Okay nvm she’s laying on my charger and clawing at my coochie
THIS HHUUURRRRTTTSSSS
Simplified version of my room??? I guess???
inside of you are two wolves, you have depression
im an antinatalist not only bc forcing a child into this cruel world is extremely selfish but also because you're not only risking your child being fucked up, but you're also risking yourself and other people's lives because what if they become a a shooter/bomber/etc? i just dont understand why someone would do that bc like. take me for example i didnt ask to be born and my family is well aware of my mental issues and sure they love me no matter what but like. why are you putting yours along with everyone else's energy into making sure im not hurting myself every time i go to the bathroom or something? like ur torturing urself and ur child AND everyone else involved. idk if im making sense but like think about it. like with gun violence victims and their families, you know this world is horrible. you know that theres always a chance that someone will take your childs life and leave you in shambles. i may sound horrible for saying this but if im being realistic no one who willingly brings a kid into the world has the right to be upset when they grow up to hurt/kill themselves or other people.
No matter how many times I like and look up and watch all the way if stuff from other fandoms I can never get away from the tcc on my fyp, sad😔
Idk why but recently I’ve been kinda hating weekends because I consume all the media that I’ve been wanting too too fast and then I have nothing to do over the weekend and time doesn’t feel real/ it’s going bye too slow
Everyday i Imagine Blowing my Head off Infront of Random People to Change Their Life Forever
Why can’t I like it
Is it bad that I'm obsessed with someone I barely talk to