Sarelisapphic - Sareli

Am I actually gay or is it just Guard?

i want to give you rose scented candles. personally i don’t like the smell of rose that much but i have the idea of us being old ladies together and they always smell of rose. when we’re old together we’re gonna have windows with the diamond shaped panes and there’s gonna be flowy curtains. we’re gonna be happy i promise that.

I just want someone to tell me I haven’t wasted my life and mean it

When I say "I hope we all make it" I don't actually mean everyone. I mean people who suffer because of racism, xénophobia, sexism, misogyny, who are refugees, immigrants of any type, lgbt people who deal with queer and transphobia every single day, ppl who get shit of any kind because of their religion, ppl who have to try 5 times as hard because they come from broken families, families with addiction problems, who are abused, were abused, who can't affort to pay for their basic needs, who can't afford an education.

There are so many of us, sometimes I forget people who don't experience any of those things actually exist but the fact is they do and 9 out of 10 will never wan't to do anything about it.

So yeah, I hope we all make it, and fuck anyone who tries to stop us.

Hits different huh

okay but THIS hits differently

HAPPY LAST FRIDAY THE 13TH OF THE DECADE EVERYONE

i want to have a porch with a swing and candles and lanterns. there will be hanging plants and there will be lightning bugs. it’ll be late august before i work at a high school in a small town somewhere in the north east. i’ll be happy and listening to the sound of bugs. idk if anyone will be there with me but that’s okay.

concept: we go on a road trip in my car and we find a park and decide to sleep there because it’s getting late. we wake up and the windows are opened with harsh warm light and cold morning air coming through. i’m awake because the sun woke me but you’re still cuddled into your pillow with the light hitting your face. i wish that my brain could know this moment like a camera knows a photograph but you wake up and mock me for staring. that’s okay though because i love you.

yah? nah?