ok I have healed myself by writing the CUTEST little jibyeok moment and I’m trying not to like. squeal with happiness in the middle of this library
me: meant to be getting ready to go to the big library to collect a book and then do some jibyeok fic work. the happy nice one
also me: what if I got sidetracked, started editing a different fic on my phone, and then burst into tears about it because it’s an angst fic and my heart can never handle seeing jibyeok suffer (she says. writing jibyeok angst)
the way you’re covered in watermelon like a Fool
are you.. super duper silly?
watermelon
Im gonna check SGreddit!
SGreddit:
Im never checking SGreddit again
coining the term ‘jibyeokkers’ because that is what we are
if you’re reading this then you are too
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no way did I just spend two hours sat in the library researching, writing, and editing my fic and then see some loser on reddit complaining about being judged for using AI to “write” his novels 💀
going through some really difficult stuff rn, shit sucks, can I get some happy fluffy fic recs if anyone has any?
I don’t mind which characters/pairings, I just need some comfort reading ❤️🩹
"sang-woo didn't feel any remorse for his actions!!!!!" (rant incoming hi guys)
okay. im NOT an expert in facial expressions at all. but compare these images, during the later games (1: on the glass bridge, unsure of when; 2: after marbles before glass bridge, eating the consolation potato)
to these. (before marbles)
although he's still quite distressed (in the death games, wow! who would have guessed!), after marbles was when he genuinely started to lose his mind and spiral downward. i like to imagine in his head he’s fighting a battle between the overwhelming, harrowing feeling of guilt, and the need to win the games/being so desperate and willing to do anything to get out with the money.
in the first couple images, his eyes have that glassy, faded kind of look to them.
i do also want to take into account that sang-woo very visibly felt and looked guilty during the dalgona game. not because he lied about the game exactly, but because he nearly sent his best friend into death.
while i think it likely fucked with him self-consciously, i do think he was able to deflect it with "well he survived anyway" instead of wallowing in it like later.
(another thing i noticed (credits to @degenerata69 for pointing this out, i forgot where they said it but it made me do some deeper diving) is that sang-woo was one of the last triangle-shaped cutters to finish. i do think he was taking his time to ensure it didn't break, but i also do think his thoughts of guilt slowed him down. also his hands are shaking before the gunshots go off (seen more towards the beginning) poor guy.)
now look at his face after killing sae-byeok.
still a heartless monster with no remorse?
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