Gift For @inkspottie

Hi, it's me. Long time no see. Finaly decided to make this comic of the idea i got. Even though there is a few... mistakes??? Like in the fic painter can't cry? Plus i'm not good at drawing background and i realise i have no idea what the house look like and it turn so ugly. (Fun fact : it's actually the first time i seriously draw background so i'm happy)

Drawing Sebastian and Sadao wasn't easy, but it just because i draw women most of the time. I didn't wanted to make too feminine, Sadao was worst because he have a baby face and i absolutly didn't want for him to look like a "OwOimafemboy" sort of type.

But they were still fun to draw.

Last thing, painter is so baby in this comic. I mean... he look so small in Sadao's arms. I didn't do this on purpose but it's cute, i guess? (By the way drawing painter was horrible, too much details, i hope he looks okay or at least cute)

Anyway i had a lot of fun, hope you're having a good day!

(All characters belong to @inkspottie )

Am i weird for not liking makeup?

Little context here: it's not that i don't like it... it's that i don't like to do it every day!

I like fashion for sure but i prefer most of the time wearing a t-shirt with a sport short. And if it's a bit cold outside i put a hoodie on.

You probably wondering "i'm like this too, girl you are not special." And i agree.

But when the people around you expect you to be more 🌸feminine🌸 it's kinda hard to not try to fit in.

I see very pretty women everyday who have their makeup done with pretty outfit.

And i feel like i'm not girly, elegant or feminine enough, kinda like wearing makeup everyday makes you more lady-like

I try to talk to my mother about it and she always answer "boys prefer feminin woman if you are not, well you will be left behind" or something like that. Thanks mom for telling me that i'm not pretty enough for a guy to fell in love with me.

At fifteen y/o the others use to called me a baby and now at nineteen i have a full makeup bag that i never use. Is it seriously that bad to not fit in?

I know this is dumb but if someone who've been through the same things, let me know please, i want to know your opinion.