows when he hears the love of his life screams along lyrics from songs he loves
they’ll always have Muse
if life works out the way it should, we will all find reasons to live and reasons to love and that’s going to make all of this, all of everything, worth it. even that thing that’s bugging you it’s gonna be worth it because life will work out just watch.
I fucking LOVE Edgar allen poe like howly fowk
God I would kill to be in a Queen show
i feel like her hands would be soft