And So Begins The Start Of My Art Wall

NO FUCKING WONDER I HAVNT BEEN GETTING NOTES, ONE OF MY MOOTS DEACTIVATED, R15LE MY LOVE WHERED YOU GOOO😭😭😭😭

i feel so connected to Dylan Klebold

the principal got onto me at the last minute of class today

if I get my stuff taken away I’m gonna try and kill myself /srs

I’m so fucking tiered of life and everyone hating me and I know I’m kinda being over dramatic rn but if I don’t have something to do I’ll start thinking and if I don’t have a way to get rid of those thoughts I wanna kms, this sounds cringy as shit but idgaf I’m being so fucking serious rn every time I get mad I wanna shoot up my fucking school and I have longer since I’ve gotten into tcc, I feel like I’m destined to either end up on my 500 pound life, or become a school shooter, I’ve been writing Dylan and Eric’s wrath and natural selection on my papers along with those weird hearts and 4/20/99

I don’t know how to end this but I do know how to end my life

does anyone know how to find the tcc side of YouTube and not just news channel after news channel when I look up columbine?, I wanna watch video essays and Dylan & Eric’s videos not some fugly homophobic white guy on his second divorce talk about it from 2018

Just tried a b-day cake flavored taffy and I’m literally about to bust it’s so good wtf

He still hasn’t said anything, he can go days without posting but I sent him an ask bc I don’t want him to be dead, I’ve been thinking about him all day and checking my phone for any notivs from him but I haven’t seen anything, he HAS deleted posts in the past so maybe I just missed it?, I dunno, I hope he responds

MY MOOT THAT SAID HES GONNA KMS AND SAID HE LOVES ME HASN’T POSTED ON ANY OF HIS ACCOUNTS I REALLY HOPE HE DIDN’T DO IT BECAUSE I SWEAR TO GOD IF HE DID IM NEXT I HATE LOSING MY MOOTS OH MY FUCKING GOD

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I am PISSING bricks rn

I am GOING to kms I just asked my friend if her “boy toy German twink was talking about me” and SHE SAID NO, THEN WALKED AWSY IM SO FUCKING DUMB GOD DAMN IT

Simplified version of my room??? I guess???