you spend so much of your life fucking suicidal and at the end of the day you're just supposed to not die. you lie on the bed and all you can think about is dying and you're just not supposed to do it. imagine having the kind of energy inside you it takes to want to kill yourself, and you're just supposed to let it dissipate. let it melt into the fucking sheets. you can't keep doing that without losing a little of your mind in the process.
I used to be scared/ashamed to horny post and draw my fetish stuff. I lurked and I tried to stay uncontroversial and marketable while adoring and love fetish/horny artists.
I've said this before, but this past year, my life has been so shit I figured what the fuck?
And since I drew that first Fem primarch incest comic I've slowly felt better about myself.
The weight of watching what I was drawing/posting and being concerned about "what if people only see me as a freak " was so heavy
Now I'm free of that notion. I don't care anymore, I haven't the mental capacity to continue that habit.
I'm a freak and proud!
I found my moots, and it feels good!
do y'all remember when they found all that tf art in Osamu Tezuka's drawer post-mortem because I think about it often
anyway keep chasing your bliss and draw weird shit, god knows we need that right now
In the modern AU, anytime MalcEmps do anything lovey-dovey infront of the primarchs most of them collectively groan, except for sanguinius who "Awwws".
Then Malc hits them all with the classic "What? Well, how do you all think you were made?"
Lowkey, surprised by how tender and loving MalcEmps are with each other compared to what I've seen them portrayed by the fandom (art and memes, fics were a different story)
The fandom, when I was just getting started half a year ago, gaslit me into believing the two were a dysfunctional relationship at best and were more like to co-workers that fucked each other sometimes.
Cue me reading books/short stories where the two interacted and now I can easily imagine them cuddling on the couch, while discussing the fate of humanity. I can easily imagine them making exceptions for each other, knowing things about each other no one else does (which is canon). I can imagine them doing simple domestic things in times of peace or maybe in something akin to a Modern AU. I can imagine them being lovey dovey and genuinely devoted to each other.
The two versions could coexist. And I'm not saying there isn't a certain comedic charm to the fandom version of their relationship nor that it shouldn't exist (because that would make me a hypocrite, I do enjoy that version to a certain degree and controlling how people engage with fiction is. Bad. Ew. No). I'm just laughing about the whiplash I got when I was introduced to the ship through the memes on Tumblr just to get to them in the actual books and find out that the two are genuinely peak queer romance to me.
fuck "girl lunch" fuck "girl math" a woman is a hairy animal who sweats and grunts and excretes and hungers and gets wrinkly and dies eventually. you have to love that.
For any wondering, here is the list I have so far for the fem primarchs and their monstrous transformations/"true forms"
Freya(Leman)- Wolfen
Atlantia(Angron)- Lioness deamon
Cora(Corvus)- Crow deamon
Mortica(Mortarion)-Insectiod (preying mantis, centipede, fly)
Hestia(Vulkan)- A giant salamander dragon (no wings)
Ferra(Ferrus Manus)-Necron reserected (biotransferance)
Sanguinia(Sanguinius)- Mantacore but snow lepord instead of lion
Fulgrim- Deep sea fish/siren
Kassandra(Konrad)- Vampire Bat
Magnolia(Magnus)- elder mummy litch or Owl+Peacock?
Jagathai- actual war hawk or cheeta?
Petra(Perturabo)- ?
Hathor(Horus)- ?
Renala(Rogal Dorn)- ?
The Lioness (The Lion)- Chimaera
Juno(Robutรฉ Guilliman)- Bovine/Cow/Minotaur
Arellia(Logar)-?
Alpharia/Omega(Alpharius and Omegon)- ?
If you couldn't tell, this is not a complete list! And for the question mark ones, please feel free to submit ur ideas! (I am trying to avoid the obvious choices, i.e., The Lioness being a lion, but I'm open if you have a unique spin)
This project is a community share alike, so if u wanna use these designs in ur artwork, go for it! I really want this to be a group effort!!!
Hope you don't mind me borrowing this, I figured Sanguinius would look phenomenal in the outfit!
@moociaoafterdark I also hope u enjoy more crossdressing Sangy! โค๏ธ
Oh? Request time? Okay!
Your Vitus in this, if you can...
el ouioui
To answer ur question, it is a prosthetic. He was grown in a vat, and after his "birth," he had too many defects, so his father did save him by implanting a whole host of cybernetics. Afterwards, however, He deemed to make more like Kaine would be a waste of resources and cancelled the experiments.
One thing I wanted to do to set my "Fur-splicers" apart was make it so they'd have to have either non augmented when they started the transition or have most, if not all, of their pre existing cybernetics removed. The Fur-spliceing process does increase ones healing factor as they transition, so most don't feel the loss.
Anyone with nessisary augments (heart, eyes, limbs) or that want them have to buy specialised ones that fit their shifting anatomy.
And Augmo Inc. (the corp that make the anthro hrt) don't make anthro cybernetics. That's a separate corp, Lion Corps.
Next character reference sheet for "Returning to our Roots"
Kaine Augmo, "son" of Adam Augmo.
The main antagonist for the story.
His father had him made from scratch. He is one of the only Anthro's who was never human. He was raised to be his father's body gaurd, and eventually, his brother's.
He is a weapon underestimated by his father, who didn't think Kaine could handle running Augmo Inc. Kaine would prove his father wrong.
There was only one other merc who could match Kaine in hand to hand combat. Unfortunately, she nolonger stalks the streets of New Bright City.
Juno (Fem Guilliman) The Fem Primarch of the UltraMOOrines is dominated by her dear sister, Atlantia (fem Angron) Lioness of Khorne.
All my haters become aligators when I activate my gatorinator.
@qcontinuumumum
i am actually insufferable once I get comfortable with someone
22| They/Them|Plural| Hello, I draw stuff from grimdark monsters to wholesome lesbians. (Also, I do NSFW sometimes, so NO MINORS!!!)
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